状態Joutai異常Ijou彼女Kanojo

久しぶりhisashiburiのnoチューンナップChuunnappu　気付かれなくってkizukarenanakutteトーンダウンToon Daun

A long-overdue tune-up, no one noticed so I tone it down

どこdokoをwo見てるmiteruのno？？またmata他hokaのnoコトKotoとかtoka考えてkangaete

Where are you looking? Thinking about something else again?

感情kanjouのnoオーバーラップOobaraappu　見て見ぬmite minuフリFuriってtteどんなdonna？？

Emotional overlap, what's it like to pretend not to see?

わくわくwakuwakuしてshiteもmo　ほらhora期待kitaiハズレHazureでde残念賞zannen shou

Even when I'm excited, look, another disappointment, consolation prize

あれareもmoこれkoreもmo　想いomoiのno上ueでdeバランスBaransuをwo取っているtotte iru

This and that, balancing on top of my feelings

「「それだけsore dakeじゃないja nai」」なんてnante　間違っているmachigatte iruかしらkashira

"That's not all there is," am I wrong to think that?

笑ったwarattaフリFuriしたいshitaiねne

I want to fake a smile

泣き虫nakimushiがgaバレBareてteしまわないshimawanaiようにyou ni　叫ぶんだsakebu nda

Screaming so no one finds out I'm a crybaby

踊っていようodotte iyouかka今日kyouはwa

Should I keep dancing today?

「「無理しないでmuri shinaide」」なんてnante　今imaだけdakeはwa言わないでiwanaide

"Don't push yourself," just for now, don't say that to me

こうなったらkou nattaraどうしようdou shiyouとかtoka　ああなったらaa nattaraどうしようdou shiyouとかtoka

What if this happens, what if that happens

そうやってsou yatteきみkimiとtoいるとiru to　悲しくkanashikuなるnaru

Being with you like this makes me sad

どうなってもdou natte moいいじゃないかii ja nai kaとto　簡単にkantan niきみkimiはwa言うiuけどkedo

"Whatever happens is fine," you say it so easily, but

こんなkonnaのno状態異常joutai ijouだよda yo　笑えないwaraenaiよyo

This is a status ailment, I can't laugh

はじめてhajimeteのnoことkoto覚えてるoboeteru

I remember our firsts

ただただtada tadaすべてsubeteがga眩しすぎたmabushisugitaねne

Everything was just too dazzling

想い出話omoide banashiのno横からyoko kara　ほらhoraまたmata顔を出したkao wo dashita

From beside those old stories, look, it shows its face again

きみkimiとtoいるとiru to　二度nidoあるaruことkotoはwa三度sandoあるよってaru yo tteことkoto

Being with you means what happens twice will happen thrice

なんとなくnantonakuわかりますwakarimasu　交わったmajiwattaあの日ano hiからkara

I kind of get it, since the day our paths crossed

ねえneeそっとしてsotto shiteおいてoiteほしいhoshiiのno

Hey, I want you to leave me alone

時々tokidokiはwaマイナスMainasuなnaひとりごとhitorigoto　ありかしらari kashira

Sometimes a negative monologue, is that okay?

歌ってutatteみようmiyouかka今日kyouはwa

Should I try singing today?

嬉しくなるureshiku naru言葉kotoba　今こそima koso欲しいhoshiiのにnoniなna

I want words that make me happy, especially now

笑ったwarattaフリFuriしたいshitaiねne

I want to fake a smile

泣き虫nakimushiがgaバレBareてteしまわないshimawanaiようにyou ni　叫ぶんだsakebu nda

Screaming so no one finds out I'm a crybaby

踊っていようodotte iyouかka今日kyouはwa

Should I keep dancing today?

「「無理しないでmuri shinaide」」なんてnante　今imaだけdakeはwa言わないでiwanaide

"Don't push yourself," just for now, don't say that to me

こうなったらkou nattaraどうしようdou shiyouとかtoka　ああなったらaa nattaraどうしようdou shiyouとかtoka

What if this happens, what if that happens

そうやってsou yatteきみkimiとtoいるとiru to　悲しくkanashikuなるnaru

Being with you like this makes me sad

どうなってもdou natte moいいじゃないかii ja nai kaとto　簡単にkantan niきみkimiはwa言うiuけどkedo

"Whatever happens is fine," you say it so easily, but

こんなkonnaのno状態異常joutai ijouだよda yo　笑えないwaraenaiよyo

This is a status ailment, I can't laugh