アルターエゴArutaa Ego

歪んだyuganda記憶kiokuとto

Distorted memories and

僅かwazukaにni満たされないmitasarenai空白kuuhakuはwa

a void that can never quite be filled —

貴方anataのno人格jinkaku

that is your identity

見てくれmitekureだけdakeはwa

On the surface at least

表裏hyouriひとつhitotsuのno編みぐるみamigurumi

a knitted doll, same on both sides

其処sokoにni在ってもatte mo　正体shoutaiはwa不明fumeiでしたdeshita

Even there, your true self remained unknown

償いtsugunai賄い合いmakanai ai　罪作りtsumitsukuri

Trading amends, bribing one another — sin-making

いつかitsuka何処かdoko kaのno与太話？yotabanashi?

Just some tall tale from somewhere, sometime?

悲しいkanashii　愛しいitoshii者mono　物笑いmonowarai

Sad, beloved thing — a laughingstock

どっちdocchiへe逃げてnigete隠れてもkakurete mo

No matter which way you run and hide

闇夜yamiyaのno園sono

it's a garden in the dead of night

「"鬼さんoni sanこちらkochira手teのno鳴るnaruほうhouへ」e"

"Demon, this way — follow where the hands clap"

永久towaにni虫喰ったmushikutta世界sekaiへe

Into a world forever eaten through with worms

夜明けぬyoakenuままmama罪tsumiをwo数えているkazoete iru

Counting sins with no dawn to come

最低なsaitei naフェイクショーfeiku shooだda

This is the worst fake show there is

止まないyamanai雨ameにni病めどyamedo

Though I'm sick in never-ending rain

流れ落ちるnagareochiru咎togaなどnadoないnai

there's no guilt left to wash away

そばsobaにniいてくれないかite kurenai ka

Won't you stay by my side?

失格者shikkakusha

Failure

虚弱なkyojaku na声koeはwa

A frail voice —

心kokoroをwo交わすkawasuほどhodo

enough to share your heart with —

夢見ていたyume mite ita　誰かdarekaのno人格jinkaku

the identity of someone I once dreamed of

世yoのno理kotowariにni　正せぬtadasenu誤りayamariにni

The errors of this world that can't be corrected

気づいてもkidzuite mo意味imiはwaないnaiのnoさsa

Even noticing them means nothing

じゃあjaa何naniにni期待しているkitai shite iruんだnda

Then what am I still expecting?

偽るitsuwaruほどhodo　傷つくkidzutsukuほどhodo終わりowariへe

The more you lie, the more it hurts — toward the end

絶えずtaezu加速するkasoku suruプロセスpurosesu

A process that keeps accelerating

咳き込むsekikomuほどhodo凄惨なseisan na愛aiならばnaraba

If this love is so brutal it makes you choke

滑稽なkokkei naフィクションfikushonでde

Let it be a ridiculous fiction

あの日ano hi読み違えたyomichigaeta

I misread you that day

両目ryoume　未だimada見えぬmienuままmamaのno

with eyes that still can't see —

ボクbokuにni失望していたんだshitsubou shite itanda

you had given up on me

失格者shikkakusha

Failure

人間失格ningen shikkakuさsa　無き世語りnaki yo gatari

Unfit for human life — tales of a world that never was

今日kyouがgaこんなにkonna ni暗いkuraiのにnoni

Even when today is this dark

疑いutagai　疑いutagai

Doubt, doubt

君kimiにni寄り添うyorisou小さなchiisana一歩ippoもmo

Even the smallest step toward you

このkono手teにniはwa余るamaruようだyou da

seems to be too much for these hands

「"鬼さんoni sanこちらkochira手teのno鳴るnaruほうhouへ」e"

"Demon, this way — follow where the hands clap"

永久towaにni虫喰ったmushikutta世界sekaiへe

Into a world forever eaten through with worms

夜明けぬyoakenuままmama罪tsumiをwo数えているkazoete iru

Counting sins with no dawn to come

最低なsaitei naフェイクショーfeiku shooだda

This is the worst fake show there is

急いてisoide遠のくtoonoku背seにni

To a back that hastily grows distant

褪せたaseta声koeはwa届きやしないtodoki ya shinai

a faded voice won't reach you

そばsobaにniいてくれないかite kurenai ka

Won't you stay by my side?

失格者shikkakusha

Failure