ブレスBuresu

僕bokuひとりhitoriでde繋いでtsunaide鳴いたnaitaってtte息ikiがgaしたいshitai

Even crying alone just to keep connected — I want to breathe

散々sanzan吸ってsutte　思いやりomoiyariごっこgokkoしてshite　またmata他人taninのnoふりfuri

Breathing it all in, playing at compassion, and then acting like a stranger again

そんなんsonnanばっかbakkaもうmou疲れちゃったんだtsukarechattan da　まだmada救えたsukuetaのnoにni

I'm so tired of all of that — and there was still something I could've saved

見たくmitakuもmoないnaiのnoにni見えてしまうmiete shimauんだnda　いつしかitsu shika目meをwo塞いでしまったんだfusaide shimattan da

I could see it even when I didn't want to — until somewhere along the way I shut my eyes

ただtada生きるikiruことkotoにni必死hisshiだったdatta　けどkedoほんとはhonto wa守っていたかったmamotte itakatta

I was just desperate to survive — but what I really wanted was to protect you

僕bokuにni何naniがgaできたdekitaのnoかなka na

What could I have done?

グッドバイguddubaiしないshinaiとto思っていたomotte ita

I thought you'd never say goodbye

なのにnano niなんでnandeどうしてdoushiteいなくなっちゃったのinaku nacchattta no

So why — how — did you disappear?

僕bokuひとりhitoriじゃja重くてomokuteどうかしちゃいそうだdouka shichai sou da

Carrying this alone — it's too heavy, I'm losing it

「"しょうがないshouganai」"をwo拒んでいたkobande ita

I refused to accept "there's nothing you can do"

代わりkawariなんてnanteいないinaiけどkedo止まれないtomarenaiんnだdaよyo

There's no replacement for you, but I can't stop

僕bokuひとりhitoriでde繋いでtsunaide鳴いたnaitaってtte息ikiがgaしたいshitai

Even crying alone just to keep connected — I want to breathe

どっかいったdokka itta夢yumeのnoエンディングendinguはwa　誓い合ったchikaiatta理想risouとto違うchigauやya

The ending of the dream we lost — it's different from the ideal we promised each other

「"どっかいってdokka itte」"そうsou願っていたnegatte ita　僕bokuじゃないja nai誰かdarekaをwo生贄ikenieにni

"Just go away" — that's what I was wishing for, sacrificing someone who wasn't me

痛くitakuもmoないnaiのnoにni避けてしまうsakete shimauんだnda　またmata繰り返すkurikaesuなnaってtte思っていたomotte ita

I flinch even when there's no pain — I kept thinking, not again

そしてsoshite君kimiはwa僕bokuのno盾tateにniなったnatta　治し方naoshikataがgaもしmoshiあるaruならnara

And you became my shield — if there's any way to fix this

僕bokuにni教えてoshieteよyo

Tell me

グッドバイguddubaiしないshinaiとto思っていたomotte ita

I thought you'd never say goodbye

なのにnano niなんでnandeどうしてdoushiteいなくなっちゃったのinaku nacchattta no

So why — how — did you disappear?

僕bokuひとりhitoriじゃja重くてomokuteどうかしちゃいそうだdouka shichai sou da

Carrying this alone — it's too heavy, I'm losing it

「"しょうがないshouganai」"をwo拒んでいたkobande ita

I refused to accept "there's nothing you can do"

代わりkawariなんてnanteいないinaiけどkedo止まれないtomarenaiんnだdaよyo

There's no replacement for you, but I can't stop

僕bokuひとりhitoriでde繋いでtsunaide鳴いたnaitaってtte生きてikite

Even crying alone just to keep connected — keep living

「"大嫌いdaikirai」"とto仕舞ったshimatta夢yume

The dream I locked away saying "I hate it"

君kimiがga捨てたsuteta分bunまでmade僕bokuがga持っていくmotte ikuからkara

I'll carry even the part you threw away

僕bokuひとりhitoriじゃja叶わなかったkanawanakatta未来miraiまでmade

Even the future that couldn't come true on my own

鬱雑いutsu zatsuiくらいkuraiにni解ってるwakatteruよyo

I understand it all, to the point of suffocation

もしもmoshimoなんてnanteないnaiことkoto　ありえないarienaiんnだdaけどkedo

I know "what if" doesn't exist — it can't

またmataふたりfutariでdeつらくてtsurakute泣いたnaitaってtte息ikiがga

Even if we cried together through the pain again — to breathe

したいshitai

I want that