アウトサイダーAutosaidaa

放り出されたhouridasareta箱庭hakoniwaでde

In a boxed-in garden, cast adrift

ままならないmama naranai感傷kanshouがga嵩むkasamu

Unmanageable grief piles up

「「僅かwazukaでもdemo違えばchigaeba」」

"If even the slightest thing had been different"

「「選べたerabetaならnara」」

"If only I could have chosen"

「「それかsore ka、、一秒ichibyou早くhayaku歩けたらaruketara」」

"Or — if I had walked just one second faster"

もしもmoshimoのno世界sekaiはwaナンセンスnansensu

A world of what-ifs is nonsense

だけどdakedoいくつもikutsumo生み出されるumidasareru

But so many keep being born

姿見sugatamiのno向こうmukouがga

If only what lies beyond the mirror

せめてsemete想像souzou通りdooriでdeあればarebaいいii　なんてnante

Could at least match what I imagined — that's all I want

自分jibunをwo重ね続けkasanetsuzuke

I kept stacking myself higher

どうにかdou ni ka高いtakai景色keshiki見てたmiteta

Somehow managed to see a higher view

不安定なfuantei na足場ashiba

But the ground beneath me was unstable

崩れてしまうkuzurete shimauのnoはwa時間jikanのno問題mondai

It was only a matter of time before it crumbled

分かっているwakatte iruけれどkeredo

I know that

今imaはwa

But for now —

壊さないでkowasanaide私watashiをwo

Don't break me

何度もnandomoみたmita未来miraiがga押し潰すoshitsubusu

A future I've seen so many times crushes down on me

もがくmogaku程hodo　深くfukaku昏いkurai水底minasoko

The more I struggle, the deeper into dark water I sink

ひとすじhitosujiのno希望kibouさえsae届かないtodokanai

Not even a single thread of hope can reach me here

永遠eienのnoアウトサイダーautosaidaa

Forever an outsider

孤独kodokuってtte共有kyouyuuできないdekinai

Loneliness isn't something you can share

凭れ掛かるmotarekakaruだけdakeならnaraパラサイトparasaito

If all you do is lean on others, that's just being a parasite

患ったwazuratta憂いureiはwa

The pain I've taken on

スポンジsuponjiみたいなmitai na心kokoroにni染みてshimite重いomoi

Seeps into a heart like a sponge and weighs it down

自分jibunだけdakeしかshika理解rikai出来ないdekinai

Only I can understand myself

それならsore nara解るwakaruまでmade

Then I'll keep at it until I do

向き合い続けてmukiai tsuzukete

Keep facing it head-on

傷つき続けてkizutsuki tsuzukete

Keep getting hurt

折れかけたorekaketa心kokoroをwoまたmata奮い立たせるfuruitataseru

And lift my breaking heart back up again

だからdakara

That's why —

逃さないでnigasanaide私watashiをwo

Don't let me go

一度ichidoきりkiriのno未来miraiへe落ちてゆくochite yuku

I'm falling into a once-in-a-lifetime future

もがくmogaku程hodo　可能性kanouseiをwo残してnokoshite

The more I struggle, the more possibilities I leave behind

色とりどりirotoridoriにniひかるhikaru糸itoがga

Threads shining in every color

きっとkitto受け止めるuketomeru

Will catch me, I'm sure of it

下shitaをwo見るmiru度tabi足ashiはwa震えるfurueru

Every time I look down, my legs shake

あとatoはwa歩き出すarukidasuだけdake

All that's left is to start walking

孤独kodokuでdeはwaなくnaku

Not out of loneliness —

一人hitoriでde立ち上がるtachiagaru為にtame ni

But to stand up on my own

further in the futurefurther in the future

further in the future

落ちてゆけるochite yukeru

I can fall

I will capture my hopeI will capture my hope

I will capture my hope

どこまででもdoko made demo

No matter how far

一人hitori歩くaruku私watashiはwa

I, walking alone

一度ichidoきりkiriのno未来miraiへe落ちてゆくochite yuku

Am falling into a once-in-a-lifetime future

限りなくkagirinaku　深くfukaku眩ゆいmabayuiそこsokoへe

Into that endless, blindingly bright place

逃げ道nigemichiにni使われたtsukawareta過去kakoのnoドアdoaはwa　もうmou塞いだfusaida

The doors of the past I used as escape routes — I've already closed them

永遠eienにni

Forever

further in the futurefurther in the future

further in the future

落ちてゆけるochite yukeru

I can fall

I will capture my hopeI will capture my hope

I will capture my hope

This is my future forecastThis is my future forecast

This is my future forecast

No one can predict meNo one can predict me

No one can predict me