ギルドGirudo

人間ningenというto iu仕事shigotoをwo与えられてataerarete　どれくらいdore kuraiだda

How long has it been since I was given the job of being human?

相応しいsousashiiだけdakeのno給料kyuuryou　貰ったmoratta気kiはwa少しもsukoshi moしないshinai

I don't feel like I've received anything close to a fair wage

いつの間にかitsu no ma ni kaのno思い違いomoichigai　「仕事ではない」shigoto de wa nai　解っていたwakatte ita

Somewhere along the way, a misunderstanding — "This isn't a job," I knew that

それsoreもmoどうやらdou yara手遅れteokure　仕事shigotoでdeしかshikaなくなっていたnakunatte ita

But it seems it's too late now — it had become nothing but a job

悲しいkanashiiんnじゃなくてja nakute　疲れたtsukaretaだけdake

I'm not sad — I'm just tired

休みyasumiをwoくださいkudasai　誰dareにni言うiuつもりtsumoriだろうdarou

Please give me a day off — who am I even going to say that to?

奪われたubawaretaのnoはwa何nanだda　奪い取ったubaitottaのnoはwa何nanだda

What was taken from me? What did I take?

繰り返してkurikaeshite　少しずつsukoshi zutsu　忘れたんだろうwasuretandarouかka

Over and over, little by little, did I just forget?

汚れちゃったyogorechattaのnoはwaどっちdocchiだda　世界sekaiかka自分jibunのno方houかka

Which one got dirty — the world, or myself?

いずれにせよizure ni seyo　そのsono瞳hitomiはwa　開けるakeruべきbekiなんだnan daよyo

Either way, you need to open those eyes

それsoreがga全てsubete　気kiがga狂うkuruu程hodo　まともなmatomo na日常nichijou

That's all there is — an ordinary day-to-day, maddening in how normal it is

腹haraをwo空かせたsukaseta抜け殻nukegara　動かないでugokanaide　餌esaをwo待ってmatte

A starving empty shell, sitting still, waiting to be fed

誰かdareka構ってkamatteくれないかkurenai ka　喋らないでshaberanaide　思っているomotteiruだけdake

Won't someone pay attention to me — never saying it, just thinking it

人間ningenというto iu仕事shigotoをwoクビkubiにniなってnatte　どれくらいdore kuraiだda

How long has it been since I got fired from the job of being human?

とりあえずtoriaezu汗ase流してnagashite　努力doryokuをwoしたshitaつもりtsumoriでdeいたitaだけdake

I just broke a sweat and told myself I was making an effort

思い出したんだomoidashitanda　色んなironna事kotoをwo

I remembered — all kinds of things

向き合えるmukiaeruかkaなna　沢山takusanのno眩しさmabushisaとto

Can I face them? All that blinding brightness

美しくutsukushikuなんかnankaなくてnakute　優しくyasashikuもmo出来なくてdekinakute

I'm nothing beautiful, I can't even be kind

それでもsore demo呼吸kokyuuがga続くtsuzuku事kotoはwa　許されるyurusareruだろうdarouかka

And still, am I allowed to keep on breathing?

その場しのぎsono ba shinogiでde笑ってwaratte　鏡kagamiのno前maeでde泣いてnaite

Laughing just to get by, crying in front of the mirror

当たり前atarimaeだろうdarou　隠してるkakushiteruからkara　気付かれないんだkizukarenain daよyo

Of course — you hide it, so no one notices

夜yoruとto朝asaをwo　なぞるnazoruだけdakeのno　まともなmatomo na日常nichijou

An ordinary day-to-day of just tracing night and morning

愛されたくてaisaretakute吠えてhoete　愛されるaisareruことにkoto ni怯えてobiete

Howling to be loved, terrified of being loved

逃げ込んだnigekonda檻ori　そのsono隙間sukimaからkara引きずり出してhikizuri dashi teやるyaru

The cage you fled into — I'll drag you out through the gaps

汚れたってyogoretatte受け止めろuketomero　世界sekaiはwa自分jibunのnoモンmonだda

So what if you're dirty, take it in — the world is yours

構わないkamawanaiからkara　そのsono姿sugataでde　生きるikiruべきbekiなんだnan daよyo

It doesn't matter — live as you are, that's what you need to do

それsoreもmo全てsubete　気kiがga狂うkuruu程hodo　まともなmatomo na日常nichijou

All of that too — an ordinary day-to-day, maddening in how normal it is

与えられてataerarete　クビkubiにniなってnatte　どれくらいdore kuraiだda　何してんだnani shitenda

Given the job, then fired — how long has it been, what am I doing?

望んだんだnozondan da　選んだんだeranndanda　「仕事ではない」shigoto de wa nai　解っていたwakatte ita

I wished for it, I chose it — "This isn't a job," I knew that