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結露ketsuroしたshita窓mado　そっとsotto　撫でてnadete色iroをwo伸ばしたnobashita

I gently smeared the condensation on the window, spreading the colors

これkoreくらいkuraiボヤけたらboyaketara　全部zenbuがga綺麗kireiにni見えるmieru

When everything blurs out this much, it all looks beautiful

霧雨kirisame　環七kanshichi　クラクションkurakushon　赤akaはwa無視mushiできなくてdekinakute

Drizzle, Kan-nana, honking horns — I still can't run a red light

これkoreはwaかりそめkarisomeだってdatte　わかってるwakatteru　ずっとzutto

I've always known this was just temporary

「「ここkokoでdeいいiiよ、yo,バイバイbaibai」」

"Here's fine. Goodbye."

ほんのhonno小さなchiisana　やさしさyasashisaだけdakeでde　救われたsukuwaretaのnoはwa　お互い様otagaisamaでde

Being saved by just the smallest kindness — that goes for both of us

舐め合うnameau傷kizuのno　味ajiにni飽きればakireba　襟eriをwo正してtadashite　余所行きyosoyukiのno顔kao

When we tire of licking each other's wounds, we straighten up and put on our outside faces

世界sekaiをwo敵tekiにniしてもshitemo　なんてnante考えないkangaenaiけどkedo

I'm not the type to think "even if the whole world turns against us"

そんなsonnaときtokiがga来るkuruならnara　セイギseigiよりyori愛aiのnoためにtameni

But if that time ever came, I'd do it for love, not justice

きっとkitto言えますiemasuようにyouni　理屈rikutsuでdeはwaないnai贔屓hiiki

I hope I can say it — this favoritism that has nothing to do with logic

かりそめkarisomeでdeはwaなくってnakutte　心kokoro抱き寄せるdakiyoseruようなyouna

Not temporary, but the kind that draws your heart close

「「これkoreでdeいいiiよ、yo,バイバイbaibai」」

"This is fine. Goodbye."

ほんのhonnoわずかなwazukana期待kitaiがga痛いitai　「「ごめんgomen」」だdaなんてnante　優しさyasashisaじゃないjanai

That tiny thread of hope hurts — "sorry" isn't kindness

テールライトteeruraitoがga　ボヤけてるboyaketeruのnoもmo　濡れたnureta頬hohoもmo　霧雨kirisameのnoせいsei

The tail lights blurring, the wet on my cheeks — blame it on the drizzle

憧れakogareのno距離kyoriにniいればireba綺麗kireiだったdatta

From a distance, looked up to, it was beautiful

近くchikakuにni寄ればyoreba汚れyogoreもmo傷kizuもmo見えたmietaねne

Getting close, I could see the stains and the scars

もたれられるmotarerareruことkotoにni　もたれかかってmotarekakatteしまったshimatta　だからdakara

I ended up leaning on being leaned on — and so

見ないminaiふりfuri　傷kizuはwa膿んでundeいくikuばかりbakariでde

I kept looking away, while the wounds just kept festering

嘲笑えるazawaraeru　笑えるwaraeru

I can laugh at it. I can laugh.

ほんのhonno小さなchiisana　やさしさyasashisaだけdakeでde　救われたsukuwaretaのnoはwa　お互い様otagaisamaでde

Being saved by just the smallest kindness — that goes for both of us

舐め合うnameau傷kizuのno　味ajiにni飽きればakireba　襟eriをwo正してtadashite　余所行きyosoyukiのno顔kao

When we tire of licking each other's wounds, we straighten up and put on our outside faces

ちゃんとchantoどこかdokokaでde期待kitaiしていたshiteita　「「ごめんgomen」」だdaなんてnante　優しさyasashisaじゃないjanai

Part of me was genuinely hoping for something — "sorry" isn't kindness

青信号aoshingouがga　揺れているyureteiruのnoもmo　濡れたnureta頬hohoもmo　霧雨kirisameのnoせいsei

The green light swaying, the wet on my cheeks — blame it on the drizzle

感情kanjouがga混んでkonde　まだmada　すぐsuguにni　歩き出せないarukidasenaiなna

My feelings are backed up — I still can't just start walking again