幻想Gensou

夜yoruのno香りkaori　何かnanika思い出しそうomoidashi souでde　君kimiをwo想うomou　僕bokuはwa今ima一人きりhitori kiriでde

The scent of night almost brings something back — I'm thinking of you, alone right now

何一つnani hitotsuもmo上手くいかないumaku ikanaiのnoはwa　誰dareのnoせいseiだda？?

Whose fault is it that nothing, not a single thing, is going right?

情けないnasakenai僕bokuなどnado　何処かdoko ka遠くtooku投げ捨てたいnagesutetaiなna

I want to throw this pathetic version of me somewhere far away

嫌いkiraiなんだnanda　こんなkonna僕bokuがga

I hate this version of myself

なのにna no niずっとzutto　捨てられないsuterarenaiよyo

And yet I can't bring myself to throw it away

過去kakoにni知ったshitta温かさatatakasaをwo

The warmth I once knew in the past

ああaa　誰dareもmo知らないshiranai僕boku　ああaa　知られたくないshiraretakunai夜yoru

Ah — a self no one knows, ah — a night I don't want known

でもdemo虚しくなってmunashiku natte　怖くなってkowaku natte　慌てるawateruんだnda

But I grow hollow, grow frightened, and start to panic

僕boku一人hitoriがga　夜yoruのno闇yamiにni取り残されるtorinokosareru　そんなsonna気がしてki ga shite

Like I'm the only one being left behind in the darkness of night

君kimiのno前maeでdeさえsaeもmo強がっていたtsuyogatte itaからkara　言いたいiitaiことkoto　本当hontouにni伝えたいtsutaetaiことkoto

Because I put on a brave face even in front of you, the things I wanted to say, truly wanted to get through —

言葉kotobaにniなるnaruそのsono前maeにni　孤独kodokuをwo感じてkanjiteしまったshimatta

Before they could become words, I felt the loneliness

君kimiはwaきっとkittoそれ以上sore ijouのno　孤独kodokuにni悲しみkanashimiをwo抱いてdaite

You were surely holding grief inside a loneliness even deeper than mine

それすらもsore sura mo受け入れようukeireyouとto　僕bokuのno前maeじゃja笑顔egaoだったdatta

Trying to accept even that, you smiled in front of me

なのにna no niずっとzutto　僕bokuはwa　逃げてたnigeteta

And all along, I kept running away

ああaa　君kimiもmo知らないshiranai僕boku　ああaa　知られたくないshiraretakunai夜yoru

Ah — a self even you don't know, ah — a night I don't want known

だけどdakedo今imaにniなってnatte　思い出すomoidasuよyo　僕bokuにniとってtotte大事なdaiji naものmonoなどnado

But now, looking back, the things that matter to me

幾つikutsuもmo無くてnakute　君kimiがga何よりnaniyori　大切taisetsuだったdattaはずhazuでde

Were never that many — and you, more than anything, were supposed to be the most important

後atoにniなってnatte気がつくki ga tsuku　ごめんねgomen neさえsae言えないienaiことkoto

I realize it too late — I can't even say sorry

わがままwagamamaをwo繰り返してkurikaeshite　調子のいいchoushi no ii言葉kotobaをwo並べnarabe

Repeating my selfishness, lining up convenient words

口先kuchisakiでde語ったkatatta夢yume　見落としたmiotoshita優しさyasashisaもmo

Dreams I only talked about — kindness I missed

今imaはwa無いnai　何naniもmo無いnai　ちっぽけなchippoke na自分jibunにni見たmita幻想gensou

Gone now, nothing left — the illusion I saw in my own smallness

夜風yokazeをwo切り裂いてkirisaite　走り出してhashiridashite　振り切るfurikiruんだndaそんなsonna僕bokuをwo

Cutting through the night wind, I start running — shaking off that version of me

今ima向かうmukauよyo　君kimiのno元motoへe　まだmada間に合うmaniauかkaなna

I'm heading to you now — am I still in time?