閉じたTojita光Hikari

あなたanataにniナニカnanika届けたくてtodoketakute　声koeだけdake持ってmotte走りましたhashirimashita

I wanted to deliver something to you, so I ran carrying only my voice

ずっとずっとzutto zutto遠くtookuまでmade　そしたらsoshitaraナニカnanika忘れましたwasuremashita

Far, far away — and then I forgot something

あなたanataをwoずっとzutto想いましたomoimashita　星hoshiがgaきれいkireiにni見えたんだmietanda

I kept thinking of you, and the stars looked beautiful

そしたらsoshitara僕bokuはwa思い出したomoidashita　60億回目60 okukaimeのno息ikiをwoしたshita

Then I remembered — I took my 600 millionth breath

「生きてること」"ikiteru koto"確かめたくてtashikametakute　呼吸kokyuuをwo少しsukoshi　止めてみたtomete mita

I wanted to confirm "being alive," so I held my breath for a moment

酸素sansoはwa僕bokuをwo望んでいたnozonde ita　なんとなくnantonakuすごくsugoku嬉しかったureshikatta

The oxygen wanted me — and for some reason, that made me really happy

遠くtookuからkara声koe聞こえましたkikoemashita　「頑張れ」"ganbare"とto言っていたんだitte itanda

I heard a voice from far away — it said "hang in there"

じゃあjaa誰dareよりyori強くtsuyokuあればarebaいい?ii?

Then should I just be stronger than anyone?

「誰よりも強くなればいい」"dare yori mo tsuyoku nareba ii"とto笑ったwaratta時代jidaiがga今ima

The era that laughed and said "just be stronger than anyone" has now

幾つikutsuもmoのno命inochiをwo奪ったubatta

Taken countless lives

閉じたtojita瞼mabutaだけdakeがga僕bokuのno弱さyowasaをwo知ってたんだshittetanda

Only my closed eyelids knew my weakness

輝いたkagayaitaあのano星hoshiもmo枯れ切ったkarekirtta僕bokuもmo宇宙uchuuのno道草michikusa

That shining star and withered me are both weeds along the cosmic road

それsoreだけdakeでdeまたmata明日ashitaもmo笑えるwaraeruようなyou na気がしたんだki ga shitanda

That alone made me feel like I could smile again tomorrow

降ってきたfutte kitaこのkono痛みitamiはwa笑ってたwaratteta僕bokuがgaよこしたyokoshita辻褄tsujitsuma

This pain that fell on me is the payback sent by the me who was laughing

それsoreだけdakeでdeまたmata明日ashitaのno僕bokuをwo好きsukiでdeいられるirareru気がしたんだki ga shitanda

That alone made me feel like I could love tomorrow's version of me

裸hadakaラランランラランラraran ran raran ra爛々ranranってなtte na具合guaiでde生きてみたいikite mitaiものmonoですdesu

Bare, la-la-la, la-la-la, dazzling — that's the kind of life I'd like to live

すっからかんsukkarakanのnoころんkoronのnoすってんころりんsuttenkorinちょんchonのnoポンpon

Flat broke, tumbling, stumbling down

ってtte名前namaeでde生まれてきたかったumarete kitakattaですdesu　(パパ)(papa)

I wish I'd been born with that as my name (Papa)

(でも)(demo) 諦めてakiramete僕boku笑いましたwaraimashita　夢yumeだけdake置いてoite走りましたhashirimashita

(But) I gave up and laughed, left only my dreams behind and ran

いやiyaでもdemoナニカnanika目指さなくちゃmezasanakuchaでde　苦しいkurushii時tokiこそkoso笑えwaraeだdaとかtokaなんだ?nanda?

But I gotta aim for something, and "smile when times are tough" — what's that about?

笑ったwaratta友tomoがga今日kyouもmo　「ちょっくら死んでくるわ」"chokkura shinde kuru wa"とto言ったitta

My friend who was laughing said again today, "I'm gonna go die for a bit"

そしてsoshiteいつものようitsumo no you　僕bokuはwa左手hidariteをwo振ったfutta「またね」"mata ne"

And as usual, I waved my left hand, "See ya"

消えてったkietetta今日kyouのno友tomoはwa今日kyou生まれてきたumarete kita友tomoのno辻褄tsujitsuma

Today's friend who vanished is the payback of today's friend who was born

それsoreだけdakeでdeまたmata明日ashitaもmo笑えるwaraeruようなyou na気がしちゃったki ga shichatta

That alone made me feel like I could smile again tomorrow

持ってきたmotte kitaこのkono声koeはwaこんなkonnaことkoto言いたくなかったiitakunakattaかなkana

This voice I brought along — maybe it didn't want to say things like this

置いてきたoite kitaあのano夢yumeはwaどこかdokokaでde喜んでいるyorokonde iruのnoかなkana

Those dreams I left behind — I wonder if they're happy somewhere

ごめんなgomen na

Sorry

このkono地球hoshiはwa何億nanokuのno夜yoruをwo越えkoe　まだmada明日ashitaをwo見ようmiyouとtoするsuru

This planet has crossed billions of nights and still tries to see tomorrow

そしたらsoshitaraねne　僕bokuにniもmoねne　20年目20 nenmeのno夜yoruをwo越せるkoseru気がするki ga suru

And so you know, even I feel like I can make it past my twentieth night

嫌いkiraiにniなるnaruにniはwaもう少しmou sukoshiでde　好きsukiにniなるnaruにniはwa程遠くてhodotooku te

Too close to hate, too far to love

うまいことumai kotoできたdekita世界sekaiだda

What a well-made world

それでもねsoredemo ne　上手jouzuにniねne　生きて見せるikite miseru僕bokuがga好きsukiだったりしたdattari shita

And yet you know, I kind of liked the me who managed to live skillfully

それsoreだけdakeでdeまたmataいつまでもitsumademo笑えるwaraeruようなyou na気がしたんだki ga shitanda

That alone made me feel like I could smile forever

降ってきたfutte kita快楽kairakuはwa泣いていたnaite ita僕bokuがgaよこしたyokoshita辻褄tsujitsuma

The pleasure that fell on me is the payback sent by the me who was crying

明日ashita光ってたhikatteta星hoshiはwaたしかにtashika ni　僕bokuをwo見ていたんだmite itanda

The star that was shining tomorrow was surely watching me