ひともどきHitomodoki

気まぐれkimagureにni鳴り出すnaridasu君kimiのnoせいseiでde

Because of you, suddenly making noise on a whim

笑いたいwaraitai日々hibiからkara退場taijou

I've made my exit from the days when I wanted to laugh

遠のいたtoonoita天井tenjouにni縋ってるsugatte ru

Clinging to a ceiling that keeps drifting further away

人もどきhitomodokiはwa今日kyouもmo息ikiをwo吸ってsutte

The almost-human breathes again today

笑えないwaraenai日々hibiだけdake観賞kanshou

Taking in only the days when I can't smile

これkoreがgaボクbokuのno人生jinseiですdesu

This is my life

鋭利なeiri na刃物hamonoのno深いfukai傷kizuよりyori

More than a deep wound from a sharp blade

知らずshirazuにni開いたaita　心kokoroのno穴anaがga痛いitaiよyo

The hole that opened in my heart without me knowing — it hurts more

気づいたkidzuitaよyo　辞書jishoにni名naもmoないnaiようなyou na

I realized — something with no name in any dictionary

なり損ないnari sokonaiだろうdarou

That's what I am, isn't it — a failed attempt at becoming

知ってたまるもんかshitte tamaru mon ka

As if I'd even know

人hitoのno形katachiでde人hitoにniなれずnarezuにni

In the shape of a human but unable to be one

呪ってnorotte恨んだuranda世界sekaiをwo

The world I cursed and resented

愛してしまったaishite shimatta

I ended up loving

このkono心臓shinzouがga脈打つmyaku utsuだけdakeのno

Just this heart, beating away

覚めないsamenai夢yumeをwo見ているmite iru

I'm seeing a dream I can't wake from

ボクbokuをwo　ひともどきhitomodokiとto呼ぶyobu

Call me almost-human

誰dareにniもmo言えないienaiことkotoをwo増やしたfuyashita

I've kept adding to the things I can't tell anyone

人らしいhito rashii心kokoroのno証明shoumei

Proof of a heart that's almost human

ねえnee　ボクbokuはwaこんなんさkonnansa　わかってwakatteよyo

Hey, this is what I am — understand me

嫌ってもらってもkiratte moratte mo構わないkamawanaiやya

I don't mind if you hate me

恨んでurandeくれないkurenaiかka君kimiもmo

Won't you resent me too?

ボクbokuをwo覚えてくれましたか？oboete kuremashita ka?

Did you remember me?

愛aiとかtoka未来miraiとかtoka

Love and the future —

どこかdoko kaでde馬鹿にしたbaka ni shita

Things I made fun of somewhere along the way

耳障りなmimizawari na言葉kotoba

Those words that grated on my ears

どんなにdonna ni　どんなにdonna ni

No matter how much, no matter how much

強がってtsuyogatte歌ったってutattatte

I sing while putting on a brave face

穴開いたana aita両目ryoumeにniあふれていくafurete iku

It spills over from the hollow of both my eyes

寂しいsabishiiよyo

I'm so lonely

もうmouどうしようもないdoushiyou mo naiくらいkuraiにni

To the point where nothing can be done about it

今日kyouにni縋ってしまったsugatte shimatta

I've ended up clinging to today

失うushinauことkotoがga怖くなるkowaku naruようなyou na

The kind of dream that makes losing it terrifying

優しいyasashii夢yumeをwo見ているmite iru

I'm seeing a gentle dream

ボクbokuをwo　ひともどきhitomodokiとto呼ぶyobu

Call me almost-human

気まぐれkimagureにni鳴り出すnaridasu君kimiのnoせいseiでde

Because of you, suddenly making noise on a whim

笑いたいwaraitai日々hibiからkara退場taijou

I've made my exit from the days when I wanted to laugh

遠のいたtoonoita天井tenjouにni縋ってるsugatte ru

Clinging to a ceiling that keeps drifting further away

ならばnaraba　どうかdouka

Then please

あのanoガラクタgarakutaみたいmitaiにni

Like that pile of junk over there

蹴とばしてketobashite　踏んでfundeくれたならkureta naraいいiiのにnoni

I wish you'd just kick me away and trample me

人hitoのno形katachiでde人hitoにniなれずnarezuにni

In the shape of a human but unable to be one

呪ってnorotte恨んだuranda世界sekaiをwo

The world I cursed and resented

愛してしまったaishite shimatta

I ended up loving

優しいyasashii人hitoのno人hitoにniなれずnarezuにni

Unable to become the human a gentle soul would be

このkono命inochiをwo愛してしまったaishite shimatta

I ended up loving this life of mine

心臓shinzouよyo　心臓shinzouよyo

Heart, oh my heart

いっそisso止まってほしかったtomatte hoshikatta

I wished you'd just stop already

ボクbokuをwoひともどきhitomodokiとto呼ぶyobu

Call me almost-human