himawari

優しさyasashisaのno死に化粧shinigeshuuでde

With kindness dressed up like a death mask

笑ってるwaratteruようにyou ni見せてるmiseteru

You make it look like you're smiling

君kimiのno覚悟kakugoがga分かりすぎるwakarisugiruからkara

I understand your resolve too well

僕bokuはwaそっとsotto手teをwo振るfuruだけdake

So all I can do is quietly wave

「ありがとう」arigatouもmo「さよなら」sayonaraもmo僕らbokuraにはniwaもうmouいらないiranai

We don't need "thank you" or "goodbye" anymore

「全部嘘だよ」zenbu uso da yoそうsou言ってitte笑うwarau君kimiをwo

"It's all a lie" — I'm still hoping

まだmada期待してるkitai shiteruからkara

For the you who says that and laughs

いつもitsumo

Always

透き通るsukitooruほどhodo真っ直ぐにmassugu ni

So transparent, so utterly straight

明日ashitaへe漕ぎだすkogidasu君kimiがgaいるiru

There you are, rowing toward tomorrow

眩しくてmabushikute　綺麗でkirei de　苦しくなるkurushiku naru

So radiant, so beautiful, it hurts

暗がりkuragariでde咲いてるsaiteruひまわりhimawari

A sunflower blooming in the dark

嵐arashiがga去ったsattaあとatoのno陽だまりhidamari

A patch of warmth after the storm has passed

そんなsonna君kimiにni僕bokuはwa恋してたkoishiteta

I was in love with someone like you

想い出omoideのno角砂糖kakuzatouをwo

These sugar cubes of memories

涙namidaがga溶かしちゃわぬtokashichawa nuようにyou ni

So the tears won't melt them away

僕bokuのno命inochiとto共にtomo ni尽きるtsukiruようにyou ni

So they'll last as long as my life does

ちょっとずつchotto zutsu舐めてnamete生きるikiruからkara

I'll go on living, savoring them little by little

だけどdakedo

And yet

何故だろうnaze darou　怖いもの見たさkowai mono mitasaでde

I wonder why — drawn by morbid curiosity

愛aiにni彷徨うsamayou僕bokuもmoいるiru

There's a version of me wandering through love

君kimiのnoいないinai世界sekaiってtte

A world without you

どんなdonna色iroをwoしてたろう？shitetarou？

What color would it be?

違うchigau誰かdarekaのno肌触りhadazawari

The feel of someone else's skin

格好つけたりkakkou tsuke tari　はにかんだりhanikandari

Acting cool, getting shy

そんなsonna僕bokuがga果たしているんだろうか？hatashite irunda rou ka？

Does that version of me even exist?

諦めることakirameru koto

Giving up

妥協することdakyou suru koto

Compromising

誰かdarekaにniあわせてawasete生きることikiru koto

Living to match someone else

考えてるkangaeteru風fuuでdeいてite

Looking like I'm thinking it through

実はjitsu waそんなにsonna ni深くfukaku考えてkangaeteいやしないiya shinaiことkoto

When really I'm not thinking deeply at all

思いomoiをwo飲み込むnomikomu美学bigakuとto

The art of swallowing your feelings

自分jibunをwo言いくるめてiikurumete

Talking yourself into it

実際jissaiはwa面倒臭いmendoukusaiことkotoからkara逃げるようにしてnigeru you ni shite

Really just running from anything that's a hassle

邪yokoshimaにniただtada生きているikiteiru

Living crookedly, just getting by

だからdakara

That's why

透き通るsukitooruほどhodo真っ直ぐにmassugu ni

So transparent, so utterly straight

明日ashitaへe漕ぎだすkogidasu君kimiをwoみてmite

Watching you row toward tomorrow

眩しくてmabushikute　綺麗でkirei de　苦しくなるkurushiku naru

So radiant, so beautiful, it hurts

暗がりkuragariでde咲いてるsaiteruひまわりhimawari

A sunflower blooming in the dark

嵐arashiがga去ったsattaあとatoのno陽だまりhidamari

A patch of warmth after the storm has passed

そんなsonna君kimiにni僕bokuはwa恋してたkoishiteta

I was in love with someone like you

そんなsonna君kimiをwo僕bokuはwa　ずっとzutto

Someone like you, I'll always