mede:mede

((巡るmeguru巡るmeguru　見えたmieta世界sekaiがga霞むkasumu

(Going round and round, the world in my sight grows hazy

endend　ぐるぐるguruguru　もうmou終止符shuushifuをwo打つutsu？？))

end — spinning, spinning — should I put a full stop to this?)

朝asaのno揺りかごyurikago　並ぶnarabu眠たいnemutai目me

Morning's cradle, sleepy eyes lined up in a row

指先yubisakiでde触るfureru　光るhikaru携帯電話keitai denwaのno画面gamen

Fingers brushing the glowing phone screen

明日ashitaまでmadeのno定期teiki　憂鬱yuuutsu乗っけてnokkete軋んでるkishinderuブレーキbureeki

A commuter pass good until tomorrow, riding on gloom, brakes creaking

ほらhora耳mimiにni埋め込んだumekonda白いshiroiイヤフォンiyafonからkara

Look, from the white earphones plugged into my ears

流れ出すnagaredasu歌uta　アーアーアーアーaa aa aa aa

a song spills out — ah, ah, ah, ah

口喧嘩kuchigenkaでde距離kyoriのnoできたdekitaあのano子ko

That girl I grew distant from after a fight

巻き戻らないmakimodoranai時tokiのnoせいseiにniするsuru

I blame the time that can't be rewound

生きてikite　生きてikite　生きてikite　いるのiru no

Living, living, living — aren't I?

吸ってsutteはwaいてhaiteをwo繰り返してkurikaeshite

Just breathing in and out over and over

引きずってhikizutteまたmata何度nandoもmo傷付くkizutsukuよyo

Dragging myself along, getting hurt again and again

今ima　生きてikite　生きてikite　生きてikite　いるよiru yo

Right now, living, living, living — I am

どうせdouse叶うkanauはずhazuもmoないnai夢yumeをwo

Dreams that couldn't possibly come true

でもdemoどこかdokoka信じていたんだshinjite itanda

but somewhere inside I believed in them

昨日kinouまでmade聴いてたkiitetaあのanoアーティストaatisutoはwa

That artist I was listening to until yesterday

明日ashitaのnoライブraibuでde解散kaisanらしいrashii

is apparently disbanding at tomorrow's show

音otoじゃjaお腹onakaはwaふくらまないfukuramanaiからkara

Music doesn't fill your stomach

スケジュールsukejuuru埋めるumeru埋めるumeruアルバイトarubaitoのnoシフトshifuto

so keep filling up the schedule, filling it, part-time shifts

廻り廻るmawari mawaru星hoshiのno上ue　誰かdarekaのno笑むemu影kage涙namidaをwo流すnagasu人hitoもmoいてite

On this spinning, spinning star, someone's smiling in the shadows while another person cries

そんなsonnaのno知ってるshitteruけどkedo　あたしatashiのno毎日mainichiはwaあたしatashiでde忙しいisogashiiしshi

I know that, but my own days keep me busy enough

いじめijimeにniリンチrinchi？？　構うkamau暇himaはwaないnaiよyo　そうsou教わったんだosowattanda

Bullying, mob justice? No time to care — that's what I was taught

「「オトナotonaにniなるnaru」」ってtteことkotoはwa「「薄情者hakujoumonoにniなるnaru勇気yuukiをwo持つmotsuことkoto」」でしょdesho？？

"Growing up" means "having the courage to become cold-hearted," right?

囲めkakome囲めkakome　カゴkagoにni入れられたirerareta鳥toriのnoようにyou ni

Hemmed in, hemmed in — like birds in a cage

僕らbokuraはwa対してtaishite自由jiyuuでもdemo不自由fujiyuuでもdemoないnai世界sekaiにni生きてikite

we live in a world that's neither particularly free nor unfree

不安fuanがga胸muneをwoよぎるyogiru　見るmiru、、知るshiru、、うちuchiにni辛くなるtsuraku naruことkotoもmoあるaruよyo

Anxiety crosses my heart — as I see and know things, sometimes it hurts

だとしてもda to shitemoそうsou　なんとかnantoka生きていけるikite ikeruようにyou ni愛でるmederuよyo

Even so, I'll cherish myself enough to keep getting by somehow

ダメdameでdeメmeでdeメmeでdeメダメなmedame na僕bokuをwo

This hopeless, no-good, no-good self of mine

昨日kinouまでmade聴いてたkiitetaあのanoアーティストaatisutoはwa

That artist I was listening to until yesterday

明日ashitaのnoライブraibuでde解散kaisanらしいrashii

is apparently disbanding at tomorrow's show

音otoじゃjaお腹onakaはwaふくらまないfukuramanaiからkara

Music doesn't fill your stomach

スケジュールsukejuuru埋めるumeru埋めるumeruアルバイトarubaitoのnoシフトshifuto

so keep filling up the schedule, filling it, part-time shifts

傷付きたくないkizutsukitakunaiからkara　またmata傷付けるkizutsukeru

Because I don't want to be hurt, I hurt again

弱いyowaiまんまmanmaのno僕bokuはwa代弁daibenだけdake上手くなるumaku naru

Still weak, I only get better at speaking for others

人hitoのno言葉kotoba借りてkarite思いomoiまでmadeもmoRTRTするsuru

Borrowing other people's words, even retweeting their feelings

僕bokuはwa誰dareのnoためtameのno僕bokuかkaわからなくwakaranaku　なna　るru

I lose track of who exactly I am being myself for

昨日kinouまでmade聴いてたkiitetaあのanoアーティストaatisutoはwa

That artist I was listening to until yesterday

明日ashitaのnoライブraibuでde解散kaisanらしいrashii

is apparently disbanding at tomorrow's show

音otoじゃjaお腹onakaはwaふくらまないfukuramanaiからkara

Music doesn't fill your stomach

スケジュールsukejuuru埋めるumeru埋めるumeru…...

so keep filling up the schedule, filling it…

昨日kinouまでmade聴いてたkiitetaあのanoアーティストaatisutoはwa

That artist I was listening to until yesterday

明日ashitaのnoライブraibuでde解散kaisanらしいrashii

is apparently disbanding at tomorrow's show

音otoじゃjaお腹onakaはwaふくらまないfukuramanaiからkara

Music doesn't fill your stomach

スケジュールsukejuuru埋めるumeru埋めるumeruアルバイトarubaitoのnoシフトshifuto

so keep filling up the schedule, filling it, part-time shifts

今日kyouもmo愛で愛でmede mede　またmata愛で愛でmede mede

Today too, cherish and cherish, again cherish and cherish

ダメdameでdeメmeでde　またmataダメdameでdeメmeでde

No good, no good — again no good, no good