L.P

反逆hangyaku精神seishinにni基づいてmotozuite

Based on a spirit of rebellion

すぐsugu嫌いkiraiにniなるnaru方法houhouをwoねne

A way to fall out of love quickly —

一日ichinichi考えてkangaeteみたmitaけれどkeredo

I thought about it all day long

私watashiのno眼meはwa愛情aijouのno目me

But my eyes are eyes of love

いつもitsumo通りdooriだdaとto理解rikaiのno上ue

Understanding this is just how it always is

吊り橋tsuribashiはwa既にsude ni壊れ始めてkoware hajimete

The suspension bridge has already started to fall apart

いつしかitsushika出会ったdeattaあの日ano hiのno夢yume

The dream of that day we once met

輝けるkagayakeruうちuchiにni　さよならsayonaraだdaねne。。

Goodbye — while it can still shine.

死にたくないshinitakunaiからkara　忘れないでwasurenaide

Because I don't want to die — don't forget me

お願いonegaiどうかdouka　生かしていてikashiteite

Please, I beg you — keep me alive

不安fuanにniなるnaruからkara　何回nankaiだってdatte　何回nankaiだってdatte　何回nankaiだってdatte

Because I get so scared — over and over and over and over

死にたくないshinitakunaiよyo　殺さないでkorosanaide

I don't want to die — please don't kill me

お願いonegaiどうかdouka　愛していてaishiteite

Please, I beg you — love me

不安fuanにniなるnaruからkara　何回nankaiだってdatte　何回nankaiだってdatte　何回nankaiだってdatte

Because I get so scared — over and over and over and over

言ってitte

Say it

泣きたいnakitaiとto思うomouほどhodo不思議fushigiでdeねne

It's so strange I could cry, you know

君kimiのno放つhanatsu言の葉kotonohaはwa　とてもtotemo

The words you send out, they

醜くminikuku私watashiをwo引き裂くhikisakuけどkedo

Tear me apart so uglily

尊くtoutoku私watashiをwo抱きしめるdakishimeruのno

Yet hold me so tenderly

いつかitsukaもしもmoshimo望むnozomu光hikariがgaねne

If someday the light you've been wishing for

君kimiのno元motoにni降りていっちゃうorite icchauだろうdarou？？

Were to come down to you — it would, wouldn't it?

いつしかitsushika笑ったwarattaあの日ano hiのno事kotoもmo

Even the memory of that day we once laughed

疎ましくutomashikuなってnatteしまうshimauのnoかなkana？？

Might become something we come to resent?

知りたくないshiritakunaiからkara　教えないでoshienaide

Because I don't want to know — don't tell me

お願いonegaiどうかdouka　そのままsono mamaでde居てite

Please, I beg you — stay as you are

不安fuanにniなるnaruからkara　何回nankaiだってdatte　何回nankaiだってdatte

Because I get so scared — over and over

「「バイバイbaibai」」なんてnante、、

No "goodbye" —

死にたくないshinitakunaiよyo　殺さないでkorosanaide

I don't want to die — please don't kill me

お願いonegaiどうかdouka　愛さずaisazuともtomo

Please, I beg you — even if you can't love me

不安fuanにniなるnaruからkara　何回nankaiだってdatte　何回nankaiだってdatte

Because I get so scared — over and over

ギュッとgyuttoしていてshiteite

Hold me tight

死にたくなるshinitakunaruからkara　はやくhayaku気づいてkizuite

Because it makes me want to die — please notice soon

嫌いたくないkiraitakunaiからkara　そろそろsorosoroじゃあねjaa ne

Because I don't want to hate you — so, it's about time — so long

今imaのnoままmama好きだsuki daとto言えるieru程hodo

Strong enough to say "I love you, just as you are" —

私watashiはwa強くないtsuyokunaiからkara　何回nankaiだってdatte　何回nankaiだってdatte

I'm not that strong — over and over

確かめるtashikameru度tabi　報われぬmukuwarenu様だyou da

Every time I check, it seems I go unrewarded

それでもsore demo虚しくmunashiku　何回nankaiだってdatte　何回nankaiだってdatte

And still, emptily — over and over

傷kizuをwo開いてhiraite

Opening the wound

死にたくないshinitakunaiからkara　そっとsotto抱いてdaite

Because I don't want to die — hold me gently

お願いonegaiどうかdouka　そのままsono mamaでdeいてite

Please, I beg you — stay as you are

哀しくkanashikuなるnaruけどkedo　何回nankaiだってdatte　何回nankaiだってdatte　何回nankaiだってdatte

Even though I grow sad — over and over and over and over

貴方anataにni救われるsukuwareru様だyou da

It feels like you're saving me

貴方anataにni守られるmamorareru様だyou da

It feels like you're protecting me

実jitsuはwaそうsouはwa行かぬikanu様だyou da

But actually, it seems that's not quite how it goes

私watashiはwa堕ちてochite往くiku

I am falling

誰かdarekaにni癒されるiyasareru様なyou na

Like being healed by someone

愛すaisu様にyou ni愛されるaisareru様なyou na

Like being loved the way you love

救うsukuu様にyou ni救われてsukuwareteみたいmitaiなna

I want to be saved the way I save

寂しいsabishiiなna

I'm so lonely