the end of my world

覚悟kakugoしてたshitetaのnoロンリーronrii　知ってたshittetaのnoにni

I was prepared for the loneliness, I knew it was coming

いざiza無くなるnakunaruとto急にkyuu ni　ずるずるzuruzuru放心状態houshin joutaiですdesu

But when it was suddenly gone, I spiraled into a daze

幸せshiawaseはwaひと吹きhitofuki　触れたfureta途端totanにni

Happiness was just one breath — the moment you touch it

シャボン玉shabon damaのnoようにyou ni　姿sugataをwo消していくkiete iku

It disappears like a soap bubble

果たされないhatasarenai口約束kuchiyakusokuなどnado信じないshinjinai　誓ってたchikattetaのnoにni

I swore I'd never believe in unfulfilled promises

縫い合わせたnuiawasetaココロkokoro　なんでnande　ちくちくchikuchiku痛むんitamunだろうdarou

So why does this stitched-up heart still ache and sting?

ぐるりgururi　包帯houtaiでde手当てteateをwoしてshite　うまくumaku着飾ってkazakatte笑ってみてもwaratte mi te mo

Wrapping it all in bandages, dressing it up with a smile

強くなれないtsuyoku narenaiのnoよyo　欲しいhoshiiのno「鋼"haganeのnoココロ」kokoro"

But I can't grow stronger — I just want a heart of steel

だからdakara"一人""hitori"がga楽なraku naのnoにniねne　だけどdakedo"独り""hitori"じゃja寂しいsabishii

"Being alone" should be easier, yet "being lonely" still hurts

あぁ、aa,いっそisso貴方anataのno手teでde逝かせてyukasete　the end of my worldthe end of my world

Ah, if anything, let your hand be what ends me — the end of my world

ぐらりgurari揺れてるyureteru天秤tenbin　落さぬotosanuようにyou ni

The scales are swaying — I try not to let them tip

絶望zetsubouとto希望kibou　絶妙なzetsumyou naバランスbaransuなんですnan desu

Despair and hope, perfectly balanced on a knife's edge

愛想aisouがga9/109/10　対してtaishite　本心honshinがga1/101/10

9/10 of me is putting on a show, 1/10 is my true heart

ウソusoだとdato知っててもshitte te mo　なんでnande　嬉しくなるんureshiku narunだろうdarou

Even knowing it's a lie — why does it still make me happy?

どろりdorori　濃厚なnoukou naポーションpooshonからkara　放つhanatsu香りkaoriがga染みついちゃってshimitsuite chatte

A rich, thick potion — its scent has soaked into me

忘れられないwasurerarenaiのnoよyo　私watashiのno「囚われた"toraware taココロ」kokoro"

I can't forget it — my "captive heart"

他hokaのno誰かdarekaにni委ねてみてもyudanete mi te mo　ふいにfui ni貴方anataがgaよぎりますyogirimasu

Even when I try to give myself to someone else, you suddenly cross my mind

あぁ、aa,なんかnanka不穏fuonのnoスパイラルsupairaru　同情doujouなんていらないnante iranaiわwa

Ah, somehow I'm caught in an unsettling spiral — I don't need your sympathy

This is a trap, now get out, hate youThis is a trap, now get out, hate you

This is a trap, now get out, hate you

This is a trap, now get out, get freeThis is a trap, now get out, get free

This is a trap, now get out, get free

This is a trap, now get out, from hereThis is a trap, now get out, from here

This is a trap, now get out, from here

I want to go where you're not thereI want to go where you're not there

I want to go where you're not there

あみだくじamidakujiでde仕組まれたshikumareta運命unmei　吉kichiかka凶kyouかkaはwa　(50/50)(50/50)

A fate rigged like an amida lottery — good luck or bad? (50/50)

別betsuのno場所bashoでde出会えたdeaetaとしてもto shite mo　結末ketsumatsuはwa同じonajiでしょdesho　BAD BOYBAD BOY

Even if we met somewhere else, the ending would be the same — BAD BOY

今imaはwaカーテンkaatenのno隙間sukimaからkara　漏れるmoreru光hikariすらもsura mo眩しくてmabashikute

Now even the light leaking through the curtain gap is too bright

開けられないhike rare naiのnoよyo「閉ざされた"tozasaretaココロ」kokoro"

I can't open them — my "closed-off heart"

いくらikura私watashiがga叫んでみてもsakende mi te mo　季節kisetsuがgaまたmata巡るmeguruようにyou ni

No matter how much I scream, the seasons keep turning

あぁ、aa,貴方anataにni堕ちてしまったochite shimatta　エンドレスendoresu　the end of my worldthe end of my world

Ah, I've fallen for you endlessly — the end of my world