ネガティブNegatibu進化論Shinkaron

「「ねえnee一緒isshoなんnanじゃない？janai?」」　なんてnante信じられないshinjirarenai

"Hey, aren't we the same?" I just can't believe that

これkoreはwa面倒くささmendokusakusaとto好奇心koukishinらraのno病みyamiのnoバトルbatoru

This is a battle of laziness and curiosity's sickness

““あなたanataのnoことkotoがga私watashiはwa嫌いkirai””

"I hate you"

言葉kotobaがga痛いitaiほどhodo視界shikaiをwoエグるeguru

Words that hurt so much they gouge out my vision

想定souteiのno範囲内han'i nai　自由jiyuuなんてnanteもんmonはwaないnai

Within the expected range, there's no such thing as freedom

どうせdouse届かないtodokanaiからkara言わないiwanaiだけdake　バカbakaにniしてshiteさsa

I just don't say it because it won't reach anyway, making fun of me

秘密himitsuがgaあればareba私watashiはwa無敵muteki

If I have secrets, I'm invincible

流したnagashita涙namidaでdeいい子ii koにniなれるんだnarerunda

The tears I shed can make me a good girl

死んじゃおっかshinjao kkaこのkonoままmama　なんてnanteネガいnegaiもmo

"Maybe I should just die like this," even such negative thoughts

生きたくってikitakutteついついtsuittsui言ってみたitte mitaだけdake

I'm just saying them because I want to live

どうかdouka「「いいよii yo」」なんてnante答えないでkotaenaide　まだmada私watashiじゃないjanai

Please don't answer "okay," I'm not myself yet

苦しくってkurushikutte昨日kinouをwo呪うnorou強さtsuyosa　嬉しくってureshikutte明日ashitaをwoネガうnegau弱さyowasa

The strength to curse yesterday in agony, the weakness to dread tomorrow in joy

「「わかるwakaru」」ってtte言わないでiwanaide　わからないwakaranaiくせにkuse ni

Don't say "I understand," you don't even know

ねえnee、、そうsouじゃない？janai?

Hey, isn't that right?

「「ねえnee一緒isshoなんnanじゃない？janai?」」　なんてnante信じられないshinjirarenai

"Hey, aren't we the same?" I just can't believe that

どこdokoがga似ているnite iruのnoかka違っているchigatte iruのnoかka教えてoshieteほしいhoshii

Tell me what's similar and what's different

見ないminaiふりfuriがgaやさしさyasashisaだdaとtoしたらshitara

If pretending not to see is kindness

私watashiのno居場所ibashoはwaどこdokoにniあるaruのno

Then where is my place?

冗談joudanのno進化論shinkaron　それsoreはwa便利benriなんだろうnandarou

A joke of an evolution theory, that must be convenient

雨後晴ugoseiのno血chi　このkono命inochi巻き戻しmakimodoshi

Blood after the rain clears, rewind this life

正しさtadashisaだけdakeでde殴り合うnaguriauならばnaraba　勝ち目kachimeはwaないんだよnaindayo

If we're going to beat each other with only righteousness, there's no chance of winning

特別tokubetsuなどnadoないnaiやya

There's nothing special after all

死んじゃおshinjaoってtte　そもそもsomosomo生きているikite iruのnoかka

"Maybe I should die," am I even alive to begin with?

嫌iyaにniなってnatte誰かdarekaをwo悪akuにniしてもshitemo

Even if I make someone the villain out of frustration

なにもnanimo変わらないkawaranaiからkara　““変わりたいkawaritai””だけdakeはwa叶えたいkanaetai

Nothing changes, so at least let "wanting to change" come true

「「それだけ？sore dake?」」ってtte私watashiをwo笑うwarauくせにkuse ni　あなたanataだってdatte足りてないtarite naiとこtokoだらけdarake

"Is that all?" you laugh at me, but you're full of shortcomings too

““やめてyamete””ってtte言えたらietaraなna　溢れちゃうafurechau前maeにni

If only I could say "stop," before it overflows

ねえnee、、そうsouじゃない？janai?

Hey, isn't that right?

死んじゃおっかshinjao kkaこのkonoままmama　なんてnanteネガいnegaiもmo

"Maybe I should just die like this," even such negative thoughts

生きたくってikitakutteついついtsuittsui言ってみたitte mitaだけdake

I'm just saying them because I want to live

どうかdouka「「いいよii yo」」なんてnante答えないでkotaenaide　まだmada私watashiじゃないjanai

Please don't answer "okay," I'm not myself yet

生きたいikitaiってtteネガえばnegaebaネガうnegauほどhodoにni

The more I wish I want to live

死にたいshinitaiってtte思うomouことkoto許してyurushiteねne

Let me be forgiven for thinking I want to die

いつかitsuka私watashiにniなるnaru　““愛したいaishitai””にniなるnaru

Someday I'll become myself, become "wanting to love"

ねえnee、、そうsouじゃない？janai?

Hey, isn't that right?

これkoreはwa妄想mousouじゃないjanai

This isn't a delusion