秘宴Hien

「「こんなkonnaのno初めてhajimeteだdaよyo」」なんてnanteさsa

"This is my first time" you say, but

初めてhajimeteにniしちゃshicha言い慣れてるiinareteruじゃないja nai

For a first time, you sure sound used to saying it

そうかsoukaそうかsouka　別にbetsu ni悪くwarukuはwaないnai以内inai　否iya、、やばいyabaiかもkamoなna

I see, I see, well it's not bad I guess, no wait, this might be serious

嫌いkiraiなnaところtokoroがga見当たらないmiatara nai

I can't find anything to dislike about you

ポジティブpojitibu視力shiryoku　馬鹿bakaにniなれるnareruのnoねne

Positive eyesight, love makes you foolish

どうせdouseどうせdouse　そのうちsono uchi無理muriがga見えるmieruのnoよyo

Anyway, anyway, you'll see the flaws soon enough

秘宴hien　「「出してdashite」」ってtte欲しがるhoshigaruからkara

Secret feast, because you beg "let it out"

君kimiだってdatte好きsukiってtteわかってwakatte痛いitai

I know you love me and it hurts

秘宴hien　「「吐いてhaite」」ってtte求めるmotomeruからkara

Secret feast, because you demand "spit it out"

僕bokuだってdatte好きsukiってtteわかってwakatteほしいhoshii

I want you to know that I love you too

無くなるnaku naru前maeにni抱き占めちゃおうdakishimechaou　狂ってkurutteいこうikou

Before it's gone, let me hold you close, let's go crazy

離れるhanareru前maeにni飼い占めちゃおうkaishimechaou　狂ってkurutteいこうikou

Before you leave, let me keep you close, let's go crazy

ズレたzureta僕らbokuraのno笑い話waraibanashiはwa

Our off-beat jokes together

罰batsuもmoないnaiしshiマルmaruもmoつかないtsukanaiけどkedo

Don't get punished or praised, but

両手ryoute両目ryoume塞がれたfusagaretaままmamaじゃja　だめだめdame dame癖kuseにniなるnaru

With both hands and eyes covered, oh no, it becomes a habit

「「ただtada待つmatsuだけdakeでdeこんなkonnaつらいtsuraiならnara　他hokaのno誰かdarekaでde埋めてumeteみたいmitaiかもkamo」」

"If just waiting is this painful, maybe I'll fill the void with someone else"

どうぞdouzoどうぞdouzo　僕boku以外igaiでdeいけるikeruならばnaraba

Go ahead, go ahead, if you can manage with anyone but me

秘宴hien　「「いいiiよyo」」ってtte飲み込むnomikomuけどkedo

Secret feast, I say "it's fine" and swallow it, but

君kimiだってdatte嫌iyaってtte思っちゃうomocchauのno？？

Do you really think you hate it too?

秘宴hien　「「やだyadaよyo」」ってtte断るkotowaruならnara

Secret feast, if you say "I don't want to"

僕bokuだってdatteやだyadaってtte思ってomotteやるyaru

Then I'll think "I don't want to" as well

秘宴hien　「「出してdashite」」ってtte欲しがるhoshigaruからkara

Secret feast, because you beg "let it out"

君kimiだってdatte好きsukiってtteわかってwakatte痛いitai

I know you love me and it hurts

秘宴hien　「「吐いてhaite」」ってtte求めるmotomeruからkara

Secret feast, because you demand "spit it out"

僕bokuだってdatte好きsukiってtteわかってwakatteほしいhoshii

I want you to know that I love you too

非縁hien andand……

Severed ties and...

秘宴hien　「「いいiiよyo」」ってtte飲み込むnomikomuけどkedo

Secret feast, I say "it's fine" and swallow it, but

君kimiだってdatte嫌iyaってtte思っちゃうomocchauのno？？

Do you really think you hate it too?

秘宴hien　「「やだyadaよyo」」ってtte断るkotowaruならnara

Secret feast, if you say "I don't want to"

僕bokuだってdatteやだyadaってtte思ってomotteやるyaru

Then I'll think "I don't want to" as well

無くなるnaku naru前maeにni抱き占めちゃおうdakishimechaou　狂ってkurutteいこうikou

Before it's gone, let me hold you close, let's go crazy

離れるhanareru前maeにni飼い占めちゃおうkaishimechaou　狂ってkurutteいこうikou

Before you leave, let me keep you close, let's go crazy