デッドウェイトDeddo Weito

誰かdarekaにni褒められたhomeraretaあの日ano hiもmo

That day someone praised me

嘲りazakeri罵られたnonoshiraretaあの日ano hiもmo

that day I was mocked and insulted

全てsubete素敵なsuteki na思い出omoideだよda yo

all of it is a wonderful memory

嬉しくureshikuもmo悲しくkanashikuもmoないnaiけどkedo

I feel neither happy nor sad about it

何年かnannenkaがga経ったtatta今日kyouまでmade

Up until today, years later

ずっとzuttoこびりついてるkobiritsuiteru

it's been stuck to me the whole time

足取りashidoriはwa重くomokuなっていくnatte iku

My steps keep getting heavier

この身kono miにni残されたnokosaretaのnoはwa、、吐き出せないhakidasenai澱oriだけdake

All that's left inside me is sediment I can't cough up

どれだけdoredake背負えばseoeba終わりowari？？

How much do I have to carry before it's over?

数えてkazoeteいたらitaraキリkiriがga無いnai程hodo

More curses than I could ever count

数多amataのno呪いnoroiがga纏わりついてmatowari tsuite

are coiled around me

否定hiteiもmo肯定kouteiもmo同じonaji

Rejection and acceptance are the same

真綿mawataでde首kubiをwo絞めるshimeruようにyou ni

Like slowly tightening soft cotton around a neck

少しずつsukoshi zutsu僕bokuのno心臓shinzouがga軋んでいくkishindeikuみたいだmitai da

my heart is creaking bit by bit, it seems

愛aiをwo契り合ったchigiriattaあの日ano hiもmo

That day we pledged our love

裏切りuragiri裏切られたuragiraretaあの日ano hiもmo

that day of betrayal and being betrayed

全てsubete素敵なsuteki na思い出omoideだよda yo

all of it is a wonderful memory

時折tokiori恐ろしくosoroshikuなるnaruけどkedo

Though sometimes it terrifies me

何十年かnanjuunenka経ったtattaとしてもto shite mo

Even if decades pass

忘れられないんだろうwasurerarenai n darou

I probably won't be able to forget

呪いnoroiがga僕bokuをwo縛っていくshibatte iku

The curses keep binding me

全てsubeteをwo抱えていくkakaete ikuにniはwa、、このkono器utsuwaじゃja足りないtarinai

This vessel of mine isn't enough to carry everything

どれだけdoredake背負えばseoeba終わりowari？？

How much do I have to carry before it's over?

数えてkazoeteいたらitaraキリkiriがga無いnai程hodo

More curses than I could ever count

数多amataのno呪いnoroiがga纏わりついてmatowari tsuite

are coiled around me

否定hiteiもmo肯定kouteiもmo同じonaji

Rejection and acceptance are the same

真綿mawataでde首kubiをwo絞めるshimeruようにyou ni

Like slowly tightening soft cotton around a neck

少しずつsukoshi zutsu僕bokuのno心臓shinzouがga軋んでいくkishindeiku

my heart is creaking bit by bit

「「優しいyasashii人hitoでdeあれare」」とto明日ashitaのno僕bokuをwo見張ってmihatte

Watching over tomorrow's me, saying "be a kind person"

「「お前omaeにniはwa無理muriだda」」とto昨日kinouのno僕bokuをwo見限ってmikagitteきたkita

giving up on yesterday's me, saying "you can't do it"

傷口kizuguchiにni膿umiがga溜まるtamaruようなyou na

Like pus filling a wound —

数多amataのno呪いnoroiでde心臓shinzouがga潰されてtsubusareteいくんだikunda

my heart is being crushed by countless curses