ライラックRairakku

いつかitsukaのno声koeがga今ima僕bokuのno心kokoroをwo窮屈kyuukutsuにniしていくshiteiku

A voice from the past keeps suffocating my heart now

ああだったんでしょaa dattan desho　こうだったんでしょkou dattan desho

It was like this, wasn't it? It was like that, wasn't it?

身勝手migatte解釈kaishakureceiverreceiver

A selfish-interpretation receiver

変わらなきゃkawaranakya飽きましたakimashitaってtte　変わればkawareba変わりましたkawarimashitaよねってyo ne tte

If you don't change they say they're bored, if you change they say you've changed, right?

一体ittaiなんだい？nandai?それsoreなんだい？nandai?

What is it exactly? What is that?

矛hokoとto盾tateはwa無くならないnakunaranaiようでしてyou de shite

It seems spears and shields will never disappear

幸せshiawaseはwaピンぼけpinbokeするsuru不良品furyouhinアイシャッターai shattaa

Happiness is a defective eye shutter that blurs

苦しいkurushiiことkotoはwa繊細sensaiにni映るutsuru高画質kougashitsuレンズrenzuでde

But suffering is captured in high-definition lenses with precision

精一杯seiippaiやってんだyatten da　別にbetsu ni君kimiのno為tameじゃないjanai

I'm doing my best, it's not for you

ねえneeそうだろ？sou daro?

Right?

性shouにni合わないawanaiことkotoしてshite生きれるikireruほどhodo余裕yoyuuないnai

I don't have the luxury of living doing things that don't suit me

人生jinseiそうsouハイhaiにni

Life, so high

人生jinseiそうsou前maeにni

Life, so forward

人生jinsei聡明soumeiにni生きたいikitaiのnoはwa山々yamayamaだdaがga

I'd love to live life wisely, but

割とwari to根拠konkyoもmo証明shoumeiもmoないようなnai you na現状genjou世界sekaiくらいkuraiがga丁度choudoよくてyokute

A world with no real basis or proof is just about right for me

人生jinseiそうsouラフrafuにni

Life, so rough

人生jinseiそうsouタフtafuにni

Life, so tough

人生jinseiそうsouゲームgeemuみたいmitaiにni単純なtanjun naものmonoでdeいいだろii daro

Life should be simple like a game, right?

A・BボタンA B botanでde賭けてkakete決めたいkimetai未来miraiもmoあるんだarun da

There are futures I want to bet on with the A and B buttons

ヒーローhiirooのnoプライベートpuraibeetooはwaきっとkittoしょうもないshoumonaiとto思うんだomoun da

A hero's private life is probably pretty lame, I think

割とwari toネガティヴnegativuだったりdattari　普通futsuuのno人間ningenしてるshiteruさsa

Pretty negative sometimes, just being a normal person

他人taninのno声koeにni惑わされるmadowasareruほどhodo余裕yoyuuないnai

I don't have the luxury of being swayed by others' voices

もうmouいっそisso不乱furanにni

Might as well be unwavering

もうmouいっそisso不安定fuanteiにni

Might as well be unstable

もうmouきっとkitto説明書setsumeishoどおりdooriはwa綺麗kirei過ぎてsugiteしまうshimauからkara

The instruction manual way is surely too clean

汚せyogose　壊せkowase　決められたkimeraretaつまらないtsumaranai固定概念kotei gainenなんてnante捨てろsutero

Stain it, break it, throw away boring fixed concepts

もうmou実際jissaiどうにでもなれdou ni demo nare

At this point, whatever happens, happens

押し殺したoshikoroshita声koeでdeやりたくないyaritakunaiことkotoにni

Stop nodding carelessly at things you don't want to do

軽々しくkarugaru shiku頷くunazukuのnoはwaやめろyamero　上げろagero　顔kaoをwo　上げろagero

With a stifled voice — stop it, raise it, your face, raise it

疲れてtsukareteしまったんだshimattan da

I've grown tired

人hitoのnoエゴegoでde造られたtsukurareta虚kyoにniだけdakeはwaなりたくnaritakuはwaなくてnakute

I don't want to become a hollow made from people's egos

時間jikanはwaまだmadaあるaruとto　いざiza一人hitori目の前me no maeにniしたshita後悔koukaiとto

Thinking there's still time, facing the regret alone

心電図shindenzuはwaグシャグシャgushagushaのnoまんまmanma思うomouことkotoはwaただtada一つhitotsu

With a heart monitor all messed up, I think of just one thing

憂憂憂憂憂憂憂yuu yuu yuu yuu yuu yuu yuu

Gloom gloom gloom gloom gloom gloom gloom

人生jinseiそうsouハイhaiにni

Life, so high

人生jinseiそうsou前maeにni

Life, so forward

人生jinsei聡明soumeiにni変わりたいkawaritaiのnoはwa山々yamayamaだdaがga

I'd love to change wisely, but

私watashiはwa根拠konkyoもmo証明shoumeiもmoないようなnai you na現状genjou世界sekaiくらいkuraiがgaお似合いoniaiだda

A world with no real basis or proof is about all I deserve

人生jinseiそうsouラフrafuにni

Life, so rough

人生jinseiそうsouタフtafuにni

Life, so tough

実際jissaiそうsouゲームgeemuみたいmitaiにni単純明快tanjun meikai生きたくってikitakutte

I really want to live simply and clearly like a game

A・BボタンA B botanでde変えてkaeteみたいmitai未来miraiもmoあるんだarun da

There are futures I want to change with the A and B buttons