oversupply

好いたsuitaほどhodoにni飽いてったaitetta

The more I liked it, the faster I tired of it

入れ込むirekomu反動handouはwa無関心mukanshin

The rebound from pouring myself in is indifference

次tsugiのnoステージsuteejiでdeはwaもっとmotto刺激的なshigekiteki na現実riaruをwoよろしくyoroshiku

On the next stage, please bring me a more exciting reality

平均点heikintenならnaraいっか、ikka,なんてnante

"Average is fine," I'd think —

マイナスmainasuのnoほうhouがgaまだmadaマシmashi

At least negative is still something

これkoreじゃないja naiやya

This isn't it

あれareでもdemoないnai

Neither is that

千切り捨てたchigiri suteta日々hibiがga

The days I tore up and threw away

いつの間にかitsu no ma ni ka　膝hizaまでmade嵩張ってたkasabatteta

Before I knew it, had piled up to my knees

粘りつくnebaritsuku忘れたwasuretaはずhazuのno昨日kinou

Yesterday — the one I was supposed to forget — still clings on

どうしてdoushite恨めしくurameshiku見るmiruのno

Why do you look at me with such resentment

もうmouキミkimiはwaうんざりunzari

You're already fed up with this

次tsugiからkara次tsugiブランクburankuをwo作ってtsukutteはwa埋めていくumeteiku作業sagyou

The endless task of making gaps one after another, then filling them back in

それsoreがga生きるikiruってtteことkotoじゃないja naiのno

Isn't that what living is?

ちょっとchottoばかしbakashi面白おかしくomoshiro okashiku演出enshutsuしたshitaくらいkuraiじゃja

Just adding a little fun and flair

物足りないmonotarinaiってtteピエロpieroにni笑われるwarawareru

The clown laughs at me for still not being enough

これkoreじゃないja naiやya

This isn't it

あれareでもdemoないnai

Neither is that

千切り捨てたchigiri suteta日々hibiはwa

The days I tore up and threw away

ついにtsui niすべてsubete飲み込むnomikomuまでmade育ったsodatta

Have finally grown until they swallowed everything whole

だけどdakedoまだmada満たせないmitasenaiままmama

But still unable to be filled

昂ぶらなくちゃtakaburanakucha夜yoruもmo日hiもmo明けないakenai

If I don't keep myself stirred up, neither day nor night will break

溺れてoboreteもmo求め続けるmotome tsuzukeru

I keep reaching even as I drown

供給過剰kyoukyuu kajouにni思考shikouがga痺れてshibirete

Oversupply numbs my thoughts

もうmou何もnanimo分からないwakaranai

I don't know anything anymore

今日kyouをwo作ったtsukutta昨日kinouがga

The yesterday that built today

虚しくmunashiku消えてったkietetta

Fades away, hollow

今日kyouをwo作ったtsukutta昨日kinouがga

The yesterday that built today

さよならsayonara言うiu前maeにni

Before it can say goodbye

だからdakaraまだmada満たせないmitasenaiままmama

So still unable to be filled

求めるmotomeruことkotoでde慰められてるnagusamerareteru

I find comfort in the act of wanting

感覚kankakuがga底sokoをwoついてtsuiteもmo

Even when feeling hits rock bottom

変えるkaeruことkotoなどnado今更imasara出来ないdekinai

It's too late to change anything now

溺れてoboreteもmo求め続けるmotome tsuzukeru

I keep reaching even as I drown

供給過剰kyoukyuu kajouにni思考shikouがga痺れてshibirete

Oversupply numbs my thoughts

分からないwakaranai

I don't know

もうmou全部zenbu　やめちゃおうyamechaou

I want to just quit everything