Again

期待しないkitai shinai方houがga利口rikouですdesu

It's smarter not to expect anything

明るくないakarukunai将来shouraiはwaお見通しomitoshi

A future that's not bright is plain to see

極力kyokuryoku深入りせぬfukairi senuようyou

Trying not to get too deeply involved

関係kankeiをwo保とうtamotouとto努めたtsutometa

I worked to keep the relationship intact

何naniにniしたってshitatte

No matter what

いつだってitsudatte

Every time

傷つくkizutsukuだけdake

I only get hurt

静かshizukaにni傷つくkizutsukuだけdake

I only get hurt in silence

少しずつsukoshi zutsu

Little by little

すり減らすsuriherasuだけdake

Just wearing it down

心kokoroをwoすり減らすsuriherasuだけdake

Just wearing my heart down

ベランダberandaにniサーフボードsaafuboodoはwa眠ってるnemutteru

A surfboard sleeps on the balcony

ここkoko4、yon,5年go nen　ビーチbiichiはwa未踏mitouのno地chi

The beach, unvisited for four or five years

疲れtsukare引きずるhikizuru週末shuumatsuはwa

On weekends dragging with exhaustion

苛立ちiradachiをwo解放しようkaihou shiyouもmoなくnaku

With no way to release my frustration

ひたすらhitasura焦ってるasetteru

Just desperately restless

毎日mainichiをwo

Every single day

塗り潰すnuritsubusuだけdake

Just painting over it

がむしゃらgamusharaにni塗り潰すnuritsubusuだけdake

Just recklessly painting over it

実際jissaiはwa

The truth is

空っぽkarappoにniなるnaruだけdake

I'm just becoming empty

心kokoroがga空っぽkarappoにniなるnaruだけdake

My heart is just becoming empty

「いつになくitsu ni naku笑っていれたwaratteiretaかな？」kana?

"Was I smiling more than usual?"

そんなsonna日hiだってdatte存在してたっけ？sonzai shitetakke?たっけ？takke?

Did days like that even exist? Did they?

胸muneのno中nakaでde光ったhikattaお宝otakara

The treasure that glowed inside my chest

そっとそっとsotto sotto　仕舞ったshimatta

I tucked it away so gently

今日kyouだってdatte

Even today

ぶち壊すbuchikowasuだけdake

Just smashing things apart

他意taiもmoなくnakuぶち壊すbuchikowasuだけdake

Just smashing things apart without meaning to

どうしようもなくdoushiyou mo naku

Hopelessly

虚しくmunashikuなるnaruだけdake

Just feeling hollow

自分jibunがga虚しくmunashikuなるnaruだけdake

Just feeling hollow inside

それでもsoredemo

Even so

やり直すyarinaosuだけdake

Just starting over

もうmou一度ichidoやり直すyarinaosuだけdake

Just starting over one more time

ただただtadatada毎日mainichiをwo

Day after day after day

繰り返すkurikaesuだけdake

Just repeating it all

何度nandoでもdemo繰り返すkurikaesuだけdake

Just repeating it all, no matter how many times

「いつになくitsu ni naku笑っていれたwaratteiretaかな？」kana?

"Was I smiling more than usual?"

そんなsonna僕bokuもmo存在してたっけ？sonzai shitetakke?たっけ？takke?

Did that version of me even exist? Did it?

優しいyasashii気持ちkimochiにniなれたnareta日hiはwa

On the days I could feel something tender

君kimiがga　君kimiが、、ga,,

It was you — it was you...

「いつになくitsu ni naku笑っていれたwaratteiretaよな」yo na

"I was smiling more than usual, wasn't I"

そんなsonna日hiがga訪れるotozureruようにyou ni祈ってinotte祈ってinotte

Praying and praying for a day like that to come

胸muneのno中nakaにniしまったshimattaお宝otakara

The treasure I tucked inside my chest

そっとそっとsotto sotto

So gently

今日kyouもmo優しくyasashiku光ったhikatta

Glowed softly again today