きっとKittoこのKono命Inochiにni意味Imiはwa無かったNakatta

耳mimiをwo塞いでもfusaidemo　目meをwo瞑ってもtsumuttemo　心臓shinzouはwa脈myakuをwo打ち続けているuchitsuzuketeiru

Even plugging my ears, even closing my eyes — my heart keeps on beating

「「僕bokuはwa誰dareだda？？」」　誰もdare mo答えないkotaenai

"Who am I?" — no one answers

君kimiがga例えばtatoeba、、ここkokoでde惨めにmijime ni腑harawataをwo溢してkoboshite命inochiをwo乞うてもkoutemo

Even if you were to spill your insides here in desperation, begging for your life

「「意味imiのnoないnaiことkoto」」　疾うにtou ni気が付いていたki ga tsuiteita

"It means nothing" — I knew that long ago

夜yoruのno色iro　静寂seijakuのno黒kuro　希死念慮kishi nenryoがga這いずっているhaizutteiru音oto

The color of night — the black of silence — the sound of a death wish crawling

救いsukuiなどnado無いnaiとto知ったshitta

I came to know there is no salvation

一生isshou神様kamisamaにni縋ってもsugattemo　僕bokuはwa醜いminikuiままmama

No matter how long I cling to God, I remain ugly

一体ittaiどうしてdoushite　どうしてdoushite　未だimadaこのkono呼吸kokyuuはwa続いているtsuzuiteiru？？

How — how is it that this breathing still continues?

「「愛するaisuru喜びyorokobiさえsae知るshiruことkotoがgaできたdekitaならnara」」

"If only I could have known the joy of loving someone —"

やっとyatto気づいたkizuita　全部zenbu

I finally understood — all of it

きっとkittoこのkono命inochiにni意味imiはwa無かったnakatta

This life surely had no meaning

耳mimiをwo塞いでもfusaidemo　目meをwo瞑ってもtsumuttemo　腐り落ちたkusari ochita感情kanjouのno匂いnioiはwa消えないkienaiなna

Even plugging my ears, even closing my eyes — the smell of rotting emotions won't fade

「「夢yumeをwo見るmiruことkotoもmo叶わなかったkanawanakatta、、無意味なmuimi na悲劇higekiだda」」

"Even dreaming was beyond me — what a pointless tragedy"

繁華街hankagaiのno路地裏rojiuraでde人知れずhitoshirezu生き絶えるiki taeru野良犬norainuのno目meにni映ったutsutta

In the alley of a bustling street, dying alone — what the stray dog's eyes reflected

天使tenshiはwa笑っていたwaratteita

was an angel smiling

何もかもnanimo kamo全てsubete壊してkowashiteみたいmitai

I want to destroy every single thing

いつかitsukaまたmata生まれ変わるumarekawaru　それsoreがga僕bokuはwa恐ろしくてosoroshikuteさsa

Someday I'll be reborn — and that terrifies me

終わりowariにniしたいshitaiとto思ったomotta

I thought I wanted it to end

一生isshou神様kamisamaにni縋ってもsugattemo　僕bokuはwa醜いminikuiままmama

No matter how long I cling to God, I remain ugly

一体ittaiどうしてdoushite　どうしてdoushite　未だimadaこのkono呼吸kokyuuはwa続いているtsuzuiteiru？？

How — how is it that this breathing still continues?

「「愛するaisuru喜びyorokobiさえsae知るshiruことkotoがgaできたdekitaならnara」」

"If only I could have known the joy of loving someone —"

やっとyatto気づいたkizuita　全部zenbu

I finally understood — all of it

きっとkittoこのkono命inochiにni意味imiはwa無かったnakatta

This life surely had no meaning

観衆kanshuuのno視線shisenにni耐えきれなかったtaekirenakatta惨めなmijime na役者yakusha

A wretched actor who couldn't bear the audience's gaze

泥doroをwo食むhamu暮らしkurashiのno中naka　くすんだkusunda眼meにniはwa何もnanimo映らないutsuranai

In a life spent eating mud — those dulled eyes reflect nothing

氾濫するhanran suruラブソングrabu songuでde水浸しmizubitashiにniなっているnatteiru　このkono街machiでde

In this city, flooded and drowning in love songs —

救いsukuiなどnado無いnaiとto知っていたshitteitaはずhazuなnaのにno ni、、僕bokuはwaどうしてdoushite

I knew there was no salvation, so why did I

一生isshou神様kamisamaをwo呪ってもnorottemo　何もnanimo変われやしないkawareya shinai

No matter how long I curse God, nothing will ever change

一体ittaiどうしてdoushite　どうしてdoushite　未だimadaここkokoでde生き永らえているikinagaeteiru？？

How — how is it that I'm still surviving here?

天国tengokuもmo地獄jigokuもmo僕bokuにniはwa与えられなかったataerarenakatta

Neither heaven nor hell was given to me

ずっとzuttoわかっていたんだwakatteitanda

I always knew

僕bokuのnoこのkono命inochiにni意味imiはwa無かったnakatta

This life of mine had no meaning

こうしてkoushite僕bokuはwa　僕bokuはwa　やっとyatto幸福koufukuのno在り処arikaをwo見つけたんだmitsuketanda

And so — I finally found where happiness lives