Caramel Pain

ねえneeあたしatashiいつもitsumo勇気yuukiがga足りないtarinaiからkara

Hey, I never have enough courage

自分jibunをwo大切にtaisetsu niできないんだdekinainda

So I can't take care of myself

痛い目itai meをwoみないとminai to気付けやしないんだkidzuke ya shinainda

I don't notice until I get hurt

あーあaa今日kyouもmoキャラメルペインkyarameru peinですdesu

Ahh, another day of caramel pain

良い子ii koでdeなんかnankaいられないirarenaiよyo

I can't keep being a good girl

だってdatte世界sekaiはwaこんなにもkonna ni mo極彩色gokusaishokuでde

Because the world is so vivid

甘ったるくてamattarukute苦いnigaiしshi　あ、a,待ってmatte頭痛いzutsuu itaiしshi

Sickeningly sweet yet bitter — ah wait, my head hurts

ヘトヘトhetohetoでde漂うtadayouだけdakeのno24/724/7

A 24/7 of just drifting, exhausted

ギリギリgirigiri感情kanjouおさえるosaeruなんてnanteもうmou無理muri

Holding back my emotions is impossible now

このままkono mamaでdeはwaいられないirarenaiのno日々hibi

Days where I can't stay like this

ちょっとchottoこわいkowaiけどkedo

I'm a little scared, but

置いてくよoite ku yo

I'm leaving it behind

置いてくよoite ku yo置いてくよoite ku yo

Leaving it, leaving it behind

今imaまでmade手teにniしたshitaイデオロギーideorogiiもmoスタイルsutairuもmo

The ideologies and styles I've held onto until now

壊れちゃってもkowarechatte mo今imaがgaいいiiよyo

Even if they break, right now is what matters

だってdatteあたしatashiはwaあたしatashiのnoままmamaでdeずっとzuttoいたいんだもんitain da mon

Because I want to stay being me, always

ルート？ruuto?ムード？muudo?　どうでもいーよdou demo ii yo

Route? Mood? I don't care

トゥーザネクストtuu za nekusuto

To the next

もっとmotto危ないabunaiことkotoしたらshitara勝ちkachiなんでしょnan desho

If doing something more dangerous means winning

何naniをwo犠牲giseiにniしたってshitatteしょうがないんだよshouganain da yo

Sacrificing whatever can't be helped

フロムマイベッドfuromu mai beddo　このkono胸muneのno痛みitamiだけdake抱いてdaite

From my bed, holding only this ache in my chest

あーあaa今日kyouもmoキャラメルペインkyarameru peinですdesu

Ahh, another day of caramel pain

ミルフィーユmirufiiyuみたいにmitai niはぐらかしたってhagurakashitatte

Even if you dodge it like a mille-feuille

いつかitsukaバレちゃうbarechauよyo　腐っちゃうkusatchauよyo

Someday you'll be found out, someday you'll rot

痛いitaiとかtoka素直にsunao ni君kimiにni言えてればietere ba

If I could have honestly told you it hurts

今頃imagoro何かnanika変わってたkawattetaのnoかもねkamo ne

Maybe something would have changed by now

好きなsuki naアニメanimeもmoなくなっちゃうnakunatchauしshi

My favorite anime will end too

好きなsuki na人hitoだってdatteいなくなっちゃうんだinakunatchaunda

The person I love will disappear too

寂しくなっちゃうなsabishiku natchau na

It's going to be so lonely

大切なtaisetsu naことkotoはwa　ただtada一つhitotsuだけdakeさsa

The only thing that matters is just one thing

もうmou後悔koukaiしないshinaiようにyou ni

So I'll never have regrets again

前maeをwo向いてmuite生きるikiruということ！to iu koto!

To live facing forward!

置いてくよoite ku yo

I'm leaving it behind

置いてくよoite ku yo置いてくよoite ku yo

Leaving it, leaving it behind

今imaまでmade手teにniしたshitaイデオロギーideorogiiもmoスタイルsutairuもmo

The ideologies and styles I've held onto until now

汚れちゃってもyogorechatte mo気にしないki ni shinaiよyo

Even if they get dirty, I don't mind

だってdatteあたしatashiはwaあたしatashiにni恋してたいんだもんkoi shitetain da mon

Because I want to stay in love with myself

愛してるよai shiteru yo

I love you

愛してるよai shiteru yo愛してるよai shiteru yo

I love you, I love you

さよならsayonaraなんてnante涙namidaがga出ちゃうdechauけどkedo

Goodbyes make me tear up, but

何naniをwo犠牲giseiにniしたってshitatteしょうがないんだよshouganain da yo

Sacrificing whatever can't be helped

フロムマイベッドfuromu mai beddo　このkono胸muneのno痛みitamiだけdake抱いてdaite

From my bed, holding only this ache in my chest

あーあaa今日kyouもmoキャラメルペインkyarameru peinですdesu

Ahh, another day of caramel pain

ねえneeあたしatashiいつもitsumo勇気yuukiがga足りないtarinaiからkara

Hey, I never have enough courage

自分jibunをwo大切にtaisetsu niできないんだdekinainda

So I can't take care of myself

痛いitaiくらいならkurai nara少しsukoshi我慢するgaman suruんだnda

If it's going to hurt, I'll just endure it a little

あーあaa今日kyouもmoキャラメルペインkyarameru peinですdesu

Ahh, another day of caramel pain