Any

上辺uwabeばかりbakariをwo撫で回されてnademawasarete

Having the surface stroked over and over

急kyuuにniすべてsubeteにni嫌気iyakeがgaさしたsashita僕bokuはwa

I suddenly grew sick of everything

僕bokuのno中nakaにni潜んだhisonda暗闇kurayamiをwo

The darkness lurking inside me

無理やりmuriyariほじくり出してhojikuridashiteもがいてたmogaitetaようだyou da

It seems I was digging it out by force, struggling all along

真実shinjitsuからkaraはwa嘘usoをwo

From truth, I sought lies

嘘usoからkaraはwa真実shinjitsuをwo

From lies, I sought truth

夢中muchuuでde探してきたsagashitekitaけどkedo

Searching frantically all this time

今ima　僕bokuのnoいるiru場所bashoがga　探してたsagashitetaのnoとto違ってもchigattemo

Even if where I am now isn't where I was looking for

間違いmachigaiじゃないja nai　きっとkitto答えkotaeはwa一つhitotsuじゃないja nai

It's not wrong — surely the answer is never just one

何度nandoもmo手teをwo加えたkuwaeta　汚れたyogoreta自画像jigazouにni　ほらhora

This self-portrait I've retouched again and again, stained — look

またmata12色juunishokuのno心kokoroでde　好きなsuki na背景haikeiをwo描きたして行くkakitashiteiku

With a heart of twelve colors, I keep painting in the backdrop I love

いろんなironnaことkotoをwo犠牲giseiにniしてshite　巻き添いmakizoeにniしてshite

Sacrificing so many things, dragging others down with me

悦etsuにni浸ってhitatte走ったhashitta自分jibunをwo時代jidaiのnoせいseiにniしたんだshitanda

I blamed the times for the self that ran on, drunk on pleasure

「もっとmottoいいiiことkotoはwaないか？」nai ka?ってtte言いながらiinagara

"Isn't there something better out there?" I'd say

卓上takujouのno空論kuuronをwo振り回してfurimawashiteばっかbakka

Just swinging around armchair theories

そしてsoshite僕bokuはwa知ってしまったshitte shimatta

And then I found out

小手先kotesakiでdeやりくりしたってyarikuri shitatte

No matter how I juggled things on the surface

何一つnani hitotsu変えられkaerareはwaしないshinai

Not a single thing would change

今ima　僕bokuのnoいるiru場所bashoがga　望んだnozondaものmonoとto違ってもchigattemo

Even if where I am now isn't what I'd hoped for

悪くwarukuはwaないnai　きっとkitto答えkotaeはwa一つhitotsuじゃないja nai

It's not bad — surely the answer is never just one

「愛してる」aishiteruとto君kimiがga言うiu　口先kuchisakiだけdakeだdaとしてもto shite mo

When you say "I love you," even if it's just lip service

たまらなくtamaranaku嬉しくなるureshiku naruからkara　それsoreもmoまたmata僕bokuにとってni totte真実shinjitsu

It makes me so happy I can't stand it — and that too is truth to me

交差点kousaten　信号機shingoukin　排気ガスhaiki gasuのno匂いnioi

Intersections, traffic lights, the smell of exhaust

クラクションkurakushon　壁kabeのno落書きrakugaki　破られたyaburaretaポスターposutaa

Car horns, graffiti on walls, torn-up posters

今ima　僕bokuのnoいるiru場所bashoがga　探してたsagashitetaのnoとto違ってもchigattemo

Even if where I am now isn't where I was looking for

間違いmachigaiじゃないja nai　いつもitsumo答えkotaeはwa一つhitotsuじゃないja nai

It's not wrong — the answer is always more than one

何度nandoもmo手teをwo加えたkuwaeta　汚れたyogoreta自画像jigazouにni　ほらhora

This self-portrait I've retouched again and again, stained — look

またmata12色juunishokuのno心kokoroでde　好きなsuki na背景haikeiをwo描きたして行くkakitashiteiku

With a heart of twelve colors, I keep painting in the backdrop I love

またmata描きたして行くkakitashiteiku

Keep painting it in

そのsonoすべてsubete真実shinjitsu

All of it — truth