あの世Anoyo行きYukiのnoバスBasuにni乗ってNotteさらばSaraba。.

あの世anoyo行きyukiのnoバスbasuにni乗ってnotteさらばsaraba。.

Farewell, boarding the bus to the afterlife.

幼いosanai頃koro　殺めたayameta命inochiはwa数えきれずkazoekirezu

In my childhood, the lives I took were too many to count

小さなchiisa na命inochiをwo葬ってhoumutteはwa平然heizenとto笑ってwaratte帰路kiroについたni tsuita

I buried small lives and walked home laughing without a care

今imaにniなってnatte考えたらkangaetara真っ先massakiにni死ぬshinuのnoはwa私watashiでdeよかったyokatta

Now that I think about it, I should have been the first to die

うらうらurauraとtoしたshita周りmawariのno空気kuukiがga濃くてkokute

The hazy air around me is so thick

存在sonzai価値kachiをwo奪うubauでしょdesho

It steals away any sense of worth

生命線seimeisenとかtoka無駄mudaにni長いnagaiだけdakeでde

Things like life lines are just pointlessly long

何nanのno役yakuにniもmo立たないtatanaiただtadaのnoしわshiwaだdaよyo

Nothing but useless wrinkles on your palm

心kokoroのno奥okuがgaしょうもないshoumonai人生観jinseikanをwo嘆いているnageite iruのno

Deep in my heart, I'm mourning this pathetic view of life

耳mimiにni刺さるsasaru理想risou　吐き捨ててhakisutete

Ideals piercing my ears — I spit them out

消えてkieteしまいたいshimaitai生涯shougaiなんてnanteもんmonにniどんなdonna値neがga付いてtsuite

What price tag goes on a life spent wanting to vanish?

自己中心的jiko chuushintekiだdaってtte？?思いomoiのno欠片kakeraもmo知らないでshiranaide

You call me self-centered? You don't know a fragment of what I feel

どうせdouse向こうmukou数十年suujuunen経ったtatta先sakiでdeはwa煙たがれてkemutagarete

In a few decades I'll just be a nuisance anyway

ならnara私watashiをwo刺してsashite殺してkoroshite奪ってubatte去ってsatte

So stab me, kill me, take everything, and leave

あの世anoyo行きyukiのnoバスbasuにni乗ってnotteさらばsaraba。.

Farewell, boarding the bus to the afterlife.

幼いosanai頃koro　馬鹿bakaにniされたsaretaことkotoもmo忘れきれずwasurekirezu

In my childhood, I can't forget being mocked

身miにni覚えoboeのnoないnai理不尽rifujinさsaがga頭atamaからkara離れてくれないんだhanarete kurenain da

This senseless unfairness won't leave my head

今imaにniなってnatte考えたらkangaetara何故naze飲み込んだnomikondaのnoかka

Now that I think about it, why did I swallow it all?

歯向かえばhamukaebaよかったyokatta

I should have fought back

もやもやmoyamoyaとtoしたshita人混みhitogomiのno中nakaをwo這ってhatte

Crawling through the hazy crowds

存在sonzai価値kachiをwo示すshimesuのnoよyo

I'll prove my worth

幸福論koufukuronとかtoka無駄mudaにni深いfukaiだけdakeでde

Theories of happiness are just pointlessly deep

何nanのno役yakuにniもmo立たないtatanaiただtadaのno文字mojiだdaよyo

Nothing but useless text on a page

浅いasai心kokoroがgaパッとしないpatto shinai焦燥感shousou kanにni駆られているkararete iruのno

My shallow heart is consumed by a dull sense of urgency

時tokiだけdakeがga経ってtatte戻れないmodorenaiなna

Time just passes and I can't go back

消えてkieteしまいたいshimaitai生涯shougaiなんてnanteもんmonにniどんなdonna芽meがga生えてhaete

What kind of sprout grows from a life spent wanting to vanish?

面倒くさいmendou kusai奴yatsuだdaってtte？?お前omaeのno声koeとかtoka要らないiranaiわwa

You call me a pain? I don't need your voice

どうせdouse向こうmukou数十年suujuunen経ったtatta先sakiまでmade持ち越すmochikosuだけdake

In a few decades I'll just be carrying it all forward anyway

ならnara私watashiをwo刺してsashite殺してkoroshite奪ってubatte去ってsatte

So stab me, kill me, take everything, and leave

消えてkieteしまいたいshimaitai生涯shougaiなんてnanteもんmonにni意味imiはwaあるんですかarundesu ka。.

Does a life spent wanting to vanish even have meaning?

消えてkieteしまいたいshimaitai生涯shougaiなんてnanteもんmonにni夢yumeはwaあるんですかarundesu ka。.

Does a life spent wanting to vanish even hold dreams?

無いnaiじゃんjan。.

It doesn't.

消えてkieteしまいたいshimaitai生涯shougaiなんてnanteもんmonにniどんなdonna値neがga付いてtsuite

What price tag goes on a life spent wanting to vanish?

辛いtsuraiよyoねne分かるwakaruよyoだdaってtte？?分かったwakattaようなyou naことkoto言わないでiwanaide

"It's tough, right? I get it" — don't act like you understand

どうせdouse向こうmukou数十年suujuunen経ったtatta先sakiでもdemo嘆いていてnageite ite

In a few decades I'll still be grieving

ならnara私watashiをwo刺してsashite殺してkoroshite奪ってubatte去ってsatte

So stab me, kill me, take everything, and leave

それsoreがga私watashiにni出来るdekiru最初saishoでde最後saigoのno悪あがきakuagakiだda

That's the first and last struggle I'm capable of

あの世anoyo行きyukiのnoバスbasuにni乗ってnotteさらばsaraba。.

Farewell, boarding the bus to the afterlife.

でもdemo私watashiはwa悔いてkuite叫んでsakende雨ameがga降ってfutte

But I regretted it, screamed, and the rain poured down