クダリKudari

瞳hitomiはwaいつからかitsu kara ka　嘘usoがga見えてmiete

Somewhere along the way, my eyes began to see through lies

汚れたyogoreta世の中yononakaのno仕組みshikumiもmo嫌ってほどiyatte hodo見えてmiete

I could see the workings of this tainted world more than I ever wanted

声koeがga届かないtodokanaiとto知ったshittaのnoはwaいつitsuだろうdarou

When did I realize that my voice wasn't reaching anyone?

知らないshiranai誰かdarekaにniもmo嫌われたくなんかないkirawaretaku nanka naiとto思ったomottaのnoはwa

When did I start dreading being hated even by strangers I'd never met?

いつからだろうitsu kara darou

When did that begin?

嘘usoをwoつくtsukuのnoもmo　在るaru時tokiからkara疲れてtsukarete

Lying became exhausting somewhere along the way too

哀しいkanashiiのnoもmo寂しいsabishiiのnoもmo　私watashiだけdakeでde良いiiのnoさsa

The sadness and the loneliness — I'll carry those alone, that's fine

何にもnani ni mo負けないmakenaiそのsono貴方anataのno笑顔egaoがga

I just want that smile of yours that never loses to anything

悲しみkanashimiでde溢れるafureru事kotoがga無いようにnai you ni

To never be drowned in sorrow

どうやってdou yatte生きていけばikite ikebaいいiiのnoだろうdarou

How am I supposed to keep living?

結局kekkyokuはwa気遣いさせてkizukai saseteはwa

In the end I make people worry

虚しさmunashisaのno海umiにni落としてしまってotoshite shimatte　どうしようdou shiyouかka

And drop them into a sea of emptiness — what am I supposed to do?

背伸びsenobiがga得意になりtokui ni nari　繕うtsukurouのnoなんかnankaはwa朝飯前asameshimae

I've gotten good at overreaching, and putting on a face is second nature now

でもdemo心kokoroのnoどっかでdokka de　見つけてほしいんだろうなmitsukete hoshiindaro u na

But somewhere in my heart, I must want to be found

大人otonaにniなってもnatte mo　わからないwakaranaiものmonoですdesu

Even as an adult, there are things you just can't figure out

汚れたyogoreta世の中yononakaのno仕組みshikumiにni嫌ってほどiyatte hodo慣れてnarete

I've grown far too used to the workings of this tainted world

声koeがga届かないtodokanaiとto諦めたakirametaのnoはwaいつitsuだろうdarou

When did I give up on my voice ever reaching anyone?

悲しみkanashimiでde溢れるafureru事kotoがga無いようにnai you ni

So that you're never drowned in sorrow

どうやってdou yatte息ikiをwo吸えばsuebaいいiiのnoだろうdarou

How am I supposed to keep breathing?

結局kekkyokuはwa気遣いさせてkizukai saseteはwa

In the end I make people worry

私watashiというto iu海umiをwo泳がせてしまってoyogasete shimatte　どうしようdou shiyouかka

And let them swim through the sea that is me — what am I supposed to do?

背伸びsenobiがga出来なくなりdekinaku nari　目meをwo擦ってsusutte埋めるumeru足りないtarinai価値kachi

I can't overreach anymore, rubbing my eyes to fill the worth that falls short

でもdemo心kokoroのnoどっかでdokka de　助けてほしいんだろうなtasukete hoshiindaro u na

But somewhere in my heart, I must want someone to help me

貴女anataにni刺さったsasatta棘togeをwo食べてtabete

I swallow the thorns that pierced you

哀しいkanashiiのnoもmo寂しいsabishiiのnoもmo　私watashiだけdakeでde良いiiのnoさsa

The sadness and the loneliness — I'll carry those alone, that's fine

何にもnani ni mo負けないmakenaiそのsono貴方anataのno笑顔egaoがga

I just want that smile of yours that never loses to anything

悲しみkanashimiでde溢れるafureru事kotoがga無いようにnai you ni

To never be drowned in sorrow