愛しItoshi

誰かdarekaをwo愛せたaisetaあのano時tokiのno気持ちkimochiでdeいつもitsumoいれたらiretara

If I could always stay in that feeling of loving someone

誰かdarekaをwo傷つけるkizutsukeru言葉kotobaもmoこのkono世yoにniはwaなかったnakattaだろうdarouなあnaa

There would be no words in this world that could hurt anyone

満ちていてmichiteite　枯れていてkareteite　心kokoroはwaいつもitsumo誰かdarekaをwo

Overflowing and withering, the heart is always pushing someone

つきはなしてtsukihanashite　またmata求めてmotomete　いつもitsumo時tokiのnoせいseiにniしてshite

Away, then reaching out again, always blaming it on time

傷つけてきたkizutsukete kita人hitoのno顔kaoにniだけdakeモザイクmozaikuをwoかけてkakete　またmata心kokoroはwa愛aiをwo探すsagasu

Putting a mosaic only on the faces of those I've hurt, the heart searches for love again

愛されるaisareruそのsonoためtameだけdakeにni優しさyasashisaはwaあるaruとto　

Believing that kindness exists only to be loved,

恥ずかしがるhazukashigaruことkotoもmoなくnaku　それsoreをwo人hitoとto呼んだyonda

Without a hint of shame, they called that being human

愛しているaishiteiruとtoいうiu声koeがga　泣いているnaiteiruようにyou ni聞こえたkikoeta

The voice saying "I love you" sounded like it was crying

心kokoroがgaいつかitsuka嘘usoをwo　つくtsukuのnoをwo　僕bokuはwaどこかdokokaでde知っていたshitteitaのno

Somewhere deep down, I always knew the heart would one day tell a lie

もっとmotto自分jibunをwo好きになれsuki ni nare　ってtteくらいkurai人hitoにni優しいyasashii君kimiへe

To you who are so kind to others that you should love yourself more —

自分jibunのnoためにtame ni使うtsukau心kokoro　残ってるnokotteruのno??

Is there any heart left that you use for yourself?

僕bokuはwaダメdameなnaのno　僕bokuのno心kokoro　僕bokuだけdakeのnoためにtame ni使うtsukauものmonoなnaのno

Am I no good? Is my heart something meant only for myself?

こんなkonna僕bokuをwoなぜnaze愛しくitoshiku　思えるomoeruのno??

How can you find someone like me so dear?

((堪えてkoraete　こらえてkoraete　あふれてafurete))

(Enduring, holding back, spilling over)

君kimiのnoまぶたmabutaはwa　僕bokuがga　自分jibunのnoためにtame ni

Your eyelids, every time I

いつもitsumo　嘘usoをwoつくtsukuたびtabi　ただtada涙namidaこぼすkobosuのno

Tell a lie for my own sake, just shed tears

((生まれてumarete　くるkuru前maeからkaraわかっていたwakatte ita))

(I knew even before I was born)

神様kamisamaはwa知ってたshitteta　全てsubete　こうなるkou naruことkotoをwo

God knew everything — that it would turn out this way

そしてsoshite　君kimiのno瞳hitomi大きくookiku作ったtsukuttaのno

And so He made your eyes large

そこsokoからkara見ていたmiteitaのno　知ってたshittetaのno　いつでもitsudemo僕bokuはwa僕bokuのnoことkotoをwo

You were watching from there, you knew — that I always loved myself

誰よりdare yori何よりnani yori　一番ichiban好きなsuki naのnoをwo

More than anyone, more than anything

それなのにsore na no ni　それなのにsore na no ni　君kimiのno言葉kotobaはwa言うiu　こんなkonna僕bokuにni

And yet, and yet, your words say to someone like me

誰よりdare yori何よりnani yori　僕bokuがga愛しいitoshiiとto言うiu

That I am dearer than anyone, more than anything

君kimiはwaそれsoreをwo優しさyasashisaとto　呼ぶyobuことkotoさえsae知らずshirazuにni

You didn't even know to call that kindness

君kimiのno　いつだってitsudatte誰かdarekaのnoためにtame niあったatta心kokoroはwaいつもitsumo

Your heart, which was always there for someone else —

どれだけdore dakeのno自分jibunをwo愛せたaisetaだろうdarou

How much of yourself were you able to love?

僕bokuにni　いつだってitsudatte優しくyasashikuしすぎていたshisugiteita僕bokuはwaいつもitsumo

I, who was always too kind to myself —

どれだけdore dakeのno「「誰かdarekaをwo」」愛せたaisetaだろうdarou

How many "someones" was I able to love?

言葉kotobaはwa　いつもitsumoそのsono人hitoをwo映したがってたutsushitagatteta

Words always wanted to reflect their speaker

神様kamisamaはwa　なぜnazeこんなkonna近くchikakuにni言葉kotobaをwo作ったtsukuttaのno??

God, why did you place words so close to us?

心kokoroはwa　いつもitsumo言葉kotobaにni隠れkakure黙ってたdamatteta

The heart always hid behind words in silence

神様kamisamaはwa　なぜnazeこんなkonna深くfukakuにni心kokoroをwo作ったtsukuttaのno??

God, why did you make the heart so deep within?

心kokoroとto言葉kotobaがga重なってたらkasanatteta ra　一つhitotsuにniなったらnattara

If heart and words overlapped, if they became one

いくつikutsuのno君kimiへeのno悲しいkanashii　嘘usoがga優しいyasashii色iroにniなってたろうnattetarou

How many sad lies told to you would have turned into tender colors

(I was here to tell you why)(I was here to tell you why)

(I was here to tell you why)

みんなminnaそうsou　自分jibunのno　ためtameだけdakeにniいつもitsumo「「誰かdareka」」がgaいるiru

That's right — everyone always has a "someone" just for their own sake

(You were here to tell me why)(You were here to tell me why)

(You were here to tell me why)

じゃあjaaそのsono「「誰かdareka」」のno　ためにtame niはwaなんでnande僕bokuはwaいないinaiのno??

Then why don't I exist for the sake of that "someone"?

君kimiはwaそうsou　きっとkittoそうsou　「「自分jibunよりyori好きなsuki na人hitoがgaいるiru」」自分jibunがga好きなsuki naのno

You're like that, surely — you love the version of yourself that "has someone you love more than yourself"

今imaはwa　言えるieruよyo　「「自分jibunよりyori好きなsuki na君kimiがgaいるiru」」今imaのno僕bokuがga好きsuki

Now I can say it — I love the me right now, the one who "has you, whom I love more than myself"

人hitoがga人hitoのnoためにtame ni流すnagasu涙namida　それsoreこそkosoがga愛aiのno存在sonzaiのno証akashiだda

The tears people shed for others — that is the proof that love exists

それsoreをwo教えてoshieteくれたkuretaのnoはwa君kimiだda　君kimiがga作ったtsukutta僕bokuのno心kokoroはwa

The one who taught me that was you — the heart you built inside me

「「誰dareがgaためにtame ni　それsoreがga僕bokuのnoためにtame ni」」今imaはwa言えるieruそれsoreがgaありのままari no mamaにni

"For someone's sake — that is for my own sake" — now I can say that, just as I am

生きてくikitekuことkotoだdaとto　それsoreがga人hitoなんだnandaとto

That living that way is what it means to be human

僕bokuはwaそれsoreをwo優しさyasashisaとto　呼ぶyobuことkotoはwaもうmouしないshinaiよyo

I won't call that kindness anymore

君kimiのno　いつだってitsudatte誰かdarekaのnoためにtame niあったatta心kokoroはwaきっとkitto

Your heart, which was always there for someone else — surely

そんなsonna自分jibunをwo愛したaishitaのnoだろうdarou

It loved that version of itself

僕bokuもmo　いつかitsukaはwa愛せるaiseruかなkana　君kimiのnoようにyou niなれるnareruかなkana

Can I someday love like that too? Can I become like you?

僕bokuはwa　どれだけdore dakeのno「「誰かdarekaをwo」」愛せるaiseruかなkana

How many "someones" will I be able to love?

泣いたnaitaねne　君kimiはwa泣いたnaitaねne　心kokoroがga「「泣いてnaite」」とto叫ぶsakebuままmama

You cried, you really cried — just as your heart screamed "cry"

僕bokuをwo嫌いkiraiにniならないnaranaiようにyou ni　そうsou祈るinoruようにyou ni

As if praying that I wouldn't come to hate you

君kimiはwa愛したaishitaねne　人hitoをwo愛したaishitaねne　心kokoroがga枯れそうにkaresou niなるnaruまでmade

You loved, you really loved someone — until your heart nearly withered

君kimiのno分bunまでmade　君kimiのnoためtame　枯れるkareruまでmade

For your share too, for your sake — until it withered

愛しているaishiteiruとtoいうiu声koeがga　泣いているnaiteiruようにyou ni聞こえたkikoeta

The voice saying "I love you" sounded like it was crying

心kokoroがgaいつかitsuka人hitoをwo　救うsukuuのnoをwo　君kimiはwaいつでもitsudemo　知っていたshitteitaのno

That the heart would one day save someone — you always knew that