悔やむKuyamuとto書いてKaiteミライMirai

一思いhitoomoiにniボクbokuをwo刺してくれたらsashite kuretara

If you would just stab me and be done with it

いいのになii noni na　いいのになii noni na

That would be so nice, so nice

不条理なfujouri na御託gotakuでde刺してくれたらsashite kuretara

If you would stab me with some absurd excuse

いいのになii noni na　いいのになii noni na

That would be so nice, so nice

いつかitsukaゴミgomiにni出したdashitaのにnoni

Even though I threw it out as trash once

袖口sodeguchiにni隠していたkakushite ita生涯shougai

a lifetime I had hidden in my sleeve

燃やせぬmoyasenuままmama灰haiにniなれずnarezuにniいたんだitanda

unable to burn, unable to turn to ash

死にたいshinitai　消えたいkietai以上ないijou nai

Nothing beyond wanting to die, wanting to disappear

こんなkonna命inochiにni期待kitaiはwaしないshinaiさsa

I have no hope for a life like this

故yueにni夢yumeにni魘されunasare

And so I'm tormented by nightmares

塞いだfusaida過去kakoにni咲いたsaita世界sekai

a world that bloomed in a sealed-off past

癒えないienai　見えないmienai傷kizuほどhodo

The wounds that don't heal, the ones you can't see —

きっとkitto瘡蓋kasabutaだってdatte出来やしないdeki ya shinaiとto

I knew they'd never even scab over

ボクbokuはwa知っていたshitte ita

I knew it all along

悔やむkuyamuとto書いてkaiteミライmirai

Write "regret" — it spells out "future"

生きるikiruふりfuriをwoしてshite死んでいくshinde ikuのnoがga

Is pretending to live while dying inside

人生jinseiかka　人生jinseiだda

life? Yes, that's life

それじゃsore jaボクらbokuraはwaどうしてdoushiteこのkono世yoにni

Then why are we in this world

こんなkonna未完成なmikansei na身体karadaにni

in these incomplete bodies

未だimada　心kokoroをwo持っているmotte iruんだnda

still carrying hearts at all

きっとkitto拉げたhishageta如雨露jougoでde

We were probably trying to bloom flowers

花hanaをwo咲かせようsakaseyouとtoしたshita　そうさsou sa

with a crushed watering can, weren't we

種tane一つhitotsuないnai土tsuchiにni撒いちゃいないかmaicha inai ka

Aren't we scattering water on soil without a single seed?

だからdakara一抜けしたichi nuke shita　捨てたsuteta

So I dropped out, walked away

このkono世yoのno流行り病hayari yamaiのnoようなyou na愛aiもmo

left behind even the love that spreads like a plague through this world

爪tsumeのno先sakiよりyoriもmo細いhosoi

thinner than the tip of a fingernail

底浅いsokoasai友tomoのno情愛jouaiもmo

the shallow affection of friends

知らないshiranai　知りたいshiritaiことkotoもmoないnai

I don't know, and I don't want to know

どうせdouse言葉kotoba以上ijouのno意味imiなどnadoないnaiとto

I knew all along there's no meaning beyond words

ボクbokuはwa知っていたshitte ita

I knew it

悔やむkuyamuとto書いてkaiteミライmirai

Write "regret" — it spells out "future"

片道分katamichibunのno蝋rouをwo持ってmotte

Carrying only enough candle for a one-way trip

消さないkesanaiようにyou ni必死hisshiにniなってnatte

desperately trying to keep it from going out

わずかwazuka照らしたterashita一寸先issun sakiのno

the faint light just ahead reveals

穴ぼこanabokoはwa誰dareがga落ちたochita跡？ato?

a hole — who fell in there?

それsoreがga人生jinseiですdesu　ボクらbokura手にしたte ni shita人生jinseiなんですnandesu

That's life — the life we ended up with

生まれたumaretaことkoto自体jitaiがga

Was being born in the first place

間違いmachigaiだったdattaの？no?

a mistake?

死にたいshinitai　消えたいkietai以上ないijou nai

Nothing beyond wanting to die, wanting to disappear

こんなkonna命inochiにni期待kitaiはwaしないshinaiさsa

I have no hope for a life like this

故yueにni夢yumeにni魘されunasare

And so I'm tormented by nightmares

塞いだfusaida過去kakoにni咲いたsaita世界sekai

a world that bloomed in a sealed-off past

癒えないienai　見えないmienai傷kizuほどhodo

The wounds that don't heal, the ones you can't see —

きっとkitto瘡蓋kasabutaだってdatte出来やしないdeki ya shinaiとto

I knew they'd never even scab over

ボクbokuはwa知っていたshitte ita

I knew it all along

悔やむkuyamuとto書いてkaiteミライmirai

Write "regret" — it spells out "future"

悔やむkuyamuとto書いてkaite　ミライmirai

Write "regret" — future

消えたいkietaiのno　消えたいkietaiのno

I want to disappear, I want to disappear

何回nankaiだってdatte言い聞かせたiikikaseta

I've told myself that over and over

夢yumeもmo見れぬmirenuようなyou na　後悔koukaiをwo頂戴choudai

Give me a regret so heavy I can't even dream