小夜子Sayoko

冷蔵庫reizoukoのno中nakaにniはwa何にもnan ni mo無いnai　只tadaあるaruのnoはwaお茶ochaとtoお薬okusuri

Nothing in the fridge — just some tea and my pills

一錠ichijouごとgotoにni胸muneがgaふわふわfuwafuwa　不安fuanがga満ちてくmichiteku

With every tablet my chest goes fuzzy, anxiety fills me up

iphoneiphone撫でるnaderuそのsono指先yubisakiもmo　べたべたbetabetaとto粘るnebaru髪の毛kaminokeもmo

The fingertips swiping my iPhone, the hair sticky and matted

何一つnani hitotsu綺麗なkirei naもんmonなんてnante　有るaru筈hazuもmo無いnaiなna

There's nothing clean about any of it

死にたくてshinitakute　死にたくてshinitakute　そっとsotto

I want to die, I want to die, quietly

間違ってmachigatte　傷kizuをwoつけたtsuketa手首tekubiはwa

The wrist I accidentally hurt

いつしかitsushika茶色くchairo ku汚れてるyogoreteru

Has turned brown and dirty somewhere along the way

締め切ったshimekittaボクbokuのno瞼mabuta

My eyelids, shut tight

カーテンkaatenのno隙間sukimaにni朝asaがga来てもkite mo

Even when morning slips through the curtain gap

気付くkidzuku筈hazu無いnai

I wouldn't even notice

友達tomodachiのnoエリeriもmoタカユキtakayukiもmo　本当hontouのnoトコtoko　他人taninのnoコトkotoなどnado

My friends Eri and Takayuki — honestly, they're too busy

気にしてるki ni shiteru暇himaもmo無いnaiくらいkurai　忙しそうisogashisouだdaしshiなna

To even have time to care about someone else

それにしてもsore ni shite mo何naniこのkono笑窪ekubo　ありがちなarigachi na家族kazokuとto人生jinsei

And anyway, what's with these dimples — a run-of-the-mill family and life

何一つnani hitotsu誇れるhokoreruもんmonなんてnante　有るaru筈hazuもmo無いnaiなna

There's nothing here to be proud of

眠たくてnemutakute　眠たくてnemutakute　ずっとzutto

Sleepy, so sleepy, endlessly

このまんまkono manma痺れるshibireruほどhodo眠ったらnemuttara

If I just slept until I went numb like this

起きてokite　リンゴringo齧ってkajitte眠るnemuru

I'd wake up, bite into an apple, fall back asleep

無意識muishiki　装ってyosotte　ゆらりyurari

Pretending to drift off, swaying

べランダberandaにni登ってnobotte風kazeがga吹いてもfuite mo

Even if I climb out to the balcony and the wind blows

飛べるtoberu筈hazu無いnai

I can't fly

あんなにanna ni好きなsuki naお笑いowaraiもmo

The comedy I loved so much

人生jinsei変えたkaeta音楽ongakuでdeさえsae

Even the music that changed my life

何故にnaze ni僕bokuのno事kotoをwo否定するhitei suruのno

Why do you deny who I am

死にたくてshinitakute　死にたくてshinitakute　そっとsotto

I want to die, I want to die, quietly

間違ってmachigatte　傷kizuをwoつけたtsuketa手首tekubiはwa

The wrist I accidentally hurt

いつしかitsushika茶色くchairo ku汚れてるyogoreteru

Has turned brown and dirty somewhere along the way

締め切ったshimekittaボクbokuのno瞼mabuta

My eyelids, shut tight

カーテンkaatenのno隙間sukimaにni朝asaがga来てもkite mo

Even when morning slips through the curtain gap

キヅカナイヨkidzukanai yo

I wouldn't even notice

そんなsonna日hiがga　そんなsonna日hiがga　ずっとzutto続くんtsuzukunやってyatte嘆いてもnageite mo

Even if I lament that days like this, days like this, will go on forever

何かがnanika ga　癒えるieruわけwakeじゃja無いnai

Nothing heals

癒えるieru筈hazu無いnai

Nothing can heal

キエテシマオウkiete shimaou

Go on, disappear

うん、un,消えてしまおうkiete shimaou

Yeah, let me just disappear