ジグソーパズルJigusoo Pazuru

損失sonshitsu　利得ritoku　体裁teisai　気にするki ni suruたびtabiにni

Loss, gain, appearances — every time I let them get to me

右migiもmo左hidariもmo差し出していくsashidashite iku

I hand over everything, left and right

穴ボコanaboko開いたaita　ジグソーjigusooのno模様moyou

A jigsaw pattern full of holes

パズルピースpazuru piisu

Puzzle pieces

あの子ano koとto手teをwo繋げるtsunageruためにtame ni

So I can hold that girl's hand

余り物amarimonoにniならないnaranaiためにtame ni

So I don't become the leftover piece

切り取ってkiritotte　すいてsuite　貼ってhatte

Cut out, pare down, paste on

何もnanimoハマらないhamaranai　心kokoroのnoトコtoko

The part of my heart where nothing fits

足りないtarinaiのnoだda　足りないtarinaiのnoだda

Not enough, not enough

足りないtarinaiのnoばっかbakkaでde何にもnannimoないやnai ya

Nothing but not enough — there's nothing here at all

優しさyasashisaはwa　3ピースsurii piisuもmoないなあnai naa

Not even three pieces of kindness

砕けたkudaketa強がりtsuyogariのno欠片kakera

Shards of a shattered show of strength

ジグザグjiguzaguのno無感情mukanjouがgaボクbokuをwo作り上げるtsukuriageru

A zigzag numbness builds me up

いつだってitsudatte心kokoroからkara笑えないwaraenaiのno

I can never truly laugh from the heart

どうして？doushite?

Why?

ズタズタzutazutaにni切り裂いたkirisaita　ハート型haato gataのnoパズルpazuru

A heart-shaped puzzle torn to shreds

どこdokoをwo探してもsagashite mo埋まらないumaranaiやya

No matter where I look, there are gaps left

アイノウainou　愛ノーai noo　もうmou足りないよtarinai yo

I know — love? No — not enough anymore

ジグソーjigusoo

Jigsaw

「敗戦」"haisen"「錯綜」"sakusou"「平行線」"heikousen"「論争」"ronsou"「逃走」"tousou"「再公演」"saikouen"

"Defeat" "Confusion" "Parallel lines" "Dispute" "Escape" "Encore performance"

ただtada共通項kyoutsuukouをwo見い出してmiidashite　言葉kotobaにni意味imiをwo宿したyadoshita

Just finding what they share in common — giving words their meaning

出来損ないdekisokonaiとto紐付いたhimotsuita　このkono上下左右jouge sayuuはwa閑散kansanとto

Linked to being a reject, all four directions around me are desolate

貴方anataのno帰りkaeriをwo待っているmatte iru

Waiting for you to come home

ボクbokuにni触ってsawatteほしくてhoshikute

Wanting you to touch me

誰dareにniだってdatte当てはまるatehamaruようにyou ni　どのdono色iroもmo混ぜてみたmazete mitaのにnoni

I tried mixing in every color so it would fit with anyone — and yet

誰dareにniだってdatte侵されてしまうokasarete shimau　染みてついたshimite tsuita透明toumeiのno色iro

Anyone can seep into it — a transparent stain that seeps in and stays

哀ai　楽raku　忘却boukyakuのno数ピースsuu piisu

Sorrow, joy — a handful of pieces called forgetting

愛憎aizou　渇望katsubouのnoスパンコールsupankooru

Love and hate — sequins of longing

嫉妬shitto　絶望zetsubouのnoアンコールankooru

Jealousy, despair — an encore

((見ないminai　見ないフリminai furi))

(Look away, pretend not to see)

ああaa　何処かdoko kaにniやってしまった...yatte shimatta...

Ah, I've misplaced it somewhere...

そしてsoshite何もnanimoがga

And nothing at all

足りないtarinaiのnoだ？da?　未だimada足りないtarinaiのnoだda

Still not enough? Still not enough

メスフラスコmesufurasuko使ってtsukatteいっぱいippaiにni満たして？mitashite?

Fill it to the brim with a volumetric flask?

優しさyasashisaはwa　一滴ittekiもmoないなあnai naa

Not even a drop of kindness

穴空くana akuほどhodoのno心kokoroもmoないnai

Not even a heart that could have holes in it

ジグザグjiguzaguのno無感情mukanjouがgaボクbokuをwo作り上げるtsukuriageru

A zigzag numbness builds me up

今日kyouだってdatte　完結したkanketsu shita光景koukeiをwoただtada切り取るkiritoruだけdakeのno

Today too, just cutting out one completed scene —

人生jinseiだda

That's my life

ジグザグザグjiguzaguzagu　もうmouいいiiよyo　ボクbokuをwo切り刻んでkirikizande

Zigzag, zigzag — fine, go ahead and cut me to pieces

いつだってitsudatte心kokoroからkara笑えないwaraenaiのno

I can never truly laugh from the heart

どうして？doushite?

Why?

ズタズタzutazutaにni切り裂いたkirisaita　ハート型haato gataのnoパズルpazuru

A heart-shaped puzzle torn to shreds

どこdokoをwo探してもsagashite mo埋まらないumaranaiやya

No matter where I look, there are gaps left

アイノウainou　愛ノーai noo　もうmou足りないよtarinai yo

I know — love? No — not enough anymore

ジグソーjigusoo

Jigsaw

嘘吐きusotsukiのno世界sekaiはwa　泥んこdoronkoのno未来miraiはwa　空っぽkarappoのno心kokoroはwa

The lying world, the muddy future, the hollow heart —

ジグザグジグザグjiguzagu jiguzaguにni切り裂いてkirisaite

Cut them all to zigzags

ジグソーjigusoo

Jigsaw