Loneliness

死にたいshinitai今日kyouもmo

Even today, I want to die

仕方がないshikata ga naiでしょうdeshou？？

Can't be helped, can it?

誰かdarekaにniバレてbareteしまうshimau前maeにni

Before someone finds out

ドス黒いdosu guroi夜yoruにni呑まれてnomareteしまうshimau前maeにni

Before I get swallowed by the pitch-black night

縛り付けてshibaritsukete何にもnanni mo出来ないdekinaiようにyou niしてshite

Tie me down so I can't do anything

私watashiをwo殺してkoroshite欲しいhoshiiのnoですdesu

I want you to kill me

誰にもdare ni mo何もnani mo　もうmou何もnani mo期待kitaiはwaしないshinaiけどkedo

I don't expect anything from anyone anymore

君kimiをwo好きsukiでdeはwa居たいitai

But I still want to love you

中身nakamiでもdemo顔kaoでもdemo何でもないnandemonai

Not for what's inside you, not your face, not for any reason

君kimiのnoそのsono日々hibiのno一部ichibuでde居たいitai

I just want to be a part of your everyday life

爆音bakuonでde脳nouとto胸muneをwo焦がしてkogashite

Scorching my mind and chest with a deafening roar

意味imiのno無いnai論理ronriでde紛らわすmagirawasuロンリネスronrinesu

Loneliness, smothered by meaningless logic

性seiのno二乗nijou　離れられなくhanarerarenakuなってnatte

Desire squared — I can't pull away anymore

意地悪なijiwaru na恩義ongiでde曝け出すsarakedasuロンリネスronrinesu

Loneliness, laid bare by cruel obligation

痛々しいitaitashii痕atoもmo

These painful scars

言い出したいiidashitai過去kakoもmo

And the past I want to speak aloud

誰かdarekaにni頼れるtayoreru日hiがga来るkuruまでmade

Until the day I can lean on someone

ドス黒いdosu guroi中nakaにni光hikariがgaあったらattaraいいiiなna

I wish there were light in all this darkness

釘kugiをwo打ってutte何処にもdoko ni mo行かないikanaiようにyou niしてshite

Nail me down so I can't go anywhere

そのsono身miをwo好き勝手suki katteしたいshitaiのnoですdesu

I want to do whatever I want with you

呆れるakireru程hodoにni　もうmou誇りhokoriはwa蔑ろnaigashiroだdaけどkedo

My pride has been neglected to a shameful degree

生きてるikiteru意味imiをwo知りたいshiritai

I want to know what it means to be alive

真面目majimeでもdemo馬鹿bakaでもdemo何でもnandemo無いnai

Not serious, not a fool, not anything

人hitoならざるnarazaruものmonoなnaのnoかkaもmo知れないshirenai

Maybe I'm something that isn't even human

愛aiのno起源kigen　理性riseiとto許容kyoyouをwo飛ばしてtobashite

The origin of love — skipping past reason and tolerance

嘘usoのno無いnai本意hon'iでde皮肉hinikuにniもmoロンリネスronrinesu

With my truest, most unguarded intentions — ironically, loneliness

別betsuのno次元jigen　「「踏み込んでfumikondeしまったshimatta」」ってtte

A different dimension — "I ended up stepping too far in"

堕ちてゆくochite yuku深くfukakuへe　治らないnaoranaiロンリネスronrinesu

Falling deeper and deeper — a loneliness that won't heal

絶頂zecchouねne　あそこasokoもmoここkokoもmo濡らしてnurashite

At the peak — everything wet, here and there

錆びついたsabitsuita心kokoroにni油aburaをwoさしてsashite

Oiling this rusted heart

ベッドbeddoにniねne　2人futariのno香りkaoriをwo残してnokoshite

Leaving the scent of the two of us on the bed

触れられないfurerarenai時tokiもmo　心kokoroをwo絡ませてkaramasete

Even when we can't touch, our hearts stay tangled

誰にもdare ni mo何もnani mo　もうmou何もnani mo期待kitaiはwaしないshinaiけどkedo

I don't expect anything from anyone anymore

君kimiをwo好きsukiでdeはwa居たいitai

But I still want to love you

古傷furukizuをwo裂いてsaiteもmo確かめたいtashikametai

Even if it tears open old wounds, I want to confirm it

僕bokuのnoこのkono中nakaのno異物ibutsuをwo見たいmitai

I want to see the foreign thing inside me

爆音bakuonでde脳nouとto胸muneをwo焦がしてkogashite

Scorching my mind and chest with a deafening roar

意味imiのno無いnai論理ronriでde紛らわすmagirawasuロンリネスronrinesu

Loneliness, smothered by meaningless logic

性seiのno二乗nijou　離れられなくhanarerarenakuなってnatte

Desire squared — I can't pull away anymore

意地悪なijiwaru na恩義ongiでde曝け出すsarakedasuロンリネスronrinesu

Loneliness, laid bare by cruel obligation

愛aiのno起源kigen　理性riseiとto許容kyoyouをwo飛ばしてtobashite

The origin of love — skipping past reason and tolerance

嘘usoのno無いnai本意hon'iでde皮肉hinikuにniもmoロンリネスronrinesu

With my truest, most unguarded intentions — ironically, loneliness

別betsuのno次元jigen　「「踏み込んでfumikondeしまったshimatta」」ってtte

A different dimension — "I ended up stepping too far in"

堕ちてゆくochite yuku深くfukakuへe　治らないnaoranaiロンリネスronrinesu

Falling deeper and deeper — a loneliness that won't heal

君kimiというto iu刺激shigekiでde気付かされるkizukasareruロンリネスronrinesu

A loneliness awakened in me by you