売春Baishun

青春seishunのno1ページichi peejiにni　ひとつhitotsu垂らしたtarashita汚点oten

A stain dropped onto one page of youth

脱色剤dasshokuzai撒き散らしてmakichirashite　穴anaだらけdarakeにniしたshita教則本kyousokubon

Splashing bleach all over a textbook riddled with holes

簡単なkantan na道理douriだけdakeでde　出来ていたdekiteita僕bokuがga余計yokei

I was the kind of person who only needed simple logic — too much, as it turned out

算段sandanのno狂いkuruiにni気がついたki ga tsuita頃koro　きみkimiがgaもうmou僕bokuのno部屋heyaへe

Around the time I noticed the plan had gone wrong, you were already in my room

永続性eizokusei保つtamotsu筈hazuがgaないnai　誰dareもmoがga察してsasshite伏せてゆくfusete yukuよyo

There's no way this can last — everyone senses it and looks away

「「 大丈夫daijoubu」」のno言葉kotobaにni宿ったyadotta　匂い立つnioitatsu程hodoのno暴力性bouryokusei

The violence that seeps from those words "I'm fine" is something you can almost smell

現代文、gendaibun,言うiu通りtooriにniしてshiteもらいたいmoraitaiのno　どうすればdou surebaいい？ii?

To put it plainly, I want you to do what I say — what should I do?

道徳観doutokukan叩き直されてtataki naosareteもmo　確かなtashika na意味imiをwo見出せずmiidasezuにni

Even after my sense of morality gets knocked back into shape, I still can't find any real meaning in it

あたしatashiがga売るuru春haru　僕bokuがga奪うubau春haru

The spring I sell, the spring you take

一枚ichimai薄紙usugamiをwo捲ればmekureba湿ったshimetta肌色hadairoにni傷kizuがgaつくtsuku

Peel back a single sheet of thin paper and the damp skin beneath gets scratched

あなたanataがga被害者higaisha　きみkimiはwa支配者shihaishaにni

You are the victim, you become the one in control

せめてsemete後ろめたさushirometasaだけdakeはwa残さないでnokosanaideおこうokou

At least let's not leave any guilt behind

留守電rusudenにni残るnokoru声koeにni愛着aichakuなんてnante覚えないでoboenaide

Don't get attached to the voice left on the voicemail

心配性shinpaishouなnaそのsono指輪yubiwaにni　傷kizu一つhitotsu付けずtsukezu抱かれるdakareruからkara

I let you hold me without leaving a single scratch on that anxious little ring

安心感anshinkan振りかざしてfurikazashite　受容juyouだdaなんてnante言えないienaiことkoto

Wielding reassurance like a weapon — I can't call that acceptance

生きてきたikitekitaからkara判るwakaruよyo　傷まみれ、kizu mamire,でもdemoまだmada付けようtsukeyou

Living long enough to know — covered in scars, but let's keep adding more

あなたanataはwa知るshiru筈hazu　君kimiはwa願うnegau筈hazu

You must already know, you must already wish for it

普通futsuuをwoよしyoshiとtoするsuru心kokoroにni　制裁seisaiをwo喰らわせてkurawaseteはwa片付けるkatazukeru

Delivering punishment to the part of you that settles for "normal" and calling it done

誰dareにniもmo言えずiezuにni　保つtamotsu日hiがga暮れるkureru

Keeping it all in, unable to tell anyone — the day fades

せめてsemete傍観者boukanshaにniだけdakeはwa　なりたくないnaritaku nai　なれないnarenaiねne

At least I don't want to be a bystander — and I can't be one anyway

一刻ikkokuもmo早くhayakuここkokoからkara抜け出そうnukedasou　ちゃんとしたchanto shita二人futariをwo待つmatsuのnoにniはwa

We should get out of here as fast as we can — you know better than anyone

あまりにもamari ni mo時間jikanがgaないnaiことkotoくらいkurai　嫌iyaとto言うiu程hodoわかってるwakatteruだろう？darou?

That there's far too little time left to wait for the real thing, don't you?

ええee重々juujuu承知shouchiなnaのnoよyo　だけどdakedoあなたanataにni誂えたatsuraetaピンヒールpinhiiruにni

Yes, I know all too well — but these pin heels made just for you

脚ashiがgaとられてtorareteもうmou動けないugokenaiのno　いっそisso置き去ってokisatteよyo

Have got my legs tangled up and I can't move anymore — just leave me behind

笑い合えるwaraiaeru日々hibiはwa　今日kyouでde最後saigoだdaとto

Today is the last day we'll be able to laugh together —

頭atamaのno中nakaにni刻み付けkizamitsuke　いつもitsumo結末ketsumatsuだらけdarakeでde嫌iyaにni成るnaru

I carve that into my head, and I'm tired of everything always ending like this

報われるmukuwareru日々hibiをwo　望むnozomuなんてnante厚かましいatsukamashiiねne

Hoping for days that feel rewarding — that's pretty bold of me

譲り合いyuzuriaiとto自嘲jichou繰り返すkurikaesu

I keep going back and forth between giving in and mocking myself

増すmasuものmonoがgaないnai　淋しいsabishiiねne

Nothing is growing — it's lonely

あたしatashiがga売るuru春haru　僕bokuがga奪うubau春haru

The spring I sell, the spring you take

思い出omoideなんかnankaにniしたりshitariしないでshinaide　せめてsemete

Don't let this turn into just a memory — at least

共犯者kyouhanshaでdeいようiyou

Let's stay accomplices

二人futariがga散るchiru春haru

The spring where the two of us come apart