PERSONAL

向こう側mukougawaでde今日kyouもmo誰かdarekaがga

On the other side, someone again today

荒んでゆくsusande yukuそれでもsoredemo立っているtatte iru

Is falling apart, yet still standing

胸muneをwo刺すsasuこのkonoさみしさsamishisaよyo

This loneliness that pierces my chest

点tenもmo線senもmo途切れ途切れtogire togireにni

Every dot, every line — scattered and broken

仮面kamenはwa割れてwarete

The mask has cracked

やり過ごせないyari sugose nai程hodo

Beyond the point where I can just get through it

生きてゆかなくちゃikite yukanakucha

I have to keep on living

明日ashitaがga待ち迎えているmachi mukaete iru

Tomorrow is out there waiting

果てしなくてhateshinakute

It's endless —

儚いhakanaiねne

So fragile

心kokoroなんてnanteどこにもdoko ni moないnaiとto思えばいい？omoeba ii?

Should I just believe there's no such thing as a heart?

眩しくてmabushikute柔らかいyawarakai

Dazzling and soft —

手のひらte no hira

That palm

あの日ano hi握り返したnigiri kaeshita

I gripped back that day

行き場ikibaのnoないnai思いomoiはwa一体ittai

Where do feelings with nowhere to go

どこdokoでde生まれてumareteどこdokoへe還るkaeruのno

Come from, and where do they return?

行方知れずyukue shirezu

Gone without a trace —

あのanoさみしさsamishisaをwo

That loneliness

呼び止めるyobi tomeru

Calling it back

声koeはwaなくともnaku tomo

Without even a voice

誰しもdareshi mo抱えてkakaete生きているikite iruのnoだdaとtoしてshite

Even if everyone carries something like this —

あまりにamari ni不安fuanでdeほらhora泣けnakeもmoしないshinaiねne

I'm so overwhelmed with dread, look — I can't even cry

騙せないdamasenai

I can't deceive myself

やるせないyarusenaiよyo

I feel so helpless

なにもかもnanimokamo捨ててsuteteまでmade勝たなくちゃkatanakuchaでもdemo

I have to win even if I throw everything away — but

壊しそうkowashi souでde怖かったkowakatta手のひらte no hira

That palm I was so afraid of breaking

あの日ano hiはwaただtada繋いだtsunaida

That day, I just held on

もうmou走れないhashirenai

I can't run anymore

歩めないayumenaiよyo

I can't even walk

それでもsoredemoとto前maeへeとto向かうmukauのnoはwa何故？naze?

Then why do I still press forward?

判らないwakaranai

I don't know

判らないwakaranaiままmama繰り出してゆくkuridashite yuku

Stepping out without understanding

明日ashitaへe踊り出るodori deru

Dancing into tomorrow

果てしなくてhateshinakute

It's endless —

儚いhakanaiねne

So fragile

心kokoroなんてnanteどこにもdoko ni moないnaiとto思えばいい？omoeba ii?

Should I just believe there's no such thing as a heart?

眩しくてmabushikute柔らかいyawarakai

Dazzling and soft —

手のひらte no hira

That palm

あの日ano hi握り返したnigiri kaeshita

I gripped back that day