ビターバカンスBitaa Bakansu

息ikiがga詰まるtsumaruようなyou na日々hibiがga続いたらtsuzuitara

When the days start to feel suffocating

休暇kyuukaをwo取ればtorebaいいii

Just take a break

あのano人hitoもmo上手にjouzu niちゃんとchantoやれてるyareteruしshi

That person over there is managing just fine

バカンスbakansuにni行っちゃえばicchae baいいii

Just go on vacation

気にしないki ni shinaiようにyou ni「「したりshitari」」

Pretending "not to mind"

守るmamoruためにtame ni「「戦うtatakau」」毎日mainichi

Days of "fighting" to hold things together

ちょっとchotto、、待ってmatte、、

Wait, just a second —

笑うwarauしかshikaないnaiはずhazuなnaのnoにni

I should be able to laugh it off

涙namidaがga出ちゃうdechau　急にkyuu ni

But the tears come out of nowhere

追いつけないoitsukenai人hitoがgaいるiru

There's someone I can't keep up with

そのsonoマジカルmajikaruをwo

That magic they have —

ただtada恥じちゃうhajichau自分jibunがga居るiru

I just feel ashamed of myself

いつかitsukaはwaねne

Someday, maybe

僕bokuはwa諦めてakirameteしまうshimauのnoでしょうdeshouかka

Will I just give up?

辛いtsuraiことkotoばっかbakkaじゃないja naiってtte事kotoをwo

I want to teach myself

僕bokuにni教えたいoshietai　教えたいoshietai　教えたいoshietai

That it's not all hard things — I want to, I want to, I want to

ぐだぐだgudaguda時間jikanはwa過ぎていくsugite ikuけどkedo

Time drags on, going nowhere

ちょっぴりchoppiri甘いamaiくらいkuraiなna

But something just a little sweet,

ほろ苦いhoronigaiがga

Something bittersweet —

愛aiじゃないja nai？？

Isn't that love?

やっぱりyappari好きなsuki naことkotoをwoするsuruくらいkuraiはwa

Doing the things you love, at least —

いいiiじゃないja nai？？

Isn't that okay?

人hitoがga集うtsudou　週末shuumatsu

People gathering on weekends

列retsuがga混みkomi　順番待ちjunban machi要員youin

The lines are packed — just another number in the queue

上手にjouzu niやってyatte見えるmieruあのano人hitoもmo

That person who always seems to have it together

どこかdokokaでde傷つきkizutsuki得たeta　オンonとtoオフofuをwo

Must have been hurt somewhere, learned to switch on and off

嫌われたくないkirawaretakunaiしshi

I don't want to be hated

なんならnannara皆んなmin'naにni好かれたいsukaretaiしshi

I actually want everyone to like me

ちょっとchottoだけdake

Just a little —

無理してるmuri shiteru自分jibunがga気持ち悪くてkimochi warukute

The version of me pushing too hard feels gross

涙namidaもmo出ないdenai0時reiji

Midnight, not even able to cry

愛aiとかtoka恋koiとかtoka

Love, romance —

友情yuujouとかtokaわからないwakaranaiけどkedo

I don't really understand friendship either

難しくmuzukashiku考えなくてkangaenakuteいいii

But I don't have to overthink it

どこかdokokaにni

Somewhere out there

私watashiをwo待ってるmatteru人hitoはwa居るiruのnoでしょうdeshouかka

Is there someone waiting for me?

辛いtsuraiことkotoばっかbakkaじゃないja naiってtte事kotoをwo

I want to tell you

君kimiにni教えたいoshietai　教えたいoshietai　教えたいoshietai

That it's not all hard things — I want to, I want to, I want to

結局kekkyoku　遠くtookuへe行っちゃうicchauけどもkedo mo

In the end you'll go somewhere far away

笑えるwaraeru今日kyouをwo大事daijiにniしまってshimatteおこうokou

Let's hold on tight to the days we can still smile

いつかitsukaはwaバイバイbaibai　バイバイbaibai　バイバイbaibai

Someday, bye-bye, bye-bye, bye-bye

羨ましいurayamashii人hitoばかりbakariのno　人集りhitoatsumar i

A crowd full of people I envy

好きsukiってtte伝えてtsutaeteみたいmitai　君kimiにni

I want to try telling you I like you

楽しくないtanoshikunai日hiもmoねne　あるaruのnoはwa

There are days that aren't fun — that's

否めやinameyaしないshinaiけどkedoねne

Something I can't deny

辛いtsuraiことkotoばっかbakkaじゃないja naiってtte事kotoをwo

I know it's not all hard things

僕bokuはwaわかってるwakatteru　わかってるwakatteru　わかってるwakatteru

I know, I know, I know

いつかitsuka君kimiはwa忘れるwasureruでしょうdeshou

Someday you'll forget

僕bokuとto過ごしたsugoshita日々hibiをwo香りkaoriをwo

The days we spent together, and the scent of them

息ikiがga詰まるtsumaruようなyou na日々hibiがga続いたらtsuzuitara

When the days start to feel suffocating

ちょっぴりchoppiri休めばyasumebaいいii

Just rest a little

休めばyasumebaいいii　休んじゃえばyasunjae baいいii

Rest — just rest, go ahead and rest