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いつでもitsudemo僕bokuはwaありったけarittakeのno「ホント」"honto"をwoベットbettoのno上ueにni脱ぎ捨ててnugisutete

I always strip off every last bit of "truth" onto the bed

目一杯meippaiのno「ウソ」"uso"をwoクローゼットkuroozettoからkara引っ張り出してhippariidashite身miにni纏ってmatotte

Pull out all the "lies" I can from the closet and put them on

今日kyouもmo家ieをwo出るderu

And head out the door today

いつでもitsudemo僕bokuはwaどっかdokkaでde他人taninとtoオナジonajiでdeいたいitaiとto願ってnegatteテte

I always wish somewhere inside to be the same as everyone else

けどkedoどっかdokkaでde誰dareともtomoチガウchigau何かnanikaでdeありたいaritaiとto強くtsuyoku願ってnegatteテte

But somewhere inside, I also strongly wish to be something different from anyone

今日kyouもmo間maをwo取るtoruけどkedo

And today I'll split the difference, but

平均値化heikinchi kaしてshite　経験値化keikenchikaしてshite　デキタノガdekita no ga　此ノボクデスkono boku desu

Averaged out, experience-pointed, that's how this me was made

上がったりagattari　下がったりsagattari　そんなsonnaくり返しkurikaeshiもうかったりぃmoukattarii

Going up, going down, tired of that same old back and forth

ってtteなったりnattari　分かったりwakattari　分からないwakaranaiふりfuriをwoしてみたりshitemitari

Or so I thought, or got it, or pretended not to get it

行き当たりikiatariでdeばったりbattariのnoはずhazuがga予定通りyotei dooriだったりdattari

What was supposed to be random turned out to be exactly as planned

もうmouガッカリgakkari物語りmonogatari　でもdemoやっぱりyappari良かったりyokattariしてるshiteru

Another letdown of a story, but actually it turned out alright

いつでもitsudemo君kimiはwa自分jibunのnoことkotoだけdakeをwo僕bokuにniはwa見ていてmiteiteほしくてhoshikute

You always want me to look only at you

けどkedoやっぱりyappariしつこいshitsukoiとto気持ちkimochiがga滅入ってmeitte煩わしくwazurawashikuもmoなってきてnattekite

But then again, if I'm too persistent, you get worn out and it starts to bother you

今日kyouもmo距離kyori計るhakaru

And today you measure the distance

どんだけdondake頑張ってganbatteみたmitaところtokoroでde好きsukiにniはwaなれないnarenai人hitoがgaいてite

No matter how hard I try, there are people I just can't bring myself to like

けどkedoそのsono人hitoもmoきっとkittoどっかdokkaのno誰かdarekaにniとってtotteかけがいのないkakegai no nai人hitoでde

But that person too, to somebody somewhere, is irreplaceable

今日kyouもmo丸くmarukuなるnaruけどkedo

And today I round it off, but

本当hontouのno形katachiはwa　目meにni見えるmieruものmonoとto　チガッタリシテルンダロウchigattari shiterun darou

The true shape might be different from what's visible to the eye

尖ったりtogattari　ひっ込んだりhikkon dari　削りkezuri削られkezurare丸くmarukuなったりnattari

Poking out, pulling in, ground down by each other into something round

細ったりhosottari　太ったりfutottari　僕bokuはwaきっとkitto今ima食べ盛りtabesari

Shrinking, expanding, I'm surely at the age where I eat the most

もうmou踏んだりfundariのno蹴ったりkettari　されてsarete形katachiがga出来上がったりdekiagattari

Stepped on and kicked around, and through that the shape takes form

落っこったりokkottari　這い上がったりhaiagattari　もうmou何nanだいdai　もうmouいいii　コリゴリkorigori

Falling down, crawling back up, what is this, enough, I'm sick of it

あんたantaにniはwa分かんないwakannaiってtte言われちまえばiwarechimebebaそりゃsorya確かtashikaにni

If you tell me I'd never understand, well, you're certainly

おっしゃるossharu通りtoori　でもdemo元来ganraiそれsore言っちゃicchaoお終いshimaiにniなんない?nannai?

Right about that, but fundamentally, doesn't saying that end the conversation?

つまったりtsumattari　つまんないでtsumannai de　いささかisasaka疲れ果てちまったりtsukare hatechimattari

Getting stuck, getting bored, getting a bit exhausted

でdeまったりmattariのno　ぐったりguttari　していたらshiteitara逆gyakuにni肩kata凝ったりkottari

Then mellow, then limp, and just resting made my shoulders stiffer

何nanなんだいnandai　万々歳manmanzai　白旗shirahataのno揚げ方agekataもmo分かんないwakannai

What is all this, hooray, I don't even know how to raise a white flag

もうmouファイナリーfainariii　エターナリーeitaanarii　にniがっかりgakkariとtoやったりyattariをwo

Finally, eternally, going back and forth between disappointment and triumph

いったりittariできたりdekitariしてくshiteku

Forever and ever