天国Tengoku

もしもmoshimo

If only

僕bokuだけdakeのno世界sekaiならばnaraba　そうsou

This world were mine alone — yes

誰かdarekaをwo恨むuramuことkotoなんてnante

I could have gone through life

知らないでshiranaide済んだsundaのnoにni　どうしてもdoushitemo

Never knowing what it means to hate someone — but no matter what

どうしてもdoushitemo

No matter what

貴方anataのno事kotoがga許せないyurusenai

I can't forgive you

夜yoruはwa　ただtada永いnagai

The night is just endless

人hitoはwa　捨てきれないsutekire nai

People can't let go

見苦しいmigurushiiねne

It's pathetic, isn't it

このkono期kiにni及んでoyonde尚nao

Even now, even at this point

朝日asahiにni心kokoro動いているugoite iru

My heart still moves at the sight of the morning sun

抱きしめてdakishimeteしまったらshimattara

The moment I hold you

もうmou最期saigo

It's already the end

信じてshinjiteしまったshimatta私watashiのno白さshirosaをwo憎むnikumuのno

I hate the purity in me that believed

あなたanataをwo好きsukiでdeいたitaあのano日々hibiがga何よりもnani yori mo

Those days when I loved you were more precious than anything

大切taisetsuでde愛しくてitoshikute痛くてitakute惨めmijime

Cherished and dear and painful and miserable

もしもmoshimo

If only

あの頃ano koro、、お日様ohisamaをwo浴びたabita布団futonにni

The earnest you, wrapped in a blanket

包まるkurumaru健気なkenage na君kimiがga

Soaked in sunlight back in those days

そのままsono mamaでde居てiteくれればkurereba

Had stayed just as you were

どれほどdore hodo

How much

どれほどdore hodo良かったyokattaのnoかka

How much better things would have been

もうmou知る由もないshiru yoshi mo nai

I have no way of knowing anymore

あぁaa　またmataお花ohanaをwo摘んでtsunde

Ah — again I pick flowers

手teとto手teをwo合わせてawasete

Press my palms together

もうすぐmou sugu其方sochiraにni往くyukuからkaraねne

I'll be on my way to you soon

心kokoroにni蛆ujiがga湧いてwaiteもmo

Even as maggots stir in my heart

まだmada香りkaoriはwaしているshite iru

There's still a scent

あの日ano hiのno温もりnukumoriをwo

The warmth of that day

醜くminikuku愛してるaishiteru

I love it, ugly as it is

どうすればdou surebaいいii？？

What should I do?

ただtada、、ともすればtomosureba　もうmou

If anything, by now

醜悪なshuuaku na汚染osenのno一部ichibu

I'm just part of a hideous contamination

ならnara、、どうすればdou surebaいいii？？

Then — what should I do?

いっそisso忘れちゃえばwasurechaebaいいii？？

Should I just go ahead and forget everything?

そうだsou da　家ieにni帰ってkaetteキスkisuしようshiyou

Right — I'll go home and kiss you

どうすればdou surebaいいii？？をwo

"What should I do?" —

どうすればdou surebaいいii？？

What should I do?

腐ってkusatteしまうshimauこのkono身miをwo

This body that's rotting away —

飾ってkazatteくださいkudasai

Please decorate it

私watashiのnoことkotoだけdakeはwa忘れないでwasurenaide

Just don't forget me

抱きしめてdakishimeteしまったらshimattara

The moment I hold you

もうmou最期saigo

It's already the end

信じてshinjiteしまったshimatta私watashiのno白さshirosaをwo憎むnikumuのno

I hate the purity in me that believed

あなたanataをwo好きsukiでdeいたitaあのano日々hibiがga何よりもnani yori mo

Those days when I loved you were more precious than anything

大切taisetsuでde愛しくてitoshikute痛くてitakute惨めmijime

Cherished and dear and painful and miserable

あぁaa　またmataお花ohanaをwo摘んでtsunde

Ah — again I pick flowers

手teとto手teをwo合わせてawasete

Press my palms together

もうすぐmou sugu其方sochiraにni往くyukuからkaraねne

I'll be on my way to you soon

心kokoroにni蛆ujiがga湧いてwaiteもmo

Even as maggots stir in my heart

まだmada香りkaoriはwaしているshite iru

There's still a scent

あの日ano hiのno温もりnukumoriをwo

The warmth of that day

醜くminikuku愛してるaishiteru

I love it, ugly as it is

あぁaa　天使tenshiのno笑い声waraigoeでde

Ah — kept alive today

今日kyouもmo生かされているikasarete iru

By the sound of an angel's laughter

もうすぐmou sugu此方kochiraにni来るkuru頃koroねne

You'll be coming this way soon

あの頃ano koroのnoままmamaのno君kimiにni

If I were to meet you again

またmata出会えたdeaetaとtoしてshite

Just as you were back then

今度kondoはwaちゃんとchanto手teをwo握るnigiruからkaraねne

This time I'll properly hold your hand