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もうmou駄目dameだってdatte思うomouそんなsonna夜yoruはwa

On those nights when you feel like it's all over

君kimiのno心kokoro請うkou　請うkou

I long for your heart — long for it

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感情kanjouさえsae無くなれnakunareとto願うnegau夜yoruにni

On nights when you wish you could lose all feeling

君kimiはwa何naniをwo請うkou　請うkou

What is it you long for — long for

生きるikiru感覚kankaku求めmotome

Seeking the sensation of being alive

月tsukiをwo目meにni浮かべukabe

Holding the moon in my mind

しるしshirushiをwo手首tekubiにni打ったutta

I pressed a mark into my wrist

必要hitsuyouとtoされたsaretaかったkatta

I just wanted to be needed

このkono思考shikou回路kairoのnoもどかしさmodokashisaがga笑うwarau

This frustrating loop of thoughts laughs at me

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もうmou駄目dameだってdatte思うomouそんなsonna夜yoruはwa

On those nights when you feel like it's all over

君kimiのno心kokoro請うkou　請うkou

I long for your heart — long for it

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感情kanjouさえsae無くなれnakunareとto願うnegau夜yoruにni

On nights when you wish you could lose all feeling

君kimiはwa何naniをwo請うkou　請うkou

What is it you long for — long for

ねぇnee　60億rokujuu okuのnoライトraito

Hey — 6 billion lights

凍えてkogoete消えそうなkiesou na

Flickering, almost fading out

小さなchiisana光hikariをwo

These tiny flames —

そのsono全てsubeteをwo灯してtomoshiteからkara

Light every single one first

人hitoのno私欲shiyoku贅沢zeitakuはwaそれからsorekaraじゃないのjanai no??

Isn't human greed and excess something to come after?

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現状genjouはwaうわべuwabeでdeもがいてるmogaiteiru

Right now we're just struggling on the surface

陰りkageriのno中naka何もかもnani mo kamo消えていったkiete itta

Everything faded away into the shadows

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人hitoにni踏み折られたfumiorareta花hanaがga空soraにni

A flower trampled and broken by people, reaching for the sky

今imaもmo命inochi請うkou　請うkou

Still pleading for life — pleading

快楽kairaku　楽園rakuen　安定antei　名声meisei

Pleasure, paradise, stability, fame —

「"贅沢zeitakuなんかnankaもmo全部zenbu手teにni入れたいなiretai na」"ってtte

"I want to get my hands on all the luxuries too"

苦渋kuujuuもmo　貧困hinkonもmo　絶望zetsubouもmo　down falldown fall

Bitterness too, poverty too, despair too, down fall

古inishieのno悲しみkanashimiのno意味imiをwo知らないshiranai僕たちbokutachiがga

We who don't know the meaning of ancient sorrow

時代jidaiのnoせいseiでde汚れたyogoreta振りfuriしてるshiteruけれどkeredo

Keep pretending we were soiled by the times

時代jidaiをwoおいてoite心kokoro汚したyogoshitaのnoはwa僕bokuだろdaro

But apart from the times, it was I who dirtied my own heart

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踏み折られたfumiorareta花hanaがga

That broken, trampled flower

今imaもmo咲こうsakouとto

Is still trying to bloom

空soraへe立ち上がってんだtachiagattenda

Rising up toward the sky

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悲観hikanとto向き合うmukiau人hitoのno心kokoroにni

In the hearts of people facing despair

一つもhitotsu mo陰りkageriなんてnante無かったnakatta

There wasn't a single shadow

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きっとkitto誰もdare mo探してるsagashiteru答えkotaeはwa

The answer everyone is surely searching for —

見えずmiezu願いnegai請うkou　請うkou

Unseen, they plead and wish — plead and wish

「"もうmou愛aiはwaこの世kono yoにni無いのよnai no yo」"ってtte言うけれどiu keredo

"Love no longer exists in this world," they say —

人hitoのno愛aiのno結晶 kesshou それsoreがga僕らbokuraなんだろうnandaro

But we are the crystallization of human love, aren't we?

無意味muimiなna穿鑿sensaku

Meaningless prying

不条理fujouriなna選択sentaku

Unreasonable choices

止む事yamu kotoはwa無いだろうnai darou

They'll never cease

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