大人OtonaにniなってもNattemo

大人otonaにniなってもnattemo

Even as a grown-up

泥doroみたいなmitai naコーヒーkoohiiはwaまだmada苦いnigaiままmamaだしdashi

mud-like coffee is still bitter

大人otonaにniなってもnattemo

Even as a grown-up

クロモソームkuromosoomuのno違いchigaiがgaまだmada恐ろしいosoroshiiしshi

chromosomal differences still terrify me

大人otonaにniなってもnattemo

Even as a grown-up

あの日ano hiをwo思い出してomoidashite眠れなくなるnemurenaku naruしshi

I think back to that day and can't sleep

大人otonaにniなってもnattemo

Even as a grown-up

伝えたいtsutaetaiことkotoをwoちゃんとchanto伝えられないtsutaerarenaiままmama

I still can't properly say what I want to say

夕焼けyuuyakeがga綺麗kireiすぎてsugite死にたくなるshinitaku naru

The sunset is too beautiful and I want to die

大人otonaにniなってもnattemo

Even as a grown-up

このkono心kokoroに、ni,何かnanika一枚、ichimai,羽織るhaoruものmonoがga欲しいhoshii

I want something to drape over this heart — just one layer

人肌hitohadaでdeはwaもうmou誤魔化せないgomakasenai

Human warmth can't cover it up anymore

なぜだかnaze da ka寒くてsamukute

For some reason I'm cold

正しくtadashiku傷つくkizutsukuためのtame no方法houhouをwo

Before I properly learned

正しくtadashiku学びとるmanabitoru前maeにni学校gakkouをwo出ましたdemashita

how to be hurt in the right way, I left school

社会shakaiにni不時着fujichakuして、shite,借り物karimonoのno言葉kotobaでde

Crash-landing into society, speaking in borrowed words —

ああ、aa,間に合わせma ni awaseのno人生jinseiだda

ah — a makeshift kind of life

大人otonaにniなってもnattemo

Even as a grown-up

誰かdarekaにni依存izonするsuruのnoがga不安fuanでdeたまらないtamaranaiしshi

it's unbearably frightening to depend on someone

大人otonaにniなってもnattemo

Even as a grown-up

愛aiをwo向けるmukeruとto愛aiをwo向けられるmukerareruのnoがga怖いkowai

directing love at someone — and having love directed back — is scary

大人otonaにniなってもnattemo

Even as a grown-up

砂糖菓子satougashiのno甘さamasaでde心kokoroはwa満ちるmichiruしshi

the sweetness of sugary candy fills my heart

大人otonaにniなってもnattemo

Even as a grown-up

正しいtadashii教科書kyoukashoのno言葉kotoba聞いてりゃkiiterya楽rakuだしda shi

it's easy enough just to listen to what the right textbooks say

大人otonaにniなってもnattemo

Even as a grown-up

冬fuyuのno気配kehaiにniちゃんとchanto寂しくsabishikuもmoなるnaruしshi

I still get properly lonely at the first hint of winter

大人otonaにniなってもnattemo

Even as a grown-up

人生jinseiのno意味imiをwo知るshiruためtame死ぬshinu選択肢sentakushiはwaあるaru

there's the option of dying to learn the meaning of life

君kimiのnoそのsono苦しみkurushimiはwaずっとzuttoあるaruよyo

That suffering of yours — it'll stay

大人otonaにniなってもnattemo

even as a grown-up

嫌なiya na歌utaをwo聴かせちゃったkikasechattaけどkedo

Sorry for making you listen to an unpleasant song

不安fuanにniならないでnaranaide

don't be anxious

なんとなくnantonakuでde幸せshiawaseにni生きてるikiteru

I'm living happily enough, in a vague sort of way

滑稽kokkeiだろ、daro,笑えwaraeよyo

Ridiculous, right — go ahead and laugh