死んだらShindaraどこDokoへe行くIkuのnoかkaなna

上手にjouzu ni傷つけていくkizutsukete iku　両手ryouteはwaずっとzutto不器用なbukiyou naままmamaでde

Hurting things so skillfully, while my hands stay clumsy as ever

大事なdaiji naものmonoをwo数えているkazoete iru　いつもitsumo何かnanika足りないtarinai

Counting the things that matter — there's always something missing

傷むitamu指yubiとto後悔koukaiでde　ボクbokuがgaすっぽりsuppori入るhairuくらいkuraiのno

With aching fingers and regret, digging a hole deep enough to fit myself whole

深いfukai穴anaをwo掘っているhotte iru　それsoreがga人生jinseiなんだnanda

That's what life is

息ikiをwo吸ってsutte吐いてhaite　好きにsuki niやってyatte　生きてikite

Breathing in and out, doing what I want, living

「"自分らしくjibun rashiku」"なんてnante言えたらietaraいい？ii?

Could I actually say "just be yourself"?

それsoreでdeやっとyattoひとりぼっちhitoribocchi　晴れてhareteひとりぼっちhitoribocchi

And then I'd finally be alone — officially, properly alone

それならsore naraだいぶdaibu楽rakuだろうdarouなna

That would make things a lot easier, I think

死んだらshindaraどこdokoへe行くikuのnoかkaなna　眠るnemuruようにyou ni終わるowaruのnoかkaなna

Where do you go when you die — does it end like falling asleep?

悲しいkanashiiだってdatte消えるkieruのnoかkaなna　怖くなってkowaku natteさsa　堪らないんだtamaranain da

Does sadness disappear too — I get so scared, I can't take it

全部zenbu忘れてしまえるwasurete shimaeruかkaなna　全部zenbu忘れてもらえるwasurete moraeruかkaなna

Can I forget everything — will everything be forgotten about me?

どうしてdoushite胸muneがga痛むitamuのnoかkaなna　答えておくれよkotaete okure yo

Why does my chest hurt like this — give me an answer

生きることikiru kotoがga嫌になったiya ni natta　死んでしまいたいshinde shimaitaiほどhodoでもないdemo naiがga

I've grown to hate being alive — though not to the point of wanting to die

深いfukai穴anaをwo掘っているhotte iru　もうmouさsa　疲れたtsukaretaよyo

I'm still digging that deep hole — I'm just so tired now

愛しいものitoshii monoがga増えるfueru　つまりtsumariはwa

The things I cherish keep growing — which means

失うものushinau monoがga増えるfueruことkotoなnaの？no?

The things I can lose keep growing too?

それならsore naraボクbokuはwa　それならsore naraボクbokuはwa

In that case, I'd rather — in that case, I'd rather

端hashiからkaraボクbokuはwa　ひとりきりhitorikiriでdeいいiiのnoにni

I was better off alone from the very start

死んだらshindaraどこdokoへe行くikuのnoかkaなna　君kimiにniもう一度mou ichido会えるaeruかkaなna

Where do you go when you die — can I see you one more time?

弱いyowaiボクbokuをwo見ているmite iruかkaなna　笑い飛ばしてくれたらwaraitobashite kuretaraいいiiなna

Are you watching over this weak version of me — I'd love it if you'd laugh it all off

こんなkonna不安fuanもmoなくなるnakunaruかkaなna　涙namidaなんてnanteなくなるnakunaruかkaなna

Can I forget everything — will tears just disappear?

どうしてdoushite生きているikite iruのnoかkaなna　答えておくれよkotaete okure yo

Why am I alive — give me an answer

忘れてしまえるwasurete shimaeru　だけどdakedo本当はhontou wa

I could forget — but the truth is

忘れてしまいたいwasurete shimaitaiことkotoもmoないんだnainda

There's nothing I actually want to forget

嫌いkiraiだってdatte言葉kotobaもmo　傷つけ合ったkizutsukeatta言葉kotobaもmo

Even words of hate, even the words we used to hurt each other

ボクbokuをwoこのkono世界sekaiにni刻んでくれてkizande kurete

They carved me into this world

ありがとうarigatou

Thank you

死んだらshindaraどこdokoへe行くikuのnoかkaなna　死んだらshindaraどこdokoへe行くikuのnoかkaなna

Where do you go when you die — where do you go when you die

どこdokoへeだってdatteでもdemoいいiiからkara　もうmou何もnani mo失くしたくないんだnakushitakunainda

I don't care where, I just don't want to lose anything more

死んだらshindaraどこdokoへe行くikuのnoかkaなna　何もnani moないnaiならnaraごめんgomenだdaなna

Where do you go when you die — if there's nothing there, then no thanks

生きていたくないikite itakunaiけれどkeredo　答えておくれよkotaete okure yo

I don't want to be alive — but give me an answer

死んだらshindara君kimiにni会えるaeruならnara　答えておくれよkotaete okure yo

If dying means I can see you — give me an answer