15才Sai

昔mukashiならnara迷わずmayowazu引けたhiketa　引き金hikiganeがga重くomokuなったnatta今日この頃kyou kono goro

Back then I could pull the trigger without hesitation, but nowadays it's gotten heavy

殺したいkoroshitaiアイツaitsuのno中nakaにniすらsura見出したmiidashita人間臭いningen kusai諸々moromoro

Even in the people I want to destroy, I've found all-too-human messiness

あの日ano hiのnoトレンチコートマフィアtorenchi kooto mafia

That Trenchcoat Mafia from back in the day

無差別musabetsuにniぶっ放したbuppanashita銃弾juudan

The bullets I sprayed indiscriminately

時tokiをwo経て、hete,俺oreのno眉間miken目掛けmegake見事migotoにniUターンU taan

Over time, aimed right back at my own forehead

ブーメランbuumeran

Boomerang

今imaのno俺oreをwo見てmiteお前omaeはwaどんなdonna顔kaoするかsuru ka

If the current me saw you, what face would you make?

そのsono中指nakayubiはwa迷わずmayowazuにniこっちkocchiをwo向いたmuita

That middle finger pointed this way without a second thought

確かにtashika niSEXSEXもmo知ったshitta

Sure, I've learned about sex

理解者rikaishaもmo増えたfueta

My circle of understanding grew

ある日aru hiお前omaeのno痛みitamiにni俺oreはwaメロディーmerodiiとto値札nefudaをwoつけたtsuketa

One day I put a melody and a price tag on your pain

だからdakara似たようなnita you na痛みitamiをwo求められんのさmotomerarenno sa

So now I'm asked to produce similar pain

コレkoreがgaお前omaeのno欲したhosshitaキャラクターkyarakutaaってtte奴yatsuだda

This is the "character" you wanted

襟eriをwo正さなきゃtadasanakyaとto“せいふく”"seifuku"するsuruカラーkaraa

The collar that "uniforms" and "regulates," gotta straighten up

染めるsomeru色iro　閉じ込めるtoji komeru殻kara

The color it dyes, the shell it locks me in

でもdemoそのsono中身nakamiは…wa...

But what's inside is...

ゆがんでyugande見えるmieru鏡kagamiのno前mae

In front of a warped mirror

Tell me why？or Make me smile Shalalalala…Tell me why? or Make me smile Shalalalala...

Tell me why? or make me smile, shalalalala...

Any timeAny time

Any time

出口deguchiのno無いnai袋小路fukuro koujiかい？kai?

A dead-end alley with no exit?

Tell me why？or Make me smile Shalalalala…Tell me why? or Make me smile Shalalalala...

Tell me why? or make me smile, shalalalala...

眠れない。nemurenai.

Can't sleep.

そんなsonna血走ったchibashitta目meでde俺oreをwo睨むなniramu naいつかitsukaのno15才…15 sai...

Don't glare at me with those bloodshot eyes, fifteen-year-old me...

そのsono息苦しいikigurushii　世界sekaiはwa今imaここkokoとto地続きjitsudzuki

That suffocating world runs straight into this one right here

そのsono個性koseiはwaやがてyagate武器bukiにni変わるkawaru

That uniqueness will one day become a weapon

そのsono武器bukiはwaいつかitsuka重荷omoniにniなるnaru

That weapon will one day become a burden

自分jibunのno影kageにni縛りつけるshibari tsukeru

Chaining yourself to your own shadow

振る舞えfurumae　らしくらしくらしく…rashiku rashiku rashiku...

Perform, be more like yourself, like yourself, like yourself...

誰もがdaremo ga持つmotsu別名betsumei　誰もがdaremo ga持つmotsua.k.aa.k.a

Everyone has an alias, everyone has an a.k.a.

良くもまぁyoku mo maa見事にmigoto ni演じ分けるenji wakeru　それこそsore kosoがga生命線seimeisen

What a performance, switching so well between them, it's their lifeline

俺oreもmo　対tai仲間nakama　対tai女onna　対tai男otoko　対tai大人otona　対tai子供kodomo　対tai世の中yononaka

Me too, with friends, with women, with men, with adults, with kids, with the world

対tai会ったattaことkotoもmoないnaiどこかdokokaのno誰かdarekaにniもmo保ってたいtamottetai体裁teisai

Even with strangers I've never met, trying to keep up appearances

またmata場面bamenのno数kazuだけdake仮面kamenがga増えるfueru

With every new scene, another mask is added

そのsono仮面kamenのno数kazuだけdakeウソusoがga増えるfueru

With every mask, another lie is added

本音honneでde生きてたいikitetai　本音honneでde生きてたいikitetai

I want to live honestly, I want to live honestly

そうsou願ってnegatteあの日ano hiペンpenをwo取ったtottaのにnoni

That's why I picked up the pen that day

紙kamiやya音otoのno上ueでdeならnara素直sunaoにniなれるnareruのにnoni

On paper, in music, I can be genuine

ゆがんでyugande見えるmieru鏡kagamiのno前mae

In front of a warped mirror

Tell me why？or Make me smile Shalalalala…Tell me why? or Make me smile Shalalalala...

Tell me why? or make me smile, shalalalala...

Any timeAny time

Any time

出口deguchiのno無いnai袋小路fukuro koujiかい？kai?

A dead-end alley with no exit?

Tell me why？or Make me smile Shalalalala…Tell me why? or Make me smile Shalalalala...

Tell me why? or make me smile, shalalalala...

眠れない。nemurenai.

Can't sleep.

そんなsonna血走ったchibashitta目meでde俺oreをwo睨むなniramu naいつかitsukaのno15才…15 sai...

Don't glare at me with those bloodshot eyes, fifteen-year-old me...

そのsono息苦しいikigurushii　世界sekaiはwa今imaここkokoとto地続きjitsudzuki

That suffocating world runs straight into this one right here

自分jibunのnoようでyou de自分jibunじゃないja nai

Like me yet not me

他人taninのnoようでyou de紛れもないmagire mo nai

Like someone else yet unmistakably me

簡略化kanryaku kaされたsaretaカリカチュアkarikatuaじゃja表せぬarawasennu多面体tamentai

A polyhedron no simplified caricature could capture

1515年先nen sakiのno未来mirai　まだmada逃げ切れないnige kirenai

Fifteen years into the future, still can't outrun it

開きすぎたhiraki sugitaページpeejiにni本当hontouのno顔kaoはwa見当たらないmiatara nai

Flip through all these pages and the real face is nowhere to be found

おまえomaeがga欲したhosshitaいくつかikutsukaをwo手に入れてte ni irete

Some of the things you wished for, I got them

おまえomaeがga嫌ったkirattaいくつかikutsukaをwo身につけてmi ni tsukete

Some of the things you hated, I've picked them up

おまえomaeがga願ったnegattaいくつかikutsukaをwo諦めてakiramete

Some of the things you prayed for, I've given up on

おまえomaeとto誓ったchikattaいくつかikutsukaをwo忘れてる。wasureteru.

Some of the things you swore, I'm forgetting.