終点Shuuten

何もnanimo知らないshiranaiほうhouがgaいいiiならnara

If it's better not to know anything

何もnanimo教えてoshieteくれなくていいkurenakute ii

Then you don't have to tell me a thing

虚言kyogenのno真相shinsou　夢遊病muuyuubyou

The truth behind the lies — sleepwalking

無邪気なmujaki naあの子ano koのno長袖nagasodeのno裏側uragawa

The underside of that innocent girl's long sleeves

12階juunikaiのnoビルbiruからkara

From the twelfth-floor building

今日kyouもmo片足kataashiだけdake差し出しているsashidashite iru

Today again, one foot stretched out over the edge

蒼然souzen　悄然shouzen　どうせdouse

Pale — dejected — either way

死ぬshinu勇気yuukiのnoひとつhitotsuもmoないnaiくせしてkuse shite

Not even brave enough to die

人hitoのno形katachiでdeいるiruのにno ni　同じonaji人hitoのno言いなりiinariにniなるnaruならnara

If I'm human-shaped yet just follow what humans say

まだmada夢yumeはwa見れるmireruのにno ni　こんなkonna夢yumeもmo見れないmirenai世界sekaiならnara

I could still be dreaming — but if this is a world where even that dream can't exist

夏草natsukusaがga枯れるkareruまでmade　いっそissoしゃがんでshagande隠れていようかなkakurete iyou ka na

Until the summer grass withers — maybe I'll just crouch down and hide

なんてnanteことkotoをwo言ってitte笑うwarau間maにni

While I say things like that and laugh

次tsugiでde終点shuutenだda

The next stop is the last

何もnanimo知らないshiranaiほうhouがgaいいiiならnara

If it's better not to know anything

何もnanimo教えてoshieteくれなくていいkurenakute ii

Then you don't have to tell me a thing

妄想mousou　死恐怖症shikyoufushou　夜響症yakyoushou

Delusions — thanatophobia — night-echo syndrome

特効薬tokkouyakuはwa無気力mukiryokuかka　PTSDPTSD

Is the cure apathy — PTSD

いつかitsuka笑うwarauことkotoよりyori

More than the thought of laughing someday

ずっとzutto笑われるwarawareruことkotoにni慣れていたnarete ita

I've long been used to being laughed at

感情kanjou　愛情aijou　哀情aijou

Emotion — affection — grief

拾わずhirowazuにniいるiru　得てete落とすotosuよりyoriいいやii ya

Better not to pick them up at all — at least I won't drop them

死ぬshinuことkotoへeのno恐怖kyoufuをwo喰らいkurai

Devouring the fear of death

腹haraをwo満たしていくmitashite iku神様kamisama

The god who fills his belly on it

瞞しdamashiとto　詐欺師sagishiとto

Deceivers and con artists —

ボクbokuはwa疾うtouにniわかっているんだwakatte irunda

I've known it all along

どんなdonna絵の具enoguをwo塗り重ねるnurikasaneruよりyori

More than any layers of paint piled over

ずっとzutto暗いkurai　ただtada懐かしいnatsukashii光彩kousaiとto

Far darker — just a nostalgic radiance

果てしないhateshinaiほどhodoのno

And an endless

暗闇kurayamiがga

Darkness

答えkotaeだったdatta　答えkotaeだったdatta

Was the answer — was the answer

何もnanimoをwo手放してtebanashite

Letting go of everything

微睡madoromiのno奥深くokufukaku

Deep in the haze of half-sleep

堕ちていくochite iku

Falling

何もnanimo知らないshiranaiほうhouがgaいいiiならnara

If it's better not to know anything

何もnanimo教えてoshieteくれなくていいkurenakute ii

Then you don't have to tell me a thing

虚言kyogenのno真相shinsou　夢遊病muuyuubyou

The truth behind the lies — sleepwalking

無邪気なmujaki naあの子ano koのno長袖nagasodeのno裏側uragawa

The underside of that innocent girl's long sleeves

前髪maegamiをwo伸ばしているnobashite iru

I've been growing out my bangs

だってdatte何ひとつnani hitotsu見たくないmitakunaiからkara

Because I don't want to see a single thing

溶けるtokeruまでmade色iroをwo抜くnuku

Stripping the color until it dissolves

だってdatteボクbokuはwa染まりたくないsomaritakunaiからkara

Because I don't want to be stained by anything

恨み合ってurami atte　叩き合ってtataki atte

Resenting each other — striking each other

妬み合ってnetami atte　乏し合ってtoboshi atte

Envying each other — making each other feel small

探し合ってsagashi atte　慰め合ってnagusame atte

Searching for each other — comforting each other

悔やみ合ってkuyami atte　解り合ったwakari atta

Regretting together — and finally understanding each other

こんなkonna詩shiもmo音otoもmo

Even these words and sounds

肯定kouteiもmo否定hiteiもmo未練mirenもmo

Even the affirmations, denials, and lingering regrets

四季折々shikiorioriのno光彩kousaiもmo

Even the radiance of all four seasons

何処にもdoko ni mo残らないnokoranai

Leaves no trace anywhere —

暗闇kurayamiがga

Darkness

答えkotaeだったdatta　答えkotaeだったdatta

Was the answer — was the answer

吸い尽くすsuitsukusuようなyou na暗闇kurayamiがga

A darkness that swallows everything whole

ボクらbokuraのno未来miraiだったdatta

Was our future

願っているnegatte iru　もうmouいいんだiindaってtte

I'm wishing — that it's okay now

救われやしないんだsukuware ya shinainda

I was never going to be saved

微睡madoromiのno奥深くokufukaku

Deep in the haze of half-sleep

堕ちていくochite iku

Falling