Prologue

生きるikiruことkotoもmo慣れたnareta　歩くarukuことkotoもmo飽きたakita

I got used to living, got tired of walking

止まるtomaruことkotoがga増えたfueta　始めるhajimeruことkotoをwo辞めたyameta

Stopping more often, quit starting anything new

僕bokuはwa分かんなかったwakannakatta　僕bokuはwa欲しかったhoshikatta

I didn't understand, I wanted something

何naniがga欲しかったhoshikatta　僕bokuはwa分かんなかったwakannakatta

What did I want? I didn't understand

「「がんばれganbare」」なんてnante偉いeraiヤツyatsuにni言われてiwareteさsa

"Keep it up" — said by some big shot, you know

うんざりunzariなんだnandaよyo　もうmouいいiiよyo　安いyasui言葉kotoba　甘いamai言葉kotoba

I'm so sick of it, enough already, cheap words, sweet words

いらないiranai

I don't need them

泣いてnaite　傷付いてkizutsuite

Crying, getting hurt

もうmou息ikiをwoするsuruことkotoにniもmo嫌iyaにniなってnatte

Already sick of even breathing

多分tabunそうsouきっとkitto　今imaもmoずっとzutto　逃れるnogareru為tameのno言葉kotoba探してsagashiteさsa

Probably so, surely, still right now, searching for words to escape

ああaaいいiiかなkana　もうmouいいiiかなkana？？ってtte

Ah, is it okay? Is it okay now? — like that

こんなkonna僕bokuじゃjaダメdameなnaのnoでしょうdeshou？？

A person like me just isn't good enough, right?

迫るsemaru　明日ashitaがga　僕bokuをwo退いてnoite　僕bokuにniはwa罪tsumiはwaないnaiだろうdarou？？

Tomorrow closing in, pushing me aside — I'm not guilty, am I?

次tsugiからkaraはwa　次tsugiからkaraはwaってtte嘘usoのno仮面kamenはwa外れなくなってたhazurenaku natteta

"Next time, next time" — the mask of lies wouldn't come off anymore

ああaaいっかikka　もうmouいっかikka　なんてnanteさsa

Ah, whatever, who cares anymore, right

遠ざかるtoozakaru背中senakaにni僕bokuはwa言うiu

I say to the back growing distant

““サヨナラsayonara””ってtte

"Goodbye"

うまくumaku飾られたkazararetaもんmonだdaよyoなna

What a nicely decorated thing, huh

きれいkireiにni並べられてnaberareteさぞsazoよかったyokattaなna

All lined up so pretty, must've been nice for you

こんなkonna世の中yo no nakaよりyoriさsa

More than this world

水mizuのno中nakaのno方houがgaまだmada息ikiがgaできるdekiru気kiがgaしたんだshitanda

I felt like I could still breathe better underwater

前maeからkaraずっとzutto思ってたomottetaことkotoがgaあるんだarunda

There's something I've been thinking about for a while

もうmou嫌iyaなんだnandaよyo　助けてtasuketeおくれokure

I can't take it anymore, please help me

甘いamai言葉kotobaでde　安いyasui言葉kotobaでdeいいiiのno

Sweet words, cheap words are fine

偽善者gizensha

Hypocrite

今日kyouもmo歯haをwo食いしばってkuishibatte　何nanのnoためtameにni生きればikirebaいいiiのno？？

Gritting my teeth again today — what am I even living for?

次tsugiまでmadeはwa　次tsugiまでmadeはwaってtte　追い込むoikomuことkotoでde成り立ってきたnaritatte kitaのno

"Until next time, until next time" — I've been getting by just by pushing myself

ああaaいいiiよyoなあnaa　お前omaeはwaいいiiよyoなあnaaってtte

Ah, must be nice, must be nice for you — like that

追いつけないoitsukenai君kimiのno背中senakaをwo見ていたんだmiteitanda

I was watching your back, unable to catch up

迫るsemaru明日ashitaがga僕bokuをwo退いてnoite

Tomorrow closing in, pushing me aside

僕bokuにniはwa罪tsumiはwaないnaiだろうdarou？？

I'm not guilty, am I?

次tsugiからkaraはwa次tsugiからkaraはwaってtte嘘usoのno仮面kamenはwa外れなくなってたhazurenaku natteta

"Next time, next time" — the mask of lies wouldn't come off anymore

ああaaいいiiかなkana？？　もうmouいいiiよyoなna？？ってtte

Ah, is it okay? It's okay now, right? — like that

まだmada間に合うmaniauだろうdarou？？置いていかないでoite ikanaide

I can still make it, right? Don't leave me behind

プロローグpuroogu

Prologue

泣いてnaite　傷付いてkizutsuite

Crying, getting hurt

もうmou息ikiをwoするsuruことkotoにniもmo嫌iyaにniなってnatte

Already sick of even breathing

多分tabunそうsouきっとkitto　今imaもmoずっとzutto　逃れるnogareru為tameのno言葉kotoba探してsagashiteさsa

Probably so, surely, still right now, searching for words to escape

ああaaいいiiかなkana　もうmouいいiiかなkana？？ってtte

Ah, is it okay? Is it okay now? — like that

こんなkonna僕bokuじゃjaダメdameなnaのnoでしょうdeshou？？

A person like me just isn't good enough, right?

忘れないwasurenai

I won't forget

今日kyouもmo歯haをwo食いしばってkuishibatte　何nanのnoためtameにni生きればikirebaいいiiのno？？

Gritting my teeth again today — what am I even living for?

次tsugiまでmadeはwa　次tsugiまでmadeはwaってtte　追い込むoikomuことkotoでde成り立ってきたnaritatte kitaのno

"Until next time, until next time" — I've been getting by just by pushing myself

ああaaいいiiよyoなあnaa　お前omaeはwaいいiiよyoなあnaaってtte

Ah, must be nice, must be nice for you — like that

君kimiってtte　僕bokuってtte　迷ってmayotte

You and me, lost and wandering

未完成品mikansei hin　プロローグpuroogu

Unfinished work — a prologue