逃避郷Touhikyou

なんとなくnantonaku満たされないmitasarenai　蝕むmushibamu空腹感kuufukukan

A vague, gnawing hunger that won't go away

陽hiをwo避けたsaketa六畳間rokujou ma　起き上がれやしないokiagareyashinai

A six-tatami room that shuts out the sun — I can't bring myself to get up

人混みhitogomiにni流されるnagasareru速度sokudoでde廻るmawaru街machiはwa

The city spins at the speed of a crowd rushing past

僕bokuにniはwa少しsukoshi早すぎてhayasugite息切れしちゃうikigireshichauなna

It's a little too fast for me, and I keep running out of breath

騒めくsawameku雑踏zattouのno隙間sukimaにni忘れ去られたwasuresarareta

Forgotten somewhere in the gaps of the noisy, bustling streets

このkono世界sekaiがga僕boku一人hitoriだけdakeならnara孤独kodokuもmoないnaiのにno ni

If this world had only me in it, I wouldn't even know loneliness

言い訳iiwakeばっかbakkaのno僕bokuをwo手招くtemaneku逃避郷touhikyou

An escape haven beckoning to me with all my excuses

子供kodomoのnoままmamaじゃjaいられないirarenaiことkotoくらいkuraiわかってるんだwakatterunda

I know I can't stay a child forever — I get that much

消えないkienai傷kizuがga増えていくfuete iku程hodoにni臆病okubyouにniなるnaruけどkedo

The more permanent scars pile up, the more cowardly I become

微かkasuka残るnokoru思い出omoideにni縋るsugaru僕bokuをwo肯定してkoutei shiteくれますかkuremasu ka

But will you tell me it's okay — the me who clings to faint remaining memories

「「当たり前atarimae」」にni流されてnagasarete　選ぶerabuことkotoをwo拒んでkobande

Swept along by "the obvious," refusing to choose

成り行き任せnariyuki makaseのno今日kyouをwo　言い訳iiwakeとto共にtomo ni飲み込んだnomikonda

I swallowed today as it came, together with all my excuses

大事なdaiji na約束yakusoku　宝物takaramono詰め込みtsumekomi隠したkakushitaタイムカプセルtaimukapuseru

An important promise, a time capsule packed with treasures and hidden away

気付けばkizukeba埋めたumeta場所bashoもmo忘れてしまっているwasurete shimatte iru

Before I knew it, I'd even forgotten where I buried it

真夜中mayonakaのnoバス停basuteiにni一人hitori　何かnanikaをwo待ったmatta

Alone at a midnight bus stop, waiting for something

ここkokoじゃないja naiどこかdoko kaへe行けるikeruならnara何処でもdoko demo良かったyokatta

Anywhere would have been fine, as long as it wasn't here

夢中muchuuにniなってnatte追いかけたoikaketaいつかitsukaのno憧憬shoukeiはwa

The longing I used to chase with everything I had

大きくなったookiku nattaはずhazuのno両ryouのno手teからkara零れ落ちたkobreochita

Slipped through hands that should have grown bigger

手垢塗れteaka mamireのno明日ashitaはwa見ないふりminai furiをwoするsuruけれどkeredo

I pretend not to see the worn-out tomorrow

眩しすぎるmabushisugiru青空aozoraはwaどこまでもdoko made mo広くhiroku僕bokuをwo見下ろしたmioroshita

But the sky, too bright and impossibly wide, looked down at me from above

夢見すぎたyumemisugita僕bokuのno瞳hitomiがga視力shiryokuをwo失うushinau前maeにni

Before these dreaming-too-much eyes of mine lose their sight

教えてoshieteくれkureよyo　最後saigoのnoユートピアyuutopia

Tell me — where is the last utopia

言い訳iiwakeばっかbakkaのno僕bokuをwo手招くtemaneku逃避郷touhikyou

An escape haven beckoning to me with all my excuses

子供kodomoのnoままmamaじゃjaいられないirarenaiことkotoくらいkuraiわかってるんだwakatterunda

I know I can't stay a child forever — I get that much

背seがga伸びるnobiru程hodo近づくchikazuku空soraにni天井tenjouがga無ければnakereba

The higher I grow, the closer the sky gets — and if there's no ceiling up there

灰haiのno被ったkabutta未来miraiはwa見たくもないmitaku mo naiとtoまたmata瞳hitomiをwo閉じてtojite

I closed my eyes again, not wanting to see a future covered in ash

終わるowaruことkotoのnoないnai夢yumeにni逃げ込んだnigekonda

And fled into a dream that never ends