Tamaki

あなたanataがga嫌いkiraiだったdatta　あなたanataがga嫌いkiraiだったdatta

I hated you, I hated you

憎まれ口nikumareguchiばっかbakka叩いてtataite変henにni背伸びsenobiしてshite大人ぶるotonaburuあなたanataがga

Always talking back, awkwardly trying to act grown-up—that you

あなたanataさえsaeいなければinakereba　あなたanataさえsaeいなければinakereba

If only you weren't here, if only you weren't here—

そんなsonnaことkoto一刹那issetsunaでもdemo考えるkangaeru自分jibunがgaもっとmotto嫌いkiraiだったdatta

I hated myself even more for thinking that, even for a split second

嫌いkiraiだったdatta

I hated it

あなたanataをwo知りたかったshiritakatta　あなたanataをwo知りたかったshiritakatta

I wanted to know you, I wanted to know you—

私watashiがgaいなくてinakuteもmo平気heikiよyoやってyatteいけるikeruわwaみたいなmitai naあなたanataがga

that you who acted like you'd be just fine without me

あなたanataがga悔しかったkuyashikatta　あなたanataがga悔しかったkuyashikatta

You frustrated me, you frustrated me—

私watashiのno努力doryokuなどnadoどこ吹く風doko fuku kazeでde愛されるaisareruそんなsonnaあなたanataがga

that you who was loved effortlessly while my effort meant nothing

目meのno前maeのnoあなたanataのno空soraはwa　いつもitsumo違うchigau色iroでde

The sky in front of you was always a different color

このkono世界sekaiでde私watashiだけdake知ってるshitteru　あなたanataがgaいるiruことkotoがga

and knowing that in this world, only I knew you existed

誇りhokoriだったdatta

was my pride

あなたanataはwa鏡kagamiだったdatta　あなたanataはwa鏡kagamiだったdatta

You were a mirror, you were a mirror

あなたanataへeのno想いomoiがgaそっくりsokkuri私watashiをwo映しutsushi思わずomowazu目meをwo逸らしたsorashita

My feelings toward you reflected myself right back, and I looked away without thinking

時tokiにni親子oyakoにniなったnatta　時tokiにni恋人koibitoだったdatta

Sometimes we were parent and child, sometimes lovers

時tokiにni家族kazokuでde友達tomodachiでde姉妹shimaiでde時tokiにni赤akaのno　他人taninだったdatta

Sometimes family, friends, sisters—sometimes complete strangers

あなたanataがga喜ぶyorokobu顔kaoをwoさsa　見たいmitaiとto思ってるomotteruよyo

I want to see you smile, you know

でもdemoあなたanataがga泣いてるnaiteru姿sugataもmo　たまにtama niどうしようもなくdoushiyou mo naku　見たくなるのmitaku naru no

But sometimes I desperately want to see you crying too, I can't help it

あなたanataがgaいなくなったらinaku nattara　なんにもnannimoなくなったnaku natta

When you were gone, everything was gone

あなたanataこそkosoがga私watashiがgaここkokoにni生きてたikiteta何よりnani yoriのno証拠shoukoだったdatta

You were the greatest proof that I had been alive here

私watashiはwaあなたanataのno中nakaでdeはwa　何色naniiroにni見えてるmieteru？?

What color do I look like inside of you?

ねぇnee少しずつsukoshi zutsu二人futariのno混ぜてmazete　新しいatarashii色iroにniなろうnarou

Hey, let's mix ours together, little by little, and become a new color

伸ばしてnobashiteもmo届かないtodokanai手teでde　あなたanataにni綴るtsuzuru歌uta

A song I write to you with a hand that can't quite reach—

それでもsore demoあなたanataはwa間違いなくmachigai naku　私watashiがga生きてゆくikite yuku

and still, you are without a doubt what I live by

光hikariだったdatta

You were my light