ものもらいMonomorai

いつだってitsudatteここkokoにniあるaruこのkono腕udeやya耳mimiやya目meをwo

These arms, ears, and eyes that are always right here

僕bokuはwa探したりsagashitariなどnado　したshitaことkotoはwaないnaiけどkedo

I've never once had to search for them, but

何かnanikaをwo探すsagasuのnoにniはwa　いつもitsumo使うtsukauくせにkuse ni

I always use them to search for something else

いつかitsukaなくなるnakunaruなんてnante　考えkangaeもmoしないんだshinainda

Never once thinking they might someday be gone

あるaru朝asa　目覚めればmezamereba　瞳hitomiがgaなくなってたnakunatteta

One morning I woke up and my eyes were gone

探すsagasuにniもmo探せないsagasenai　君kimiがgaないnaiとto探せないsagasenai

I can't even search, I need you to search

仕方なくshikata naku手探りtesaguriしようshiyouとtoするsuruけどもkedomo腕udeもmoないnai

I try to feel my way but my arms are gone too

音otoのno頼りtayoriをwo聴こうkikouとtoするsuruがga澄ますsumasu耳mimiもmoないnai

I try to listen for clues but my ears are gone too

僕bokuがga僕bokuでdeあるaruかkaどうかdou kaさえもsae moもうmou知るshiru術subeもmo

Whether I'm even me anymore, there's no way

ないnaiとto知ったshitta僕bokuはwa何者nanimono　もうmouないnaiもの?mono?

Left to know, so this me who learned that, what am I? Already nothing?

そんなsonnaことkoto起こるokoruはずhazuもmoないnaiことkoto

Something like that could never happen

でもdemo起こったokottaよyo　そんなsonnaもんmonじゃないjanai　そのsono上ueいくiku出来事dekigotoがga

But it did, something even worse than that happened

「いつもitsumo　ここkokoにniいたよ」ita yoってtteさsa　笑うwarau声koeがga悲しくてkanashikute

"I was always right here," you'd say with a laugh, and that voice was so sad

そばsobaにniいたいitaiとto願えばnegaeba願うnegauほどhodo　視界shikaiからkaraはwa外れててhazuretete

The more I wished to be by your side, the more you slipped out of my sight

「いつもitsumo　ここkokoにniいたよ」ita yoってtte　そうsou　それsoreはwaまるでmaru de泣きぼくろnakibokuro

"I was always right here," you'd say, yes, just like a beauty mark by the eye

だからdakara　きっとkittoこれからはkore kara wa毎朝maiasa　起きてokiteさsa　確かめるtashikameruからkara

So from now on, surely, every morning, I'll wake up and check

いつだってitsudatteここkokoにniいたita　君kimiのno姿かたちsugata katachi

You were always right here, your form and figure

どんなdonnaってtte言われてもiwaretemo　もうmou分からないwakaranaiほどhodoにni

If asked to describe them, I couldn't anymore, that's how close you were

何かnanikaをwo探すsagasuのnoにniはwaいつもitsumo使うtsukauくせにkuse ni

I always use them to search for something else

いつかitsukaなくなるnakunaruなんてnante考えkangaeもmoしなかったshinakatta

Never once did I think they might someday be gone

距離kyoriがgaものmonoをwo言うiuならnara　鼓動kodouをwo僕bokuとtoするsuruならnara

If distance speaks, if you share my heartbeat

このkono腕udeよりyoriもmo　耳mimiよりyoriもmo近くchikakuにni君kimiはwaいたitaからkara

You were closer than these arms, closer than these ears

だってdatteさsa　わざわざwazawaza　広いhiroi世界sekaiのno中nakaからkara

Because, you went out of your way, from this wide world

僕bokuのno胸muneのnoここkokoのnoところtokoro　心kokoroのno鼓動kodouからkara

To choose this spot in my chest, right by my heartbeat

2センチ2 senchiかkaそこらsokoraのnoところtokoroをwo　お気に入りokiniiriのno場所bashoにni

This spot about two centimeters from there, you chose it

選んでerandeくれたkuretaからkara　だからこそdakara koso　もはやmohayaそれsoreはwa僕bokuのno一部ichibuとto

As your favorite place, and that's precisely why, you'd already become part of me

思い込むomoikomu　脳nouにni罪tsumiはwaないnaiとto思うomou

I assumed, and I don't think the brain is to blame for that

ほらhora　またmata自分jibunかばったkabatta　自分jibunばっかbakkaだda

Look, there I go covering for myself again, always about me

いつだってitsudatteここkokoにniあるaru　弱音yowaneや、ya、迷い、mayoi、愚痴guchiをwo

The weakness, hesitation, complaints that are always right here

隠したってkakushitatteバレるbareruならnaraとto　見せびらかすmisebirakaasuけどkedo

If they'll be found out anyway if I hide them, I might as well show them off, but

いつからかitsukara kaこのkono僕bokuをwo　覆い隠すooikakusuほどhodoにni

At some point they grew to cover all of me

本当hontouのno姿sugataなどnado　見るmiru影kageもmoないnaiほどhodo

Until my true form was nowhere to be seen

このkono眼meでde　このkono腕udeでde　君kimiのnoことkoto見つけたんだmitsuketandaよyo

With these eyes, with these arms, I found you

そしてsoshite君kimiでde　君kimiのno手teでde　ねぇneeそうsouだdaよyo僕bokuはwa僕bokuのno形katachiがga分かったwakattaよyo

And with you, with your hands, hey that's right, I finally understood my own shape

僕bokuはwa僕bokuとto　はじめてhajimete出会えたdeaetaのno

I met myself for the very first time

「いつもitsumoここkokoにniいたよ」ita yoってtteさsa　僕bokuのno中nakaのno遠くtookuからkara

"I was always right here," you'd say, from somewhere deep inside me

耳mimiをwo澄ましてsumashite　出どころdedokoro探すsagasuけどkedo　声koeのno主nushiはwa埋もれててumoretete

I strain my ears, searching for the source, but the voice is buried

「きっとkittoこれからはkore kara waね」neってtteさsa　喉nodoまでmadeきたkitaそのsono声koeをwo

"From now on, surely," the voice that rose to my throat

どこdokoにni　向かってmukatte放てばhanatebaいいiiかkaもmo　分からずwakarazuただtada呑みこむnomikomuのno

I don't even know which direction to let it fly, so I just swallow it down

僕らbokura　二つfutatsuがga一つhitotsuにniなれればnarerebaとto　近づきすぎたchikazukisugitaあのano距離kyoriのno意味imiをwo

The two of us, wishing we could become one, the meaning of that distance where we drew too close

なんでnande今頃imagoroにniなってnatteさsa　このkono記憶kiokuはwa語るkataruのnoかka

Why is it that only now, this memory decides to speak?

そうsouだda　一つhitotsuがga二つfutatsuにniなったんだnattanda　この世kono yoにni落とされるotosareruそのsono前maeにni

That's right, one became two, just before being dropped into this world

一瞬isshun前maeにni　だからdakara　不時着fujichaku後goすぐsugu会えたaetaのno

One instant before, that's why we could meet right after crash-landing

二度目nidomeのno離ればなれhanarebanaréもmo　きっとkittoすぐsuguまたmata出会えるdeaeruよyo

Even this second separation, I'm sure we'll meet again soon