神様Kamisamaのno遺伝子Idenshi

不意にfui ni施されたhodokosareta命inochiをwo胸muneにni抱えkakae

Cradling in my chest a life that was suddenly bestowed

唯一yuiitsuのno役割yakuwariはwa　人hitoでdeあろうarouとtoするsuruくらいkurai

The only role I have is to try to be human

死んでshinde許されればyurusarerebaどれdoreほどhodo楽なraku naことkotoかka

How much easier it would be if dying could make things right

いつかitsuka読んだyonda漫画mangaのno中nakaじゃja

In the manga I read once

ぽっけpokkeからkara何もかもnani mo kamo出していたdashite itaのnoにni

Everything came pouring out of that pocket

心kokoroのno深層shinsou　言葉kotobaとto真相shinsou

The depths of the heart — words and the truth

未だimada気持ちkimochiでdeイエスiesuがga言えないienai

Still unable to say yes with genuine feeling

未熟なmijuku naシグナルshigunaruがga浮かんでukande消えるkieru

An immature signal surfaces, then disappears

神様kamisamaごめんなさいgomen nasai

God, I'm sorry

ボクbokuをwo組み替えてしまってkumikaeete shimatte

For rearranging me

大差taisaもmoないnai顔kaoがga憎くてnikukuteたまらないtamaranai

I can't stand these faces that are all so alike

翼tsubasaをwo生やせばhayaseba何処dokoへeでもdemo

If I grew wings, I could go anywhere

飛び去ってしまえそうなtobisatte shimaesou na

And just fly away

絶えまぬtaemanu虚しさmunashisaにni夢yumeをwo見るmiru

I dream within this unceasing emptiness

貴方anataのno遺伝子idenshiをwoボクbokuにni頂戴choudai

Give me your genes

どうでもいいdou demo iiことkotoさsa　ブレるbureru視界shikaiのno先sakiにniはwa

It doesn't matter — beyond this wavering field of vision

大層なtaisou naものmonoなんてnanteひとつhitotsuもmoないnaiとto知るんだshirun da

I know there's nothing grand to be found

「"死んでshinde許されればyurusarereba」"なんてnante不都合futsugouのno詩utaよりyori

More than a poem full of inconvenient truths like "if dying could make things right"

斜に構えたsha ni kamaeta物語monogatariほどhodo　うまくumakuイヤホンiyahonにni流れるnagareruらしいrashii

A story tilted sideways seems to flow better through earphones, apparently

誰かdareka殺したkoroshita人hitoをwo殺してkoroshite

Killing someone who killed someone else

そのsono手teでde幾度ikudoこすりつけた？kosurittsuketa?

How many times have you rubbed those hands of yours?

両目ryoumeがga赤くなるakaku naru　眠れぬnemurenuほどhodoにni

Both eyes turn red — enough to keep me awake

神様kamisamaお願いonegai　心kokoroをwo取り去ってしまってtorisatte shimatte

God, please — just take my heart away

天罰tenbatsuがga　後悔koukaiがga溢れてafurete止まらないtomaranai

Divine punishment, regret — it spills over and won't stop

どれだけdore dake白くshiroku色iroをwo抜いてもnuitemo

No matter how much white I bleach into it

隠そうkakusouとtoしないshinaiようなyou na

As though I'm not even trying to hide it

裁かれるsabakareru今日日kyoubiをwo夢yumeにni見るmiru

I dream of the days when I'll be brought to judgment

貴方anataのno作ったtsukutta出来損ないdekisokonaiですdesu

I'm the failure you created

電脳dennouにniシグナルshigunaru　最適なsaiteki na形katachiをwo与え給えよatae tamae yo

Send a signal to the cyberbrain — grant it the optimal form

難解なnankai naキミkimiのno生まれ変わりumarekawari　それsoreはwa誰dareのno形代？katashiro?

Your incomprehensible reincarnation — whose effigy is that?

我欲gayokuでde満たすmitasu座席zasekiのno隙間sukima

Filling the gaps in seats with selfish desire

指さしyubisashi泣いてりゃnaiterya穴の狢ana no mujina

Point fingers and cry all you want — you're just a badger cornered in its hole

偉そうなerasou na顔kaoすんなsunna

Don't act so high and mighty

ボクらbokuraはwa　懲役choueki人生jinsei年nenさsa

We're all doing life sentences

いつまでitsu madeあの日ano hiにni

How long will I keep clinging

遠いtooi日々hibiにni縋っているsugatte iruのnoだろうdarou

To that day, to those distant past days

どこかへdoko ka e　ここkokoじゃないja naiどこかへdoko ka e

Somewhere — somewhere that isn't here

消えてしまいたいkiete shimaitai　いっそisso

I want to vanish, just go ahead and vanish

死んでしまえたらshinde shimaetara

If only I could die

神様kamisamaごめんなさいgomen nasai

God, I'm sorry

ボクbokuをwo組み替えてしまってkumikaeete shimatte

For rearranging me

いつまでもitsu made moボクbokuでdeいられるirareruはずhazuもmoないnai

I can't go on being myself forever

せいぜいseizei夜yoruのno果てhateにni泣き崩れnakikuzure

At most, I'll collapse in tears at the edge of the night

もうmou何回nankaiそうsouしているshite iruんだnda

How many times have I done this already

絶えまぬtaemanu虚しさmunashisaにni夢yumeをwo見るmiru

I dream within this unceasing emptiness

貴方anataのno遺伝子idenshiをwoボクbokuにni頂戴choudai

Give me your genes

虚勢kyoseiをwo張ってhatte　仮面kamen被ってkabutte

Puffing out my chest, putting on a mask

ところでtokoro deボクbokuはwa何していたっけnani shite itakke

Come to think of it, what was I doing?

泣いていたっけnaite itakke　泣いていたんだnaite itanda

Was I crying? Yes, I was crying

世界sekaiをwo散々sanzan壊していたんだkowashite itanda

I was tearing the world apart piece by piece