芥Akutaのno部屋Heyaはwa錆色Sabiiroにni沈むShizumu

どうしてdoushiteこんなにkonna ni、,僕bokuのno生活seikatsuはwa

Why is my life like this —

朝asaにniだってdatte昼hiruにniだってdatte夜yoruにniだってdatte理不尽rifujinにni苛まれsainamare

tormented unreasonably morning, noon, and night

どうにもできないdou ni mo dekinai、,散らかったchirakatta部屋heyaのno隅sumiでde泥水doromizuをwo口kuchiにni含んでもfukunde mo

There's nothing I can do, even as I fill my mouth with muddy water in the corner of my cluttered room

「"誰dareがga僕bokuをwo救ってsukutteくれるkureruのno？」?"

"Who will save me?"

背後haigoにni張り付くharitsuku視線shisenはwa、,

The gaze pressing into my back —

「"彼kareのno目meがgaこちらkochiraをwo見ているmite iru」"

"His eyes are looking this way"

タバコtabakoのno煙kemuriでde顔kaoをwo隠したってkakushitatte、,そのsono視線shisenがga僕bokuをwo貫いてtsuranuite

Even hiding my face behind cigarette smoke, that stare pierces right through me

飽き飽きakiakiしてんだshitenda　薄汚れたusuyogoretaこのkono生活seikatsuからkara救ってsukutteくれkure

I'm sick of it — save me from this filthy life

このkonoどうしようもないdoushiyou mo nai日々hibiのno傷口kizuguchiからkara溢れ出したafuredashita灰色haiiroのno夢yume

Gray dreams spilling from the wound of these hopeless days

これkoreがga何者nanimonoにniもmoなれないnarenai僕らbokuraがga見ているmite iru未来mirai

This is the future we see — those of us who will never become anything

このままじゃkono mama ja、,どうしようもないdoushiyou mo nai僕bokuがga吐き捨てたhakisuteta彼kareをwo呪うnorou言葉kotobaもmo届かぬtodokanuままmama

At this rate, the curses I've spat at him go unheard, this helpless me

彼kareはwa罰batsuすらsura与えてataeteはwaくれないkurenaiのさno sa、,このkono僕bokuのno愚かさorokasaにni

He won't even grant me punishment for my own stupidity

どうしてdoushiteこんなにkonna ni、,僕bokuのno生活seikatsuはwa

Why is my life like this —

昨日kinouにniだってdatte今日kyouにniだってdatte明日ashitaにniだってdatte不条理fujouriにni貫かれtsuranukare

pierced through with absurdity yesterday, today, and tomorrow

どうにもできないdou ni mo dekinai、,凡庸なbonyou na街machiのno隅sumiでde天tenをwo仰いでaoide唾tsubaをwo吐いてもhaite mo

There's nothing I can do, even spitting at the sky in the corner of this ordinary city

「"彼kareがga僕bokuをwo救ってsukutteくれるkureruのno？」?"

"Will he save me?"

紫murasakiのno煙kemuriがga泳いでoyoide

Purple smoke drifts through the air

「"もうmouそろそろsorosoro終わらせてowaraseteくれないかkurenai ka」"

"Won't you let me end it soon?"

目meのno前maeがga白くshiroku染まるsomaruのnoをwo待っているmatte iru

I'm waiting for everything in front of me to go white

少しずつsukoshi zutsu明日ashitaがga近づいてchikazuite、,

Slowly tomorrow draws closer,

このkono生活seikatsuからkara抜け出せずにnukedasezuni不安fuanのno種taneをwo芽吹かせているmebukasete iru

unable to escape this life, I'm sprouting seeds of dread

このkonoどうしようもないdoushiyou mo nai日々hibiのno傷口kizuguchiからkara溢れ出したafuredashita灰色haiiroのno夢yume

Gray dreams spilling from the wound of these hopeless days

これkoreがga何者nanimonoにniもmoなれないnarenai僕らbokuraがga見ているmite iru未来mirai

This is the future we see — those of us who will never become anything

このままkono mama消え去ってkiesatteしまうshimauことkotoさえもsae mo叶わずにkanawazu ni、,僕らbokuraはwa息ikiをwoしたshita

We kept breathing, unable even to vanish

ただtada薄汚れたusuyogoreta日常nichijouのno中nakaでde、,狡猾にkoukatsu ni餌esaをwo奪いあってubiatte

just snatching scraps from each other with cunning in our filthy everyday lives

斜陽shayouさすsasu小さなchiisa na窓mado、,206号室niimaru roku goushitsuでde途方に暮れているtohou ni kurete iru

In room 206 where the failing light falls through a small window, I'm at a loss

街machiがga錆びついていくsabitsuite iku、,子供kodomoのno声koeがga遠くtookuにni聞こえたkikoeta

The city is rusting over — a child's voice drifted in from somewhere far away

ここkokoにni生まれてumareteしまったshimattaことkoto、,醜いminikui姿sugataにni育ったsodattaことkotoをwo、,書き遺してkakinokoshiteおくoku

I leave this in writing: that I was born here, that I grew up ugly

このkonoどうしようもないdoushiyou mo nai日々hibiのno傷口kizuguchiからkara溢れ出したafuredashita灰色haiiroのno夢yume

Gray dreams spilling from the wound of these hopeless days

これkoreがga何者nanimonoにniもmoなれないnarenai僕らbokuraがga見ているmite iru未来mirai

This is the future we see — those of us who will never become anything

明日ashitaさえsaeどうしようもないdoushiyou mo naiほどhodo恐ろしくてosoroshikute、,彼kareをwo呪うnorou言葉kotobaもmo届かぬtodokanuならnara

Even tomorrow is so terrifying there's nothing to be done, and if those curses reach no one

このkono手紙tegamiをwo書き遺してkakinokoshite終わらせたいんだowarasetainda、,明日ashitaがga来るkuru前maeにni

I want to leave this letter behind and end it — before tomorrow comes