earthy world

心kokoroにniあるaru本当hontouのno気持ちkimochi　伝えるtsutaeruのnoはwa苦手nigateだからdakara

Saying what's really in my heart — I've never been good at it

今日kyouもmoちょっとchotto　上手くumaku話せるhanaseruかka分からないwakaranaiけどkedo

So today again I'm not sure I'll say it right

今日kyouはwa少しsukoshiだけdake　そんなsonna話hanashiをwoしようshiyou

But today, just a little, let me try

目一杯meippaiでde生きて来たikite kitaけどkedo　振り返ればfurikaereba　何もnanimo無いnaiよyo

I've been living with everything I had, but looking back — there's nothing there

持ち金mochigane無くなったnakunattaけどkedo　歌utaがgaあればareba　それでsorede良かったyokatta

I ran out of money, but as long as I had music — that was enough

思い通りomoidoori　進めたsusumetaことkotoのno方がhou ga　多くookuはwa無かったnakattaからkara

Things going the way I planned — that wasn't how it usually went

此処kokoにni辿り着くtadoritsukuまでmadeにni　もうmou本気でhonki de「「ダメなのかもな…dame na no kamo na...」」思うomou日hiもmoあったatta

On the way to getting here, there were days I genuinely thought, "Maybe this is it for me..."

「「無駄だからmuda dakara辞めときなyametoki na」」とかtoka　バカにもbaka ni moされたsaretaしshi

I got laughed at, told "It's pointless, just quit"

良いii奴yatsuばかりbakariじゃja無いnai世の中yo no nakaでde

In a world where not everyone's kind

本気でhonki deぶつかり合えるbutsukariaeeru　メンバーmenba-にni出逢えてdeaete

I found members I could go head-to-head with for real

俺たちoretachiのno馬鹿なbaka na夢yumeにni付き合ってtsukiatteくれるkureru仲間たちnakamatachiもmo増えてfuete

And the number of people willing to go along with our stupid dream kept growing

今imaはwa本当にhontou niこうkou思うんだomoun da　振り返ればfurikaereba　全てsubeteがgaありがたいarigatai

Now I truly feel this way — looking back, I'm grateful for all of it

理想通りrisou dooriかどうかka dou kaはwa置いといてoite oite　好きにはsuki ni wa生きているikite iru

Whether it matched my ideal or not — I've lived the way I wanted

インタビューintabyuuでde答えたんだkotaetanda

I said it in an interview:

「「自分らしさjibun rashisaとto感覚kankakuをwoそれだけsoredake信じてshinjite生きてきましたikite kimashita」」

"I've just lived trusting my own instincts and sense of self"

ってtte　そうはsou wa言ってもitte mo

And yet, even so —

此処kokoにni辿り着くtadoritsukuまでmadeにni　もうmou本気でhonki de「「ダメなのかもな…dame na no kamo na...」」ってtte思うomou日hiもmoあったatta

On the way to getting here, there were days I genuinely thought, "Maybe this is it for me..."

アイツaitsuがga居なくなってinakunatte　崩れそうなkuzuresou na時tokiだってdatte

When he was gone and everything was about to fall apart

「「もう一度mou ichidoこのkonoメンバーmenba-でde笑おうwaraou」」ってtte言ってitteくれたからkureta kara

Someone said, "Let's laugh together as this lineup one more time"

何もnanimo怖く無くなったkowakunakunatta　本気でhonki de叶えられるkanaerareruなんてnante　思えたんだomoetanda

And after that, nothing scared me — I actually believed we could make it happen

厚いatsui雲kumoはwa通り過ぎたtoorisugita　振り返ればfurikaereba　全てsubeteがgaありがたいarigatai

The thick clouds have passed — looking back, I'm grateful for all of it

少しsukoshi時間jikanはwaかかったkakattaけれどkeredo　遠回りしてtoomawari shite　苦しんでkurushinde

It took a little time — we took the long way, we struggled

一緒にissho niすごしたsugoshita日々hibiもmo

Those days we spent together

窮屈だkyuukutsu daとかtoka言いながらiinagara　何だかんだnandakanda悪くはwaruku wa無かったnakattaよなyo na

Even when it felt suffocating, all things considered — it wasn't bad, was it

下手クソなheta kuso na生き方ikikataだってdatte言われてもiwarete mo

Even if people say I'm living wrong

好きだsuki daとto思えるomoeruことkotoにはni wa正直でいたいshoujiki de itai

I want to be honest about the things I love

それぞれがsorezore ga　愛せるaiseru人hitoなんかもnanka mo見つけてmitsukete

May each of us find someone we can love

「「良いii人生jinseiだったdatta」」ってtteみんなでminna de笑おうなwaraou na!!

And laugh together someday saying, "It was a good life"!

順番junbanなんてものはnante mono wa大嫌いだdaikirai da　オンリーワンonrii wanでdeいいとii to分かったwakatta上でもue demo

I hate the idea of a set order — even knowing it's fine to be one-of-a-kind

やっぱyappa男otokoだからdakara　てっぺんteppen目指してmezashite　無謀なmubou na夢yume追ってotteいこうぜikou ze

Still — we're guys, so let's aim for the top and chase our reckless dreams

笑いたきゃwaraitakya笑いなよwarainayo

Go ahead and laugh if you want

先sakiのnoことkotoはwa分からないwakaranaiけどkedo　一つだけhitotsu dake分かることwakaru kotoもmoあるんだarunda

I don't know what's ahead, but there's one thing I do know

年老いてtoshi oite　「「あなたのanata no青春seishunはwaいつですか?itsu desu ka?」」とto聞かれればkikarereba

When I'm old and someone asks, "What was your youth?"

きっとkittoこのkono話hanashiをwoするだろうsuru darou

I'll probably tell this story

振り返ればfurikaereba　全てsubeteがgaありがたいarigatai

Looking back — I'm grateful for all of it