初夏Shoka

死にたいshinitai死にたいshinitaiってtte縋ってsugatteたってtatte何にもnannimo意味imiないなnai na

Clinging to "I want to die, I want to die" means nothing at all

僕bokuはwa知らないshiranaiんだn da　形katachiあるaruものmono全てsubeteにni終わりowariがga来るkuruこと。koto.

I don't know, that everything with form must come to an end.

最底saitei、、酩酊meiteiで、de、ありのままarinomamaの、no、無茶苦茶なmuchakucha na歌詞kashiでdeはwa

At rock bottom, drunk, with raw, chaotic lyrics

救えないsukuenai命inochiがgaいくつもikutsu moあるaru

There are lives I can't save

傷つけて、kizutsukete、傷つけてkizutsukete　報われようmukuwareyouとtoしているshite iruのnoか？ka?

Hurting, hurting, is that how you're trying to be rewarded?

「幸せになれる……！」"shiawase ni nareru......!"とか？to ka?笑wara

"You'll find happiness...!" or what? Lol

初夏shokaのno風kazeにniまたやmata ya酔わされてyowasarete

Intoxicated again by the early summer breeze

自惚れたunuboreta自我jigaをwo歌ってutatteしまうshimau

I end up singing my conceited ego

正しいtadashii答えkotaeがgaわからない、wakaranai、だからdakara

I don't know the right answer, so

教えてoshiete

Tell me

教えて！oshiete!

Tell me!

好きだったsuki datta言葉kotobaはwa壊されてkowasareteしまいましたshimaimashita

The words I loved have been destroyed

いつかitsuka報われるmukuwareruとto信じていたshinjite itaのにno ni

I believed I'd be rewarded someday

積み上げたtsumiagetaこのkono声koeはwaこのkono世界sekaiのno不正解fuseikaiだda

This voice I built up is the wrong answer for this world

「何も知らないその顔が嫌い。」"nanimo shiranai sono kao ga kirai."

"I hate that face that knows nothing."

何十回nanjukkai何百nanbyaku何千回nanzenkaiだってdatte

Dozens, hundreds, thousands of times

死にたいshinitaiんだn da

I want to die

僕bokuはwa僕bokuは、wa、僕bokuはwa馬鹿だったbaka datta　水溜るmizutamaru箱庭hakoniwa

I, I, I was a fool, a puddle in a miniature garden

傷口kizuguchiをwo塞ぐfusaguためにtame ni　またmata自慰jiiをwo繰り返すkurikaesu

Repeating self-gratification to close the wound

呆れたakireta横顔yokogao

A disgusted profile

夜明けyoake前maeのno夢yumeよりyori綺麗なkirei na言葉kotobaをwo並べてもnarabete mo

Even lining up words more beautiful than a dream before dawn

美しくutsukushiku枯れるkareru都会tokaiのno花火hanabi

Beautifully withering fireworks in the city

そこsokoにni僕bokuはwaいないinai　後の祭ato no matsuri

I'm not there, too late for regrets

言えなかったienakatta言葉kotobaがga　溢れ出してafuredashite止まらないなtomaranai na

Words I couldn't say overflow and won't stop

望みnozomiをwo叶えてもkanaete mo　変わりゃしなくてkawarya shinakute

Even when wishes come true nothing changes

いつの日にかitsunohini ka交わしたkawashita約束yakusokuはwa忘れられてwasurerarete

Promises exchanged someday are forgotten

引き止められず、hikitomearezu、ここkokoにniはwa1人hitori

Unable to hold you back, I'm alone here

何千回nanzenkai何万nanman何億回naokukaiだってdatte

Thousands, millions, billions of times

殺してkoroshiteくれないかkurenai ka

Won't you kill me

倫理rinriがga道理douriをwo作るtsukuruのnoならnara

If ethics create reason

嗄れたkaretaこのkono声koeはwa正義seigiなnaの？no?

Then is this hoarse voice justice?

正しさtadashisaがga常にtsune ni優しさyasashisaにniなるnaruならnara

If rightness always becomes kindness

教えてoshiete

Tell me

教えてoshiete

Tell me

教えてoshiete

Tell me

答えて！kotaete!

Answer me!

好きだったsuki dattaあのano人hitoはwaもうmou僕bokuをwo救わないなsukuwanai na

That person I loved won't save me anymore

いつかitsuka報われるmukuwareruとto信じていたshinjite itaのにno ni

I believed I'd be rewarded someday

いつの日にかitsunohini ka描いたegaita未来miraiはwaとうにtou ni過去kakoにniなってnatte

The future I once drew has long since become the past

「何も知らない」"nanimo shiranai"だから、dakara、ここkokoでde歌うutau

"I know nothing" so, I'll sing here

何十回nanjukkai何百nanbyaku何千回nanzenkaiだってdatte

Dozens, hundreds, thousands of times

息ikiをwoしてはshite wa

I keep breathing

何千回nanzenkai何万nanman何億回naokukaiだってdatte

Thousands, millions, billions of times

叫んだんだsakenda n da

I screamed