過ちAyamachi

自分jibunのno命inochiがga今ima閉じるtojiruことkoto

That my life will close now

ゼロzeroにni還るkaeruことkoto、、忘れられるwasurerareruことkoto

That I'll return to zero, that I'll be forgotten

誰にもdare ni mo愛されなくなるaisarenaku naruことkoto

That no one will love me anymore

そのsonoどれもdore moがga恐ろしくてosoroshikute眠れないnemurenaiことkoto

All of it terrifies me, and I can't sleep

いつまでitsumadeこうしてkoushite

How much longer like this —

愛aiをwo買ってkatte、、愛aiをwo売ってutte

buying love, selling love

汚れたyogoreta両手ryoute、、誰dareにni触れたいfuretaiのno？？

These dirty hands — who do you want to touch?

居場所ibashoなんてnanteどこにもdoko ni moないnaiなna

There's nowhere I belong

愛aiをwo買ってkatte、、愛aiをwo売ってutte

Buying love, selling love

それでもsoredemoずっとzutto、、卑しくiyashiku息ikiをwoするsuru僕bokuをwo

Kill me —

殺してkoroshiteくれkureよyo

this pathetic, breathing thing I am

こんなkonna世界sekaiにni未練mirenがgaあるaru人hito

People who still have something to hold onto in this world

終わりowariのnoイメージimeejiにni苛まれるsainamareru人hito

People tormented by the image of the end

消費しshouhishi、、消費されていくshouhi sareteiku命inochiのno

Lives that consume and are consumed —

そのsonoどれもdore moをwo哀れまずawaremazuにniいられないirarenaiことkoto

I can't help but pity every single one

いつまでitsumadeこうしてkoushite

How much longer like this —

愛aiをwo買ってkatte、、愛aiをwo売ってutte

buying love, selling love

汚れたyogoreta両目ryoume、、誰dareとto合わせたいawasetaiのno？？

These dirty eyes — whose eyes do you want to meet?

居場所ibashoなんてnanteどこにもdoko ni moないnaiのにno ni

There's nowhere I belong, and yet

愛aiをwo吸ってsutte、、血脈ketsumyakuにni打ってutte

Drawing love in, shooting it through my veins

一時ichijiのno幸福koufukuにni目meがga眩んでいるkurandeiru

Blinded by a moment of happiness

ここkokoでde僕bokuをwo終わらせるowaraseruべきbekiだdaとto思ったomotta

I thought it was time to end myself here

僕bokuはwaずっとzutto、、

I've always —

僕bokuはwaずっとzutto、、

I've always —

僕bokuはwaずっとzutto、、

I've always —

悔やみ続けてkuyami tsuzuketeいられないirarenai

been unable to stop regretting

あのano過ちayamachiをwo忘れないwasurenaiようにyou ni、、記憶kiokuにni焼き付けてyakitsukete

So I won't forget that mistake — I'll burn it into my memory

このkono命inochiをwo閉じてtojiteしまおうshimaou

and close this life