一生Isshou不幸FukouでdeかまわないKamawanai

笑いかたwaraikataわすれましたwasuremashita　笑われはじめてwarawre hajimeteからkara

I forgot how to laugh, ever since people started laughing at me

泣きかたnakikataわすれましたwasuremashita　何もがnanimo ga悲しいkanashiiからkara

I forgot how to cry, because everything is just so sad

薄暗いusugurai部屋heyaのno隅sumiでdeかき鳴らすkakinarasu六弦rokugenにniはwa

The six strings I strum in the dim corner of this room

明日ashitaをwo変えるkaeruほどhodoのno値打ちneuchiはwaないnaiってtteわかってんだwakatten da

I know they're not worth enough to change tomorrow

厭々iya iya

Enough, enough

不明なfumei naセンテンスsentensu　不協和音fukyouwaon　ここkokoでde話したhanashita限りkagiriじゃないja naiやya

Unclear sentences, dissonance — this isn't limited to what I've said here

最低saiteiをwo美化bikaもmoできずdekizuにni　頭atamaのno中身nakamiがgaぐるぐるguruguru回るmawaruだけdake

Can't even romanticize the worst of it — just my thoughts spinning in circles

ごめんなさいgomen nasai　ねえ、nee,ごめんなさいgomen nasai

I'm sorry, hey, I'm sorry

誰dareもmo彼kareもmoがga後ろ指ushiroyubiをwoさしているsashite iru　期待外れkitaihazureのno人間失格ningen shikkakuなんですnan desu

Everyone's pointing their fingers behind my back — I'm a disappointment, disqualified as a human being

ごめんなさいgomen nasai　ごめんなさいgomen nasai

I'm sorry, I'm sorry

枯れたkareta喉nodoをwo引き裂いてhikisaiteフラッシュバックfurasshu bakkuするsuru

Tearing through my dried-out throat, the flashbacks come

もういいんだmou iin da　一生isshou不幸fukouでもdemoかまわないkamawanai

It's fine — I don't mind being unhappy for the rest of my life

鳴り止まぬnariyamanu罵声baseiのno機嫌kigenをwo取れたtoretaならnara　許してくれますかyurushite kuremasu ka

If I could appease the never-ending insults, would you forgive me?

あれare　なんでnande謝っているayamatte iruんnだっけdakke

Wait — why am I apologizing again?

何かnanikaしたんshitanだっけdakke

Did I do something?

まあいいやmaa ii ya　きっとkittoボクbokuがga悪いwaruiのnoだdaからkara

Oh well — it must be my fault anyway

濁ったnigotta水槽suisouでdeアイワナaiwana　加えてkuwaeteガスライティングgasu raitinguがga背景haikei

In a murky fish tank, I wanna — and gaslighting forms the backdrop on top of it all

発狂したhakkyou shitaピエロpieroのno影kageにni　震えるfurueru林檎ringoがga　一個ikko　二個niko　傷むitamuだけdake

In the shadow of a clown gone mad, trembling apples — one, two — just rotting away

ごめんなさいgomen nasai　ねえ、nee,ごめんなさいgomen nasai

I'm sorry, hey, I'm sorry

身miにni覚えoboeのnoないnai罪tsumiをwo贖っているaganatte iru　ボクbokuをwo裏切るuragiruボクbokuがga嘘usoをwo吐いたtsuita

Atoning for crimes I have no memory of — the me that betrays me told a lie

ごめんなさいgomen nasai　ごめんなさいgomen nasai

I'm sorry, I'm sorry

お願いonegai誰かdareka気がついてki ga tsuite　そうしたらsou shitaraもうmou

Please, someone notice — and then, already

もういいんだmou iin da　いっそisso悪者warumonoでもdemoかまわないkamawanai

It's fine — I don't even mind being the villain

終わらないowaranai悪夢akumuのnoループruupu　四面shimenのno壁kabeにni張り付いたharitsuitta無数musuuのno目me

An endless nightmare on loop, countless eyes plastered to all four walls

痺れたshibireta頭atamaのno中nakaでde受話器juwakiがga怒鳴っているdonatte iru

Inside my numb head, a receiver is screaming at me

どこへdoko e　どこへdoko e　逃げ場所nigebashoもmoないnaiくせにkuse ni

Nowhere to go, nowhere — even though there's no place to run

わかっているwakatte iru　わかっているwakatte iruよyo　このkono命inochiはwaお終いoshimaiなんだろう？nan darou?

I know, I know — this life is over, isn't it?

もうmou厭々々iya iya iya

Enough, enough, enough already

ごめんなさいgomen nasai

I'm sorry

ごめんなさいgomen nasai

I'm sorry

ごめんなさいgomen nasai　ごめんなさいgomen nasai

I'm sorry, I'm sorry

生まれてきてumarete kiteごめんなさいgomen nasai　今imaじゃjaそれsoreしかshika確かにtashika ni歌えなさそうだutaenasasou da

I'm sorry for being born — that's the only thing I can sing with certainty now

ごめんなさいgomen nasai　ごめんなさいgomen nasai

I'm sorry, I'm sorry

枯れたkareta喉nodoをwo引き裂いてhikisaiteフラッシュバックfurasshu bakkuするsuru

Tearing through my dried-out throat, the flashbacks come

もういいんだmou iin da　一生isshou救いsukuiのnoないnai不幸fukouでもdemoかまわないkamawanaiやya

It's fine — I don't mind a lifetime of suffering with no salvation