dis/connect

正直shoujiki飽きたakita　真実shinjitsuはwaどれだdore da　どうでもdou demoよくなったyoku natta

Honestly, I'm sick of it. Which one is the truth? I stopped caring

怒りikari度doをwo越してkoete　ただtada笑えるwaraeru

The anger has gone past its limit, now I can only laugh

もうmou　どうにでもなれdou ni demo nare　どうかdouka幸あれsachi are　どうぞdouzoお嫌ってokira tte

Oh, whatever happens, happens. Wishing you well. Please, feel free to hate me

ただtada事後報告jigo houkokuでdeもmo欲しかったhoshikatta

I just wanted at least a report after the fact

ゆらりyurari　ゆらゆらyurayura浮かぶukabu　窓madoのno外sotoにni

Swaying, floating up, outside the window

ニヤニヤniya niyaとto笑うwarau　ほらhora三日月mikazuki

Grinning away, there's the crescent moon

ほんのりhon no ri濡れたnureta　頬hohoにniほろりhorori

Tears quietly rolling down slightly dampened cheeks

心配ないshinpai nai　心配ないshinpai nai

It's okay, it's okay

一切合切issai gassai　意iのnoままにmama ni　他hokaのno誰かdare kaじゃja埋められないumeirarenaiやいやいやya iya iya

Every single thing, just as I wish. Someone else could never fill your place, no no no

実際jissai問題ないmondai naiよyo　なのにna no ni　とぎれとぎれとぎれでもtogiretogire togirede moいいのii no　つながってたいtsunagatte tai

In reality there's no problem, and yet even a broken connection is fine, I just want to stay connected

アイサレタイai saretai　ユルサレタイyurusaretai　識別shikibetsu　回路kairoはwa　乱雑にzanzatsu ni　絡まってkaramatte

I want to be loved, I want to be forgiven. The circuit of identification is tangled up in chaos

アイサレタイai saretai　ミタサレタイmitasaretai　祈りinoriはwa　法則housoku　形式にkeishiki ni　はむかってhamukatte

I want to be loved, I want to be fulfilled. Prayers rebel against rules and formalities

アイサレタイai saretai　ユルサレタイyurusaretai　吉日kichijitsu　口実koujitsu　配慮でhairyo de　よくyoku従ってshitagatte

I want to be loved, I want to be forgiven. Auspicious days, excuses, comply so well with consideration

無様なbuzama na始末shimatsu

What a pathetic mess

ああaaしていればshite ireba　こうしてあげればkou shite agereba　どうすればdou surebaよかったyokatta？

If only I'd done this, if only I'd done that for you. What should I have done?

悲hiはwa度doをwo増してmashite　ただtada彷徨うsamayou

Sorrow keeps growing, and I can only wander

もうmou喪失soushitsu　猿saruとto同率douritsu　されどsaredo陰謀inbou　快楽kairakuへe

Complete loss now, on par with the monkeys. Yet conspiracy leads toward pleasure

ただtada回避したkaihi shitaとてtote虚しいmunashiiんだn da

But avoiding it all is just emptiness

ずらりずらずらzurari zuruzura迫るsemaru　下弦kagenのno闇yami

Row by row closing in, the darkness of the waning moon

ずたずたzutazuta広がるhirogaru　カビkabiのno痕跡konseki

Spreading in tatters, traces of mold

煩悩bonnouにniNOnooとto言えずiezu　湿ったshimetta香りkaori

Unable to say no to earthly desires, the damp scent

知らないshiranai　知らないshiranai

I don't know, I don't know

一切伐採issai bassai　字jiのno通りtoori　他hokaのno誰かdare kaにniもらってもらいたいmoratte moraitaiやいやya iya

Every single thing, just as I please. I want someone else to take this off my hands, yes yes

微細bisai　膨大boudai　火hiのnoお通りotouri　いっそisso全てsubete燃やしてmoyashite頂きたいitadakitai

Fine detail, enormous scale, fire passing through. Let it all burn to the ground, I'd welcome that

一心同体isshin douttai　身miをwo投じtoujite　とてもじゃないけどtottemo ja nai kedo　もうねmou ne　ごめんgomen　庇いきれないooi kirenai

Body and soul as one, throwing myself in. Sorry, I just can't cover for this anymore

一心不乱にisshinfuran ni剣kenをwo取りtori　死にたいshinitai　生きたいikitai　死ねないshinenai

Single-mindedly taking up the sword. I want to die, I want to live, I can't die

一切合切issai gassai　意iのnoままにmama ni　他hokaのno誰かdare kaじゃja埋められないumeirarenaiやいやいやya iya iya

Every single thing, just as I wish. Someone else could never fill your place, no no no

実際jissai問題ないmondai naiよyo　なのにna no ni　とぎれとぎれとぎれでもtogiretogire togirede moいいのii no　つながってたいtsunagatte tai

In reality there's no problem, and yet even a broken connection is fine, I just want to stay connected

アイサレタイai saretai　ユルサレタイyurusaretai　識別shikibetsu　回路kairoはwa　乱雑にzanzatsu ni　絡まってkaramatte

I want to be loved, I want to be forgiven. The circuit of identification is tangled up in chaos

アイサレタイai saretai　ミタサレタイmitasaretai　祈りinoriはwa　法則housoku　形式にkeishiki ni　はむかってhamukatte

I want to be loved, I want to be fulfilled. Prayers rebel against rules and formalities

アイサレタイai saretai　ユルサレタイyurusaretai　吉日kichijitsu　口実koujitsu　配慮でhairyo de　よくyoku従ってshitagatte

I want to be loved, I want to be forgiven. Auspicious days, excuses, comply so well with consideration

救いようのないsukuiyou no naiばかbaka

A helpless fool

アイサレタイai saretai　ユルサレタイyurusaretai　識別shikibetsu　回路kairoはwa　乱雑にzanzatsu ni　絡まってkaramatte

I want to be loved, I want to be forgiven. The circuit of identification is tangled up in chaos

アイサレタイai saretai　ミタサレタイmitasaretai　祈りinoriはwa　法則housoku　形式にkeishiki ni　はむかってhamukatte

I want to be loved, I want to be fulfilled. Prayers rebel against rules and formalities

アイサレタイai saretai　ユルサレタイyurusaretai　吉日kichijitsu　口実koujitsu　配慮でhairyo de　よくyoku従ってshitagatte

I want to be loved, I want to be forgiven. Auspicious days, excuses, comply so well with consideration

無様なbuzama na始末shimatsu

What a pathetic mess